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babayaga

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Hi Folks,
I'm a new member and not, I've lurked the forum for years, opened an account but then went on a long break.

Great forum for info and I look forward to contributing where I can. :)
 
Cheers guys :)

By long break I meant being active online, forums, writing up trip reports etc due to working long hours and getting back into teaching myself linux, pen testing, a bit of coding and reducing my use of substances due to several factors such as tolerance, researching with my collection to see which substances helped me psychologically, being more work efficient and focused, having a fiance who was highly irresponsible as she had little knowledge on research chemicals that I slowly introduced her to but warned not to touch without me being there for not only for being her sitter, using scales for accurate dosage, basic harm reduction.
I had/have some powerful obscure or no longer easily accessible chemicals such as D.O.C, 2C-P, D.O.I, 2-C-T-X, new chemicals I had only started testing myself to find out the side effects if any, dosage, duration, what effects they had such as cognitive, physical and mental.
Also although I'm careful with storage and labeling everything carefully, possible degradation due to some going back as far as 2009 more or less the chance they had become inactive, become toxic or general dosage guidelines from sources such as here and other informative sites had become inaccurate or my personal tolerance had changed I had repeatedly warned her emphatically and repeatedly not to try them on her own,
She was very blase initially saying she had taken various drugs such as cocaine, MDMA, amphetamines in large quantities and never had problems, again I reinforced the fact that research chemicals can have adverse effects for some people hence allergy testing as well as dosage being in the milligram range and long lasting.not to even touch anything without me being there.
Initially I introduced her to some of the kinder, forgiving phenthalamines and tryptamines always with an allergy test a few days prior when the time came for the planned experience she got very stroppy as I was giving her low threshold doses while I was taking my personal sweet spot dose that she should get the same amount and I was being greedy. Despite my repeated warnings that some people have different reactions and tolerance plus dose sensitivity she would say that she wasn't having any effects, she should have more like me but I could tell that she was clearly experiencing something refused.
As we weren't regularly taking a trip I noticed one evening as I went to select something for her to try I noticed my collection wasn't as I'd left it I immediately asked her if she had touched it. Her reply was yes while you were at your mums for the weekend i took something with my fingernail like she took coke but couldn't remember what and it didnt have any real noticeable effects i lost my temper with her and thanked the lord whatever she tried it wasn't one of the low dose chemicals like DOC as she could have ended up in hospital or worse.
I told her that never again would she be joining me when I planned to enjoy an experience and took my collection to a friend to store for me so she had no access.

@madness00 one story for you, not one of the good ones I have to tell but highlights how irresponsable people can be when it comes to research chemicals and end up in the news.

Hope I haven't broken any rules, i have read them but if i have please let me know and I'll edit the post.

Have a nice weekend guys :)
 
Are you guys still together?? My girl would not have such a one sided party ( In her eyes) We split up, I got sober and she became an Expert at Fucking up her life and everyone in contact with her!! I tried for years to help undo the damage that drugs and alcohol where causing her in living Life.
she has moved to Calf and we have lost touch.
All is well - Ice
 
Iceman1216 said:
Are you guys still together?? My girl would not have such a one sided party ( In her eyes) We split up, I got sober and she became an Expert at Fucking up her life and everyone in contact with her!! I tried for years to help undo the damage that drugs and alcohol where causing her in living Life.
she has moved to Calf and we have lost touch.
All is well - Ice
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God no, we split up valentines day coming up on 3 years ago after she literally tried to kill me as she was jealous as fuck, constant accusations I wasn't working overtime, I was sleeping with half the office and towns so come the early hours we had been up all night and I was not fit to go to the office so I called my supervisor to get a workmate to bring me my laptop and I'd work from home. She flipped out, said it was code for lets meet for a quickie, locked the door, took the keys, smashed my mobile, threw the house-phones in the sink, threw a glass of wine over me then poured the rest of the wine over my laptop(personal one), grabbed my glasses as im really short sighted. She then physically jumped on top of me trying to choke me but I managed to throw her off and as I was trying to breathe she went to the kitchen came back with a knife hit me on the side of the head with it then tried to stab me in the chest and nearly got me but again I managed to hold her off. she then held me hostage for about 4 hours accusing me of sleeping with people I'd never met from local shops and I ended up having to make up stories that it was all true, invent times it happened. I live on the 3rd flooor no escape but once I told her what she wanted to hear she left.
I put her stuff in binbags and on the street, changed the locks, went to the doctors for a sickline as my neck was bruised and haven't spoken to her since.

Mad thing was I honestly never cheated on her once, she was a bit damaged as she married young and caught her husband in bed with the gardener.

Lets just say since then I now prefer the single life and if i want sex I'll get a hooker after some beers with friends.
 
babayaga said:
God no, we split up valentines day coming up on 3 years ago after she literally tried to kill me as she was jealous as fuck, constant accusations I wasn't working overtime, I was sleeping with half the office and towns so come the early hours we had been up all night and I was not fit to go to the office so I called my supervisor to get a workmate to bring me my laptop and I'd work from home. She flipped out, said it was code for lets meet for a quickie, locked the door, took the keys, smashed my mobile, threw the house-phones in the sink, threw a glass of wine over me then poured the rest of the wine over my laptop(personal one), grabbed my glasses as im really short sighted. She then physically jumped on top of me trying to choke me but I managed to throw her off and as I was trying to breathe she went to the kitchen came back with a knife hit me on the side of the head with it then tried to stab me in the chest and nearly got me but again I managed to hold her off. she then held me hostage for about 4 hours accusing me of sleeping with people I'd never met from local shops and I ended up having to make up stories that it was all true, invent times it happened. I live on the 3rd flooor no escape but once I told her what she wanted to hear she left.
I put her stuff in binbags and on the street, changed the locks, went to the doctors for a sickline as my neck was bruised and haven't spoken to her since.

Mad thing was I honestly never cheated on her once, she was a bit damaged as she married young and caught her husband in bed with the gardener.

Lets just say since then I now prefer the single life and if i want sex I'll get a hooker after some beers with friends.
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Wow, Holy Shit there are some Really fucked up and damaged people out there. I did have to give an EX girlfriend my Apt in NYC to get away from her. I even paid the rent for a few months, then she trashed it and moved to calf. Was expensive but well worth it :ROFLMAO:
 
Iceman1216 said:
The older I get; the more I understand that Love is Grand, and sex is Nice. But if you don't want to have a family , the "Only Business relationship" for Sex is very attractive, and less expensive
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I cant half pick em, had a girlfriend, Irish for about 4 years, we bough a house in eastern Europe, i moved there to work on the house and setup the kitchen in an irishbar the guy wasnt using so said i could have it rent free as he couldn't be bothered running it, he was a party lad so days i worked on the house, first thing was an indoor toilet. long story short one day on the phone she says this isnt working out. I said ok fair enough just ship my stuff across and Ill pay for it. She said shed already donated it to the local charity. I had a fit, I've alway collected stuff and had about 10ks worth of bits of everything, rare vinyl, limited edition sets of things like cds, dvds and a lot of rare books, first editions, hardback collections. I walked away from the house, didnt care was planning on leaving the country, me a Scottish guy who had retired at 40 building a massive house who I ended up going drinking with and out to all the clubs, he was well know so no queuing, the vip tables were dirt cheap the min spend was like 150eur and that was with your own waitress or an expensive piano bar and just buy whisky by the bottle. Hi wife got me a job, I had cash to last anyway, the job paid dirt but I could drink on the job, finish at 11 then go drinking with the locals or go meet my mate and usually crash at his place. Met a girl and ended up with a good job, made loads of cash and partied until it was time to leave.

My gf was supposed to move over once her uni course finished and it gave me time to get a job, save up get a flat. So after 8 months, obviously we were traveling to meet every few week meanwhile one day on facebook one of her friends I was friends with posted a photo with her tagged and it appeared in my wall. My gf had her profile locked down and i didn't really bother with with it. Anyway there she was tagged in photos on a night out clearly with this guy.

Anyway that was that, no explanation needed and I partied for maybe a month blowing the cash id saved up, Id finish work buy coke make crack, meet friends for drinks, hit bars clubs, i had drugs everywhere, and on several occasions went straight from a whorehouse to work.

Anyway since then apart from that one slip up, i quite happily tell people id rather go out for drinks and a meal or go to a club with my mates then on the way home stop at a whorehouse, get what i want and head home happy. A lot of guys say id never pay for sex half are lying and half are in denial coz plenty guys have and as I pointed out. Why take a bird out, spend cash all night with the hope you will get laid, they spwnd more than me so yeah its cheaper convienent and like you say a business.

Anyway im making dinner, ive slept 4 hours in 3 days, im cooking and planning on chilling with a movie and trying out some 3-ho-pcp for a laugh. spliff is lit and beers open.

Going to get off the laptop, spent too much time trying to fix stuff.
 
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