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[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

"Schizo how bad is your autism?"

"I dont look women in the eyes"

 

[✿Dai₷y✿]

What about birds?

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I look at their asses

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Time is my friend after all. Im getting meth this week.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Guess what guys
I fucked my friend

for at least 10+ minutes

just to rock his world

because I wanted to. It was hot and we thoroughly enjoyed each other's company.

and we watched the simpsons and he's so cute

i can't help myself I really want this kid

and I'm so... heart growing feelings/strings HOW DO I STOP THIS MAL

that's right don't be his friend
he kicks himself out
if i'm not getting over him i'm getting under him

but I'm the one on top

so does that count

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Nice. Was he willing?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Nice. Was he willing?

Of course I prefer them willing.

He really liked it.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Of course I prefer them willing.

Yea, I know. I was just making fun of the situation.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

One time i woke up my other friend with my dick and he was sober to consent and then he waited a minute after expressing pleasure and he goes "haha....this is pretty hot for date rape" and was 100% into it after

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I got a lot of bodily fluids out of my bois today

I LOVE my latinos

So hot.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Stop right there mr immigrant fucker!

 

[mal3volent]

If trump sent cap to Mexico we wouldn't need a wall anymore.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

make that a 54 day binge

i'm going to run out of drugs

i have maybe 2-3 one packs of hash rolled in keif
and 1 dab of shatter, maybe 2 TINY dabs and
maybe 200ml of 35% liquor
and no money

my PTSD is through the roof with return of symptoms, nothing I haven't experienced before

dvilsgospel's advice that I should ask for help "use my free will" or the illusion thereof dawned on me and I will starting mon/tues (cuz mon is fed holiday maybe I won't have ppl open but that's ok i can survive till then) and ask for fam help

I am legit having depression, not so much panic but depression. Just depression. It's kind of amazing I'm not having EVERY symptom return.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

If trump sent cap to Mexico we wouldn't need a wall anymore.

I know right I'd just fuck 'em all and smuggle them up there in my car. they'd give me road head (HAVE HAD FROM A LATINO THIS YEAR) and the cops would think "lol solo white drivin in america = white privilege"

 

[Mrs.Nunya75]

Tangents & distractions happen quite often!

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

Since I have no self-conception and truly know we're all one these are really just intricate notes to myself that I know y'all will intuitively or knowingly mirror back to me in your own words later.

@devilsgospel

And I'mma listen to DG more. SATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATANSATAN

The sooner you realize Satan's love the better of you'll be he just wants to love us and give us the fiery torch of free will and knowledge

 

[Captain.Heroin]

The sooner you realize Satan's love the better of you'll be he just wants to love us and give us the fiery torch of free will and knowledge

I think I've realized it

I took two more benzos and another antihistamine

I'm eyerollinginthebackofmyhead a lot.

I'm just gonna try to get sleep
and wake up feeling different

and ask for help
from more than one person

because I have mental health issues. i need help.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

If I am alive by Wednesday to Friday then things SHOULD/MAYBE will work out.

That's me being optimistic. I can do it.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

If trump sent cap to Mexico we wouldn't need a wall anymore.

Send me to the wall
I will have one giant pansexual Mormon group marriage, preferably one where i FUCK multiple partners nightly.