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w01fg4ng said:
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hypothermia is hyper hydration
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This

is so

happening in my brain.

The doggos go bork bork captain goes snore snore the world goes or, or... yea nah I'm good. Plebes keep partying when it hits Sunday. PROS get sleep and wake up Sunday MORNING to keep going.

Odds are everyone's going to be crashing/fucked on shit and won't want me back. Shit might change. I'm far, far out of it. I might not have been the right fit.

Either way I appreciated borking and everything and love them all like my left hand. Not as good as the right one but you know they seem to have surpassed my right hand's ability at the moment.

Hot.

Going to sleep and make sense of this gibberish double speak tomorrow. None of it seems to make sense to me right now because I don't need or want for it to.

Stuck in a hole. No way out. One dose left for... soul evacuation purposes.

OH SHIT I just realized what day it is... VOKKKKKKKKKKKKK

the really cool bonus brownie points I AM TOO FUCKED UP TO DO ANYTHING SO THIS IS AWESOME

I guess this is why you sober up from time to time and don't binge for .... 40 days

This is gonna...fucking hurt and my BBC is going to be feeling it in the morning when I'm pushing my hands through my head and screaming and crying about how I want to die lol

or maybe I Wake up HAPPY...

THIS IS A STORY ABOUT A GIRL NAMED MELANIA

sometimes i feel like I just need to float away and forget everything that ever happened to me

there were so many blissful times to have offed myself at why did I choose none of them, I will forever be at a loss for that one. Perhaps because it was never in my control anyways.

I'm in shatter withdrawal for sure and am starting to hurt. Better go cure that and try to get sleep.

Later all.

If I can't sleep I'll probably go crazy and will try to do so in private.

WOW

I dont even WANT to and im happier off this way. i can shower. Wait for time. For California to wake up. And then we do or dont. i dont CANNOT care! Wow what a freeing feeling

Gotta sleep so i can wake up and fuck the universe.
 
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mal3volent said:
What did I miss?
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I've been high and awake for 18 hours and have one (1) dose left and it's going to drive me insane sitting next to all the BENZOS I'M NOT ALLOWING MYSELF TO TOUCH ANYMORE

I'm just in for a world of self-imposed hurt mal... I really am. This is going to be painful and I'll be worse off for it. I'm going to try to eat before I can't stand food anymore.

Also, I've already eaten an insane/disgusting number of calories already and I'm like POUND THE CALORIES EAT IT ALLllllllll

It doesn't help I left half a burrito behind (I'LL BE THERE TO COME RESCUE YOU IF I CAN <3) yes I talk to my food like it's alive because I'm going to FUCKING EATTTTIT the ONE thing I forgot.

Oh um also I can never really tell how well I fit in or NOT (lul) into a situation and um ... I know for sure it is irrelevant nor do I care but I do "try hard" because I don't want to be a loner forever (but was ONE HUNDRED PERCENT CONTENT BY MYSELF FOR SO LONG before PEOPLEPEOPLEPOEPLEPOELEPOELPEOPLEBOEPLEPOLEPLEOPLBLEBESPLEOPBLPEOL) invaded my mind game.

The self is just a macro illusion. Reality may even be illusory, just a beautiful dream I'll wake up from one day. I totally don't care. I taunt myself with this knowledge (quite literally that means telling others) and it doesn't bother me. Almost as if they all already know and are in on the practical joke that only the village idiot is catching up to. THX wolf for calling me a village idiot it was such an... elating compliment. <3

Part of me thinks STAY UP LONGER THIS WILL ONLY GET BETTER. The doctors are like "lol you're afraid of insomnia that's why you're not sleeping" WHAT I love staying up for days IT'S NOT HEALTHY FOR MY BRAIN I'M GOING TO GET DEMENTIA BY 60 DOING THIS FFS THIS IS NOTTTTTTTNORMAL. Doctors are so fucked.
Stuck in Fight Club dreaming of seconal....
 
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Coffeeshroom said:
So i take it you love a good braai too. But a real S.A braai
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Yup, genuine braai. Unfortunately, not lately. :(
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Looks like we having another braai today. Braaing a flatty chicken. Looking foward to that. And obviously som3 drinks and H to smooth it out.
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Now you’re just showing off. :D
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Well i hope it works out your way... best of luck
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Thanks. Im still like. Manic. Been manic for over 12 hours. Cant stop borking at the doggos I guess. I would really benefit from a benzo.

20 mind in i am moaning eating a bowl of spaghetti. Ironically probably similar sound of me having the cum sucked out my D.

Im hard as shit. Im assuming in 6, 7, 12 to 48 hours my D is gonna be desired. I might be wrong. I really dont care. Im quite, ah. Whats the word. Aroused. Ive still got it.
 
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Ok um. My D is rock hard and i feel thrilled saving up a load. Oh god. What happened to using people's butts like drugs.

Why cant i just continue being a village idiot fuck machine. Its like im getting dumber. In the worst ways. While getting smarter. In the best ways. Ugh. I cant believe i am eating. So. Much.

Im so horny. I cant fucking help it

Will try to sleep... fuck me!!!
 
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Captain.Heroin said:
Thanks. Im still like. Manic. Been manic for over 12 hours. Cant stop borking at the doggos I guess. I would really benefit from a benzo.

20 mind in i am moaning eating a bowl of spaghetti. Ironically probably similar sound of me having the cum sucked out my D.

Im hard as shit. Im assuming in 6, 7, 12 to 48 hours my D is gonna be desired. I might be wrong. I really dont care. Im quite, ah. Whats the word. Aroused. Ive still got it.
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Well keep it alive till you find a place to plant it, if you know what i mean :D
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Well keep it alive till you find a place to plant it, if you know what i mean :D
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Haha i do. Trust the horniness does not leave me. If anything ill start fucking randos if I have to.


I have a group of guys i would hit up but honestly am more interested in fucking more people. Im getting ill mentally. Yeah i know.

I also think my buddy may have made me so sex-addled he knows he will have to try for a daily nut with me if he wants to keep me
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Haha i do. Trust the horniness does not leave me. If anything ill start fucking randos if I have to.


I have a group of guys i would hit up but honestly am more interested in fucking more people. Im getting ill mentally. Yeah i know.

I also think my buddy may have made me so sex-addled he knows he will have to try for a daily nut with me if he wants to keep me
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Just another FB lol
 
devilsgospel said:
I somehow just blew past this entire part and now I need to know more about this man
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papa said:
me and my friend cut a heroin dealer's right index finger off with a pair of wire cutters while his wife watched, so he would tell us where he had the dope stashed.
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papa said:
yes.......I've done quite a few things that I'm not proud of....That's one of the ways I used to support my heroin habit,......by robbing drug dealers and ripping off young GI's from Ft Bliss, Texas.
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papa said:
one of my great hustles was selling fake pills.....I used to manufacture them myself, using a .22 long rifle bullet shell as a cutter and I would roll out some plaster mix and take the bullet shell and cut out little circles of plaster and let them dry. I would go to a rock concert and sell them outside in the parking lot. I made a freaking killing.
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papa said:
I used to cut out fake pills from flour and water plaster with a .22 caliber bullet casing and sell them as acid outside of rock concerts...

profit
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papa said:
that was more of a robbery ... not exactly a hustle..but It was a regular thing for a year or so...It involved forcing entry into the smack dealer's house and tying him and his wife to some kitchen chairs.. He was a little stubborn in telling where the dope was, so I had to cut the top knuckle off of his index finger with a pair of wire cutters...very messy..
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papa said:
I loved heroin but it was just such a hassle all the time. You know, you feel like getting high so you and your boys drive to some beanpole junkie's house because he sells bags to keep himself going. You knock on the door and his wife opens it and you and your boy run in and wave guns at everybody. You ask him and he says no but you know he's holding.. so you tie his wife to a kitchen chair and you grab the guy's hand and, with a big pair of klines, you cut off his index finger. Well, ...right away, his wife tells you where the bags are so your boy goes and gets it and you take off. Ahhh, but I digress..
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papa said:
We took 4 ounces off of a guy that just moved in from back east somewhere..jersey, I think. Pretty big for us.. I think I was only 19.
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papa said:
it is high stakes.. I had to give it up.

tomorrow, I'll be teaching 3 year olds how to pray. you just never know where life will take you.
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I remember some more in depth ones but they may have been lost to the pruning and/or a discord server that was finally shut down
 
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