hypothermia is hyper hydration
This
is so
happening in my brain.
The doggos go bork bork captain goes snore snore the world goes or, or... yea nah I'm good. Plebes keep partying when it hits Sunday. PROS get sleep and wake up Sunday MORNING to keep going.
Odds are everyone's going to be crashing/fucked on shit and won't want me back. Shit might change. I'm far, far out of it. I might not have been the right fit.
Either way I appreciated borking and everything and love them all like my left hand. Not as good as the right one but you know they seem to have surpassed my right hand's ability at the moment.
Hot.
Going to sleep and make sense of this gibberish double speak tomorrow. None of it seems to make sense to me right now because I don't need or want for it to.
Stuck in a hole. No way out. One dose left for... soul evacuation purposes.
OH SHIT I just realized what day it is... VOKKKKKKKKKKKKK
the really cool bonus brownie points I AM TOO FUCKED UP TO DO ANYTHING SO THIS IS AWESOME
I guess this is why you sober up from time to time and don't binge for .... 40 days
This is gonna...fucking hurt and my BBC is going to be feeling it in the morning when I'm pushing my hands through my head and screaming and crying about how I want to die lol
or maybe I Wake up HAPPY...
THIS IS A STORY ABOUT A GIRL NAMED MELANIA
sometimes i feel like I just need to float away and forget everything that ever happened to me
there were so many blissful times to have offed myself at why did I choose none of them, I will forever be at a loss for that one. Perhaps because it was never in my control anyways.
I'm in shatter withdrawal for sure and am starting to hurt. Better go cure that and try to get sleep.
Later all.
If I can't sleep I'll probably go crazy and will try to do so in private.
WOW
I dont even WANT to and im happier off this way. i can shower. Wait for time. For California to wake up. And then we do or dont. i dont CANNOT care! Wow what a freeing feeling
Gotta sleep so i can wake up and fuck the universe.