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2mg Alprazolam
Just visited DMT world for the first time in a few weeks.

Everybody says benzos dull DMT trips. And maybe they do to a certain extent. But something about flying through hyperspace with zero anxiety is one of the most blissful experiences ever. Unfortunately I'm definitely remembering less of the experience than I normally would with a sober brain... So no trip report I guess 🤷‍♂️
 
Well
since its gonna be a early doc aptmnt for budah in the am thought id go ahead and take 1.5g phenibut now as it takes soooooooooooooooooooloooooooooooooong to take effect for me.
I'll add 900mg gabap inna coupla hours then about 6am 600mg prgab. about 6:30 1mg alp. kratom and weed. coffee and cigs. 7:30 on the way to the doc.
thats the plan ill prolly fall asleep and wake up drunk as fuck but no alcohol... ha
kinda just floatin along until the boogieman goes away....
madness00 said:
10G kratom - feeling toasty.
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Interesting report:
I did the 10g and it had no more effect as 2g to me. Weird or what? IDK....
 
Hey guys just paying her next to the girlfriend who is asleep I can't get out of bed or move well I can but I don't want to risk waking her I used to always get up at night when I was high try to be quiet and end up being loud and waking everyone up infact the whiter I try to be at home the louder I seem to be hmm anyway however I have since stopped being so selfish when I'm high I also think before I talk because I have said lots of things that sound fine to me but are upsetting to others again when I'm high anyway I am high:p resisting my natural urge to 'do something's while high and just laying still it's kinda fun actually after I manage to lay still for 10 minutes just thinking I start to feel more in the moment etc I also have more incentive to use my imagination like before I logged on here for a browse I was imagining some ideas for a successful novel how did that bitch jk and her little that come up with Harry potter the story is so consistent ticks all the boxes and flicks all the switches I just have read the books a hundred times but now I know where those conspiracy guys who say jk used to be a secret witch come from how can you come up with something so flawlessly detailed without having something to base it on is my imagination really that shit that I'm thinking like this maybe it's all the video games.


Anyway got my heroin in gonna get an oz of weed to be honest I don't feel one hundred percent I was gonna make a thread and ask but I feel better now not 100% but better it's just using the h tonight it's been hard to get balanced I feel sick then restless but relaxed then sick and I don't mean normal sick where you throw up and chill its something else I know what it is it's because I was in pretty bad withdrawal before I picked it up which I might add I had to walk 3+ miles in the freezing cold night at 2 am feeling like this and you know the best part of walking all that way you have to walk all that way again on the walk back I don't use taxis only buses which wearnt running by the time I go back I was hastily getting ready to dose but had to be careful to not look like a fiend in front of me gal which out more pressure on me I don't know if anyone else gets this but when I'm in deap withdrawal even after I does up and get high some of the withdrawal is still their it's going away but not as fast as the rest of the withdrawal which is instant this is the problem and I'm still feeling it now.

I am so happy though I have a beautiful girlfriend and soulmate I have a roof over my head and I have some drugs locked away anyway I am going to go but some embassy number 1 or Mayfair green I prefer the latter but they didn't have them last time alas also can I just say zoplicodone BANDIT is a fag, seriously and he sniffs dogs arses because he thinks he gets high from it
 
madness00 said:
10G kratom - feeling toasty.

After reading you guys's posts there are so many drugs i need to try. RCs, psychs, give opiods another chance perhaps..

I feel like as an old man, downers would be more appealing. I'm 28, and i love things that mimic mania. I love being all stimmed out. But i figure in age, a lot of people tend to get more anxious. Maybe a midlife crisis or something. But by and large some opiods with hot chocolate watching a movie sounds bomb as an old man, just straight chilling. I don't think i can slam meth my whole life. Especially because i don't use lube?
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I definitely get what you're saying...as far as recreational drugs go, the first one I was drawn to were stimulants. But as you get older, you do kind of just want to chill IMO.

You ever see "The City Addicted to Crystal Meth", hosted by Louis Theroux of "Weird Weekends" fame? If not I'd recommend checking it out, it's about the meth scene in Fresno CA. Anyway, the host at one point* interviews this old guy at a needle exchange who kinda resembles George W. Bush and claims to have a shard habit of $100 per day, which he bangs! I can't imagine being an older gentleman like that and still be going that hard on the shard, that's wild...although it always amazed me how there ARE "old tweakers" out there, people who've been using for decades and decades, and are still somehow kinda-sane and can regale you with all kinds of stories about how good the meth "back in the day" was :LOL:

"You youngsters should've been around in the good ol' days, back when that GOOD meth was around! Back in my prime I coulda chef boyardee'd y'all some up! Mmmm-mmmm, que rico!"

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On the other hand, I've never even met one "old junkie" IRL

* @ 11:15
 
Morning blue world. Well almost afternoon here.

Upon waking 10mg arem
1 joint

6 hours later 12mg bromazepam
1 joint
1 single brandy.

No H... And plan to keep it so
 
900mg of gabapentin over a few hours. I partied a little hard this weekend with some random stims and AMT... did phenibut 2 days in a row but mostly I did etizolam like 2/3 of the days for 2 weeks while I was opiate withdrawing, so I could sleep, and then like 3 or 4 nights in a row after the opiates because I was wired/stimmed and wanted to sleep. Had to take a good bit of it to sleep after AMT 2 nights ago, like 6mg I think. Got only 3 hours of sleep 3 nights in a row too.

Me = dumbass... I really hope I didn't catch a bit of etizolam dependence, I had trouble sleeping last night (no etizolam or any drugs all day) despite being utterly exhausted, and today I feel anxious and just not right, it could be from phenibut, as I've been addicted a couple of times in the past and did it 2 days in a row, after gabapentin as often as I felt I could get away with during opiate w/d. But the gabapentin hasn't helped too much today which makes me worry about it being etizolam. I could also just be exhaustion from lack of sleep. Meh. It's not too bad but the quarantine has me anxious anyway because I want to be living my life, and every place is sold out AND has a huge shipping backlog for my cat's prescription food.

I felt really good a few days ago, I wish I hadn't decided to go ham this weekend. It was fun but I'd rather feel normal right now.
 
ComfortablyNumb95 said:
By the way does wine lose alcohol content over time? Because this is from 2012 but it tastes pretty nice still. I have shit from like 2004 down there lol
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Not really, I don't think, not if it's stored right. Don't conoisseurs drink 30 or 40 year old bottles?

BTW, how do you like lormetazepam? That's one I always thought I'd enjoy but haven't had the chance to try.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
On the other hand, I've never even met one "old junkie"
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Yeah most real junkies I've met all kicked the bucket before 30. Some running buddies, a few good friends. Fuck heroin bro. I'm done with it and I remember when you quit too.

Taking a page out of the book of @schizopath and having some tea and a cigarette. Popped a 300mg Lyrica a bit ago and it has me chill. Listening to some sad acoustic music I found by one of my favorite rappers.
 
Morning blue world

Yesterday went good, no H but today not much.

Just got back from scoring
Had 3 hits and 1 quart beer
No benzo or weed either

Feeling a bit anxious actually
 
JTemperance said:
Not really, I don't think, not if it's stored right. Don't conoisseurs drink 30 or 40 year old bottles?

BTW, how do you like lormetazepam? That's one I always thought I'd enjoy but haven't had the chance to try.
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It really depends on the wine. Excellent wine will last for decades, but a 2 Euro bottle of red wine from the supermarket would turn undrinkable.
Anyway, lormetazepam is one of my favorite benzos to take on its own, as it makes me feel something other than retarded and tired. It's still not something i would take recreationally, benzos are only worth it for me when mixed with something else
 
Well I finished my H more then an hour ago. Now its just booze till 5pm. Then a joint and a benzo.

But so far feeling very good and euphoric. Just the back of my mind that's stressing on stock up of meds.
 
Took 400mg of adrafinil, hoping it clears this brain fog. Feeling better than yesterday but like I got hit my a small car instead of a truck. And probably just because I took phenibut/gabapentin yesterday too. :\ But at least I slept a lot. Had some insane dreams too, actually just one really long dream that lasted all night.
 
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