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[DopeM]

Benzodiazepines are not for human consumption

 

[Shady's Fox]

See, sometimes cap has his good moments like now.

 

[Shady's Fox]

ma head vibrartes

 

[Shady's Fox]

assssholeee

drunk in the asshole

cuz i dont give a fuck

two xan ax

and

give a fuck

i dont know what a fuck is to give it

 

[Shady's Fox]

look I told you vampira

wasn't my fault okk

he he

rite

 

[DopeM]

See, sometimes cap has his good moments like now.

Someday you will too

 

[DopeM]

doctor little brother

You should probably let the doctor do it next time instead of his lil bro.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Someday you will too

That's incredibly optimistic dopem I love you bro

I have to go make food because I'm starving.

I've gone into a second AMAZING K hole experience. the first one was better today I should probably take a break. Ugh.

It sucks because it's like THE ONLY thing I like to use now, I'm even trying to involuntarily give up shatter/cannabis AHHAHAHAHAAHH. Oh god I'm going to be banging my head against the wall or eating a bunch of cough gels to escape reality tomorrow.

I HAVE BOOZE TOO like at least 250 to 300 ml 42%. I think I get alcoholism a little more now LOL

 

[Captain.Heroin]

oh god I have like so much work to do it sucks I'm never going to fix all the problems in my life

I might as well give up trying and roll into a dirt grave that sounds so posh right about now. I love the earth.

it's GONNA BE OK.... gonna be ok....

trip in a trip, dream inside a dream, i'm wide awake the more I sleep...

LIFE ISSUES

no job
no money
considering homelessness to get by
considering suicide
no cannabis
no drugs other than BORK and benzos and zero desire to do either one
maybe 0.3g of shatter left WILL ONLY GET ME THROUGH UNTIL I HAVE TO SOBER UP and do things
and it's gonna suck
EATING MY FEELINGS is not healthy
EATING TO FILL THE VOID is not healthy
EATING and I'm going to run out of food, need an ebt card
this is why ppl kill themselves for real though I am just a useless sack of shit and have nothing to offer society but it feels GREAT LOL. What a great perspective to have on life, embracing it. 8(

at least I can ask for help and not fuck up this time maybe? nah I'll find a way to fuck it up

that's alright, I guess, somehow I'll make due. I'm probably going to go manic as shit soon. Thank god I still have benzos.

 

[Shady's Fox]

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

YOUR PRETTY FACE
IS GOIN TO HELLL
YOUR PRETTY FACE IS GOIN TO HELLLLL

 

[Shady's Fox]

 

[Shady's Fox]

WHILE EVERYTHING SEEMS DEAD

WE ARE ALIVE

 

[Shady's Fox]

HERE IN THE ABYSS WE HAVE FUN UNLIKE YOU FUCKERS

WHO STILL TALK SHIT TO UR MOM

GTFO

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

I AM WATCHING THAT EPISODE RIGHT NOW

GET OUT OF MY HEAD SHADY

 

[DopeM]

Are you IMing?

What's all this fix all the problems nonsense? How about from this instance forward we just do our best to make the best possible decision in any given moment.

For instance, I will log out for awhile

 

[Shady's Fox]

LOG OUT

DELETE UR LIFE

CTRL ALT F4

MF

 

[Captain.Heroin]

TODAY GOALS

eat a lot
eat ice cream

oh shit it's almost 2200 I have to turn my shit down

BOIOIOIOIOIOIIONG there goes my schlong

Maybe I'll jerk off to deal with the pain of cannabis withdrawal, that sounds about right.

THIS THIS IS ME THIS

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I AM WATCHING THAT EPISODE RIGHT NOW

GET OUT OF MY HEAD SHADY

SYNCHRONICITY MAN

WE ARE ALL ONE

I should download That 70's show so I have multiple things to entertain myself with slash TRIGGER myself with

DG I HAVE TO GO THROUGH CANNABIS WITHDRAWAL HELP

I wanna at least get that 70's show for when I pound whiskey so I can get on DG's level

your meth+acid level was WONDERFUL thank you for the idea

 

[Shady's Fox]

STOP SCREAMING