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ic coke is the holy grail.

imo nothing comes close but ur 1 step from death so your playing with fire, iv shot fent done md etc, best is iv coke. danger danger
I am Way too old for that shit !! Have never IVed any drugs except Chemo for 4 months Yuck, but saved my life , and introduced me to opiates !! ;)
I have thought about trying Meth to jump start my sex life ( Chemo and radiation , along with age , and SSRIs ( PTSD) have really diminished my swinging from the chandelier in th bedroom shit?? But it does seem to me { Age Appropriate Behavior}
 
we have to go to a music festival so we leave u at work but i leave you my # so you know when we'll be in town and you'll get $ and paid your regular rate to be workin room service on our room oh yea

and any time u gotta run or the boss comes we let you go do ur thang and you have to hide ur boner and the other hotel guests notice but are too bashful to say anything about it

and then you realize you're freeballing and it's extra noticeable because madness and I used your underwear to ball gag painfulone so we don't get a noise complaint
 
I am Way too old for that shit !! Have never IVed any drugs except Chemo for 4 months Yuck, but saved my life , and introduced me to opiates !! ;)
I have thought about trying Meth to jump start my sex life ( Chemo and radiation , along with age , and SSRIs ( PTSD) have really diminished my swinging from the chandelier in th bedroom shit?? But it does seem to me { Age Appropriate Behavior}
honestly bro do something like acid, mushrooms ketamine or dmt

don't do meth it's just a soul sucking void drain. Yeah I used to use it. A lot of days even if small dose. But it's not great. K, mushrooms, acid, DMT are GREAT. oh and DO_ and 2c-_ . All 6 of those are A MUST TRY<3
 
i would make myself wait up to 4 days to use meth I had on me at the time. Isn't that sick? I think that's some sick minded shit. I'm so glad I gave up euphorant abuse it's just not groovy for me anymore.
an old friend of mine used to buy ice of the darkweb, i dont like being up that long, iv was great some rush but it just lingered to long for me
 
so yeah I did the math and the $60 I have needs to go toward ONE BILL (if I am correct my internet WILL get shut off soon for non-payment and is likely due for several months now + late fees) and I will likely not be able to buy any more food for 23 days. There's no way. It's just impossible. Even if I only had $60 to eat with for 23 days I don't think I could do it. I mean I could but it would involve a lot of PB&J sandwiches, eating for free various places to supplement etc

I eat TOO MUCH now because I lost a lot of weight from a lack of appetite from severe depression for most of 2019

OH GOD this is going to suck.


MAL can I eat ur ass maybe it'll make me less hungry
 
an old friend of mine used to buy ice of the darkweb, i dont like being up that long, iv was great some rush but it just lingered to long for me
haha yeah I love EVERY long-lasting experience. Snorted heroin for 8-12 hours, acid for 12 hours, DO_ for 36 hours, meth for days on end.

I like to have fun and KEEP having fun lol

Yeah I know, it's a problem. I have a problem. not enough money for drugs
 
I'm sorry to hear that bro I still have my inner raging bull sex drive. It's kind of like fun I guess.

I do like sex. Sex is the only life-based activity I excel at. Sex and drugs iirc
its kinda sad but i have no one. thats why im here. i fucked myself then others, not physically but in every other way, i just want to chat shit, but coke has me simple
 
tis 5 in the evening here, turned down dinner now just insnufflated a decent line woop woop! what u upto this morning?

Just about to jump in the shower and hang out with you fine peeps!

Feeling good on my morphine, gabapentin, clonazepam combo!
I really dig this combo!
It feels wonderful and is helping my chronic pain, sleep disorder, headache issues!
I have ALOT more energy too!

YAY!
I might be able to be a normal-ish person again!!
 
its kinda sad but i have no one. thats why im here. i fucked myself then others, not physically but in every other way, i just want to chat shit, but coke has me simple
I've burned so many bridges. So many of my friends have found me to be toxic and drop me like a bad habit. I'm almost afraid to have that keep happening. Except I found someone who seems to like me as a friend and for the D. Which is a good feeling. Emotionally unavailable and totally honest about it = HOT.

Just believe in yourself, learn from your mistakes, be a better person and friends will like you. There's tons of people out there.
 
honestly bro do something like acid, mushrooms ketamine or dmt

don't do meth it's just a soul sucking void drain. Yeah I used to use it. A lot of days even if small dose. But it's not great. K, mushrooms, acid, DMT are GREAT. oh and DO_ and 2c-_ . All 6 of those are A MUST TRY<3
have done the mushrooms, and acid, did not really enjoy my trips on Acid, shrooms where fun, but I now have way too much on my plate even to smoke weed, ( Too strong now for me) Work (own the business, Family , children looking for job), family health issues ( Big ones :cry:) so afraid to be needed and out to space would not be good. DMT and Ketimine scare me as well??
Thanks
 
Just about to jump in the shower and hang out with you fine peeps!

Feeling good on my morphine, gabapentin, clonazepam combo!
I really dig this combo!
It feels wonderful and is helping my chronic pain, sleep disorder, headache issues!
I have ALOT more energy too!

YAY!
I might be able to be a normal-ish person again!!
just be careful hun try not to let the drugs control you, take a break here and there if you can.

I got out of control w/ hypnotic benzos and my sleep cycle is like ALMOST beginning to go back to normal. It was FUCKED for a month of every other day on average sleep.
 
have done the mushrooms, and acid, did not really enjoy my trips on Acid, shrooms where fun, but I now have way too much on my plate even to smoke weed, ( Too strong now for me) Work (own the business, Family , children looking for job), family health issues ( Big ones :cry:) so afraid to be needed and out to space would not be good. DMT and Ketimine scare me as well??
Thanks
I can't blame you. DO_ is like trippier/ very long lived acid. 2c-_ is like the bees knees to me but I can't really describe it well. Super euphoric/stimulant-like SUPER visual acid? Like everything I like about acid without too much MINDTOOL fuckage.

And I would eat acid like candy and trip forever on it.

Mushrooms are VERY "mindtool" for me and can be a bit intense.

Glad to hear you've been around the block. K and DMT are supposed to be scary to most people. It's a game changer for sure. It's only helped me be a better person but they are mindtools for real and you can get lost in a trip if not prepared.
 
oh wow did I really just tell painful one not to abuse drugs

I WAS ON HEROIN FOR LIKE A YEAR AND BUPE FOR SEVEN YEARS FFS and have 7 years clean now FFS did I really just say that, DID I REALLY JUST SAY THAT

and I abused meth heavily for a 9 month stint, and on/off for a similar duration of months more recently due to severe depression

and I hammered REAL HARD on benzos/hypnotics because of the same issues + relationship issues

LOL

basically DON'T do what I did. Learn from my mistakes beautiful doggos <3 <3 <3

even if I didn't buy "drugs" I'd still have spent the money on pot and it'd be gone, money isn't going to make you happy cpt. enjoy your poverty for a while. things will change or they won't. You're either learning or you're not and that's also outside of your control it doesn't matter nothing matters. nothing but PAINFULONE TITS, AND 3SOME WITH MADNESS AND PAINFULONE

god it would be so hot

no dna test needed we will all 3 raise the child in a house of LOVE <3 <3 <3

LOL HOT


where did I leave off in the sexual story

lol

IT'S BISEXUAL CUDDLE PUDDLE STORY TIME WITH CPT.
 
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