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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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coming down from an acid trip, vaped some weed and now:
60mg Oxycodone crushed intranasal
900mg Ashwagandha
a bit of Triazolam
0.5mg Alpzazolam
6mg Bromazepam

/edit: also took some CBD oil and Melatonin and had a short but excellent deep sleep. feeling recovered.
 
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60 mgs of oxycodone + some tranquilizers sounds like a good comedown parachute

Last time I was on a psychedelic comedown and ready for bed I just had a pint of beer + a 25 mg tablet of promethazine! That combo did the trick though!
 
eww just smoked some resin
didn't Need a bar
so far
didn't even have to get in a car
and never even walked very far

and
maybe reach for the cbd/t in a jar

edt : and was thinking this was the
lounge
 
Woke up with a cup of tea (boring) but that's what my FB drinks. So had that and then a dbl vodka shot quickly
Then went and did a pick up and had a few hits H and she bloody smoke the rest of the bag. She better get another later today.
Anyhow. Feeling a bit rough this morning after the braai yesterday and we drank tons of brandy and coke. South African staple diet for braai's lol
But starting to feel slightly better. One or two more drinks and I'm golden.
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Woke up with a cup of tea (boring) but that's what my FB drinks. So had that and then a dbl vodka shot quickly
Then went and did a pick up and had a few hits H and she bloody smoke the rest of the bag. She better get another later today.
Anyhow. Feeling a bit rough this morning after the braai yesterday and we drank tons of brandy and coke. South African staple diet for braai's lol
But starting to feel slightly better. One or two more drinks and I'm golden.
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Lol dude that made me laugh and also I hope she gets you another bag. She bloody bettah.
 
cannot count the yay so:
2mg alp
~5g kratom
after another blue ticket and another dose of coffee/kratom i may order some phenibut... been a while and do miss it as kratom after a couple months.
we'll see

imma make coffee and SO gonna be like: wth you doin'? *making coffee. you know what time it is? *feals like the right time as i need to eat these fucking bars before there are problems.
 
I do feel for ya and wish I could be there tho comfort you. What would I have to lose other than my life and I would gladly give or take for a brother.
@ weeks w/out BNDs?
 
Thanks man like I admit openly I WANT HALCION/RESTORIL/DALMANE/ANYTHING SEND IT TO PAPA'S FACE soooooooooooooooo bad. Like irrationally I was staring at pills and crying real life or on the screen it's like NOOOOOOOOOO.

I figured out the rebound insomnia lasts longer because you're disrupting sleep which happens only 1x/night so it's not easy to reset that, whereas you experience panic/anxiety more so anytime I've quit xanax it was NO PROBLEM whatsoever. Even after high dose for much longer and I totally, *totally* do not understand that whatsoever. It's irrational as fuck.

It was really stupid of me to ride hypnotics as hard as I did and I'm a fucking idiot for that, I really am. But the equivalent of alprazolam is quite easy to quit and totally I didn't get that until it was far into hypnotic use. To be fair the hypnotics are REALLY nice and OH SO LOVELY feeling.

It's 0200 here and I'm making FOOD because I CANNOT EVEN GIVE INTO A YAWN/TIREDNESS I am turned up a bit too high. If a bottle of temazepam just materialized in front of me I"d take at least 30mg knowing it would do *something*. Dalmane = even better. I need that puppy to keep me under for A WHILE.

I probably also shouldn't be concerned with how I'm doing considering *I believe in determinism* so I'll either work through this or I won't. It's all about perspectives/perception anyways. That's why this doesn't really bother me. I've gone on an insane bender that's lasted the better part of mostly on/off 40 days now. Not benzos but, ya know, stuff. Not heroin/opiates so that's a plus.

I'm not exactly... sick of myself but this is just... different and I need alone time I likely won't get any time soon haha. I'm too much of a... tool. In like the nicest way to *self* as possible.

Many people, on here/fam/friends/strangers in real life ask me how much meth/crack/cocaine I'm on. NONE. This is me coming off benzos, I think, and yes it does make me manic. Most people would probably NOT like this but, it's quite lovely to me and way better than doing ANYTHING I CAN to get some hypnotics (I'm not coming across those irl!!!) and I have bars and a hypnotic (30ct. at least/around there) that I do NOT want to take and I'm avoiding at all costs.

It's painful. I still cannot really leave/function without them at hand unless I'm feeling especially brave/well off. Well it turns out I am not at the moment. I'm working on mental health issues and will likely require "REPROGRAMMING TIME", so to speak. Sleep and eating and sleep seems to be the best.

Sadly I don't have but a set number of days left to myself at the moment.

...Then it dawns on me that I've been high and awake for 18 hours. And I really want sleep but know it isn't coming. Ouch. This is bad and I feel awful for being like this.
 
"Woke up" drunk from some fireball last night/morning.

Still speeeeeeeeding away ;)

I have severe fucking mental issues. I'm beginning to nurture them though, pouring water on them in the hopes maybe it'll cause a complete and very permenant psychotic break from this shit we call liiiife hahahaha

Swimming in faux pas as thick as tarrr

Need a needle fr
 
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