First DMT trip... Did I pass out?

[LordFran]

thank you for that beautiful imagery of the cross legged mirroir people...thats what its all about.

Sometimes u die a bit, anything can happen...stay safe, be very cautious with dosages, thats when mistakes happen.

the brain can even become freezed or jammed

One of my best trips was with a joint of 100mg dmt infused mullein in a joint with tobaco and cbd weed and spread evenly through the joint. Was just toking and brokethrough like a breeze. So smooth. I saw clock like beings and many beings which greeted me by the thousands as if long life friends and showed me marevlous clock and jewel like objects, infinitley complex. Ultimate beauty and nuiance. Dmt is so amazing.

 

[Meth novice 79]

I only tried DMT the one time, and freaked out as soon as my vision began to distort and the colours came on then refused to smoke the rest as I’m pretty scared of hallucinating in general (worried I’ll go on a trip I don’t get back from I think)
Probably only lasted about 5 mins max and then I spent another 10 minutes laughing hysterically with my mate for no apparent reason.

I Did get the foggy memory of it all later on though so it’s possible you didn’t pass out, it was part of the trip.
Maybe it’ll come back to you in dreams? I know my mate that smokes it more frequently dreams about his trips later.

 

[Delusional Thomas]

Dmt is so amazing.

SO amazing...

The replies to this thread have been helpful. I think it's good to share these experiences. Good and bad. I've had many of both since I first posted on here. But I appreciate the bad experiences just as much as the good ones. I actually feel like I learn more from the darker experiences... But I still prefer the happy, shiny fun stuff lol

Considering extracting my own one day if I can find a reliable acacia or MHRB source...

 

[Delusional Thomas]

My first experience with DMT was similar but not the same. I was taking changa, and words of Terence Mckenna "you gotta take that third hit", were in my mind. So my wife, as directed, put the bowl under my mouth just as I was drifting out from the room which was changing colors and "all the air was sucked out". That third hit initiated the blast off which included highly colored geometrical imagery, that as the "high pitch sound" became louder started forming 3D/5D/"unknowable D"
dimension, beautifuly colored, highly detailed - mandala like portal.

In retrospect, it was like I was going (whatever that I is/was) through some kind of "device" that was stripping me off of my ego baggage. So first I lost sense of out/in, then time went out the door, then I was not at any place anymore, than (all in a matter of a minute) language was strippef off and whatever was left was catapulted through that multidimensional, highly colored, beautifuly detailed mandala like object.

I do not remember what was my first experience, as it was few years ago, but I remember that I was going through several worlds which were so different that as I entered one the last one was ineffable. How to speak of the world where up and down do not exist, concept of time was never forged, and meaning is created from other "stuff" that can not even be imagined in "our world"? Words just stop being of use. Even the experience is so different from world to world that when I was taken to another "pattern of reality" the previous had no cognitive bases to relate or stick in memory. My wife told me that I was smiling the whole time. She said that it was obvious I was enjoying what I was experiencing, while sitting with my back well rested on the sofa.

Last scene I dimly remember - I was looking at some object that was like a camera film and when i "touched" (with my "mind") a "part" of it, answers about the topic I touched up on unraveled with full 3D experience which I could zoom in and out to see the details of the theme at hand.

Last scene of this great ordered mess was that film roles were beginning to be a real film roles and they started to fall apart. As they were falling I was falling. At that moment I had my first thought , as we regularly think of thought, and it was - "Am I dying?". I was scared for a moment. But a moment later it was clear that I was actually being put back together into my ego and that experience was over. Well, I was in the visual world of Alex Grey but that seemed quite normal in context. Few more minutes and whole reality was once again like it was 15-20 minutes before I light it on fire.

My conclusion is that once I got beyond "the portal" in the beginning the reality's that I was traveling through were so different that experiencing one reality meant you have to totally disolve previous one as physics were not compatable. When I was in one of those worlds it all made sense, but I could not breach the gap from world to world so "I" forgot one world immediately as other appeared. There was no sense of continuity or even of similarity between several worlds I visited so there was no possibility of rememberance. Only stages I remember was dissolving (beginning) and reassembling (ending).

Sorry for the long reply, I just wanted to convey the message that "not remembering does not equal not experiencing". I do not remember most of the experience I wrote about, but I obviously enjoyed it, as my wife, who watched me the whole time, told me afterwards.

DMT is one potent substance and I would like to have an extended, Ayahuasca experience. This short experiences are great to shake you up, but I would rather have the psilocybin at 5-8 grams a dose and have similar experience lasting 4-5 hours. Psilocybin, in the doses mentioned, took me to similar places, but it had stages/levels so I could get more out of it and incorporate much more into my daily life. But yes, DMT can make experience so impressive that you do not even remember them

Thank you for sharing! I find it amusing that it's so difficult to remember and describe these experiences. And the fact that the small amount you were able to bring back with you and write about was mind blowing, but we both KNOW there was so much more to it. Not being a human being and losing any sense of "reality" for a little while is fun lol And important. I also hope to try Ayahuasca one day.

 

[Delusional Thomas]

Yes, those experiences show us that there is more than meets the eye. At least the eye that is decoding low level DMT reality It is great that you can have substances that will shake people up and open their eyes/minds to different possibilities of looking at the world. Further it is great that those substances are so physically safe and that the main themes of experiences, both physical and "mind-ological" are reproducible. So people can expect the unexpected so to say. Everybody understands this in retrospect, once they have the experience. Those (generally psychedelic) experiences change people forever, and for most it is for good. I do not want to be all rainbows and unicorns about it and I warn caution. People have had experiences that triggered psychosis, or left them with life long PTSD. This substances are not something to joke about, as I have experienced both sides of the story. I did not have psychotic response or PTSD, but did have difficult LSD and psilocybin experiences. My "advantage" is that I was reading Bhagavad Gita, Upanishads and other Vedic literature at the age of 15, so I was prepared to balance extremes that come with this experiences, but if I had not have those tools I could have "stayed" in one of bad experiences that inevitably come. Feeling that somebody else is programming you and can press "delete out of existence" at any moment, that you are food for other beings like chicken is for us and that "they" are farming you, meeting with inter dimensional snakes, thoughts of staying in the same hellish loop for eternity...(fill up with your particular horror experience)...can leave people with permanent damage. That is the reason why I would never talk somebody in to it. People have to want it and then have to prepare for it in the right way. Otherwise is like giving knife to a 1 year old. Knife is useful tool, but when the wrong man uses the right means, the right means work in the wrong way. So, we have the technology that can help us wake up faster and resolve problems that we need to address promptly (nuclear war, pollution, clean energy...), but we must not make the mistakes of the hippy generation. We know now that we have equivalent of nuclear fission/fusion, but for the consciousness, and have to be very careful with use of it. It is a powerful tool, but it is not panacea. Keep safe people, not "just" because of you, but because psychedelics are slowly but surely reemerging and it would be a disaster if we would give an excuse to the "authorities" to stop all the research again. As you can see i am passionate about this ad I think they are beneficial in 9/10 people who use them in the right way. But because of that I am very worried that those 10% could tip the scales in the wrong direction. Both for themselves and others who benefit directly. English is not my native language, so I have not written many texts in English, but here is one text that I think can help somebody when entering psychedelic experience. Take it with a pinch of salt and put it in the context of the psychedelic experience. I will finish with that :



Whats the point?

If you think yourself as something you are putting limits on yourself, you are creating a part in infinity and then you are clinging to this part as you were it. In this way you are creating tension toward infinity. You are crating the point in infinity and you are pointing to it as yourself. Once point is created, and you associate yourself with it, you have limited yourself. You have put yourself outside of everything - it is you against everything else.
This is the situation where we are in now. We think we are the point! Each one of us thinks he is the point. But if you get rid off this illusion that there is some point, that you as that point exist independently, that you are some thing - if you get rid of the illusion of identifying, then you can see that there is really no you...and that in this way you are everything.
You are the point, but not seeing yourself as any particular point you can break yourself down in two and still remain unchanged. You can be broken down in half eternally, and still remain yourself, just because you did not identify yourself with any particular point, with any particular state.
Here is the source of eternal, unlimited energy emanating from one point - not identifying as any particular point, not limiting yourself with any state. Then you can be broken down to eternity - split up, played with, created with, sustained, and broken down again without being anything less at any state and any time. This is what is thought when said "You gotta lose yourself in order to become everything.".
What point are you? You are no point! What's the point? There is no point! And what a wonderful point of view this is!


Take care everybody!

That was beautiful. A wonderful point of view indeed!

I'm glad places like this forum exist so people can talk about these things openly. Especially since most countries refuse to research these substances. I agree that psychedelics aren't for everybody. Surprisingly, my worst "trip" came from entirely too much edible cannabis. And to this day, if I smoke too much, my anxiety/panic goes through the roof... LSD and DMT have brought me to some strange places, but I always come back safe and sound. Psilocybin tends to give me more anxiety, but that anxiety seems to serve a purpose. It usually stems around specific shit that I need to deal with and it forces me to deal with it. I've seen people have bad trips though and it's terrifying. I definitely wouldn't try to push these things on anybody. Like you said, they have to want it and prepare for it properly.

Thankfully we have people like you and many others on here to share their positive experiences with these substances. Hopefully one day the powers that be realize these things could benefit mankind and stop trying to regulate our fucking existence...

Safe travels to you sir!

 

[BrutusNero]

Sounds like an amazing time. I remember the first time I did it I did just the resin that was left in my friend's pipe. I remember being able to see white light emitting from his eyes and chest and stomach. Ever since then I have wanted to try DMT again, but I have never been able to find it. I was very depressed at the time when I tried it and it sparked a new light in me for years... I wish I had some now.

 

[Delusional Thomas]

Sounds like an amazing time. I remember the first time I did it I did just the resin that was left in my friend's pipe. I remember being able to see white light emitting from his eyes and chest and stomach. Ever since then I have wanted to try DMT again, but I have never been able to find it. I was very depressed at the time when I tried it and it sparked a new light in me for years... I wish I had some now.

It's amazing how such a short experience can have such a long lasting effect on ones life.

I learned the hard way to never underestimate the power of DMT resin. I scraped my pipe, packed a bowl and torched it thinking I might catch a small buzz or get some light visuals... Then I blasted THE. FUCK. OFF. Probably one of the scarier trips just because it was so unexpected and intense. Still fun though :giggle: