Yes. And, that was my point with sharing that anecdote awhile back of the EDM event. The people who looked like they were rolling were the minority. They had taken their shirts off. They were obviously hot. They were touching and rubbing everything. They kept running their fingers through their own hair. Their jaws were askew. Their eyes were huge. It was visibly obvious that they were rolling. All the other people standing around with their arms crossed and spaced out, grim looks on their faces did not look the part.
Yes,,its been so lomg now, but I rember how a different body language just automatically took over. Frist the rushing, then the heat, then depending on setting the intense desire to move and stretch and completely free the body up without any self-consciousness or thought of surroundings or any level of fear or anxiety.
The better the ecstasy,,the more obvious it would be visually.
However there are exceptions call a phenomenon I was always one myself and I could be on the most insanely high dose of really incredible MDMA crystal or pills and people would swear I was completely normal yet I was feeling everything you would want and desire from the drug but physiologically my body was just totally in control almost in as zen state.
Like one example a friend and I has four smiley face pills of the absolute highest order unbelievable pure ecstasy no come down just incredibly on top of the world and strong as hell.
When we got back from the club about 3 am having taken 4 extremely strong ecstasy pills since 9:30 pm. my friend and the other people present were adamant that I seem to 100-percent straight yet I was on the absolute highest most euphoric happiest and transcendental buzz of my life but just so right within myself that I could access and appear 100% normally and collected.
It is definitely a phenomenon and one whereby I was able to abuse substances in the way that I did and manage in all surroundings until later on in my drug taking years when I was generally in a more poorly condition and things were more apparent.
So
@indigoaura I'm not disagreeing with or detracting from your point in any way just sharing this perspective because there also were many times when I was clearly physically off my head on MDMA just things I'm not always the same depending on how you are as an individual in a specific situation mentally spiritually and physiologically.
And also on genreral- does anybody recall first hearing the trend and terminology of LTC, Long term comedown appearing? I stepped out of the scene in 2005 until a year ago.
Did it start popping up after 2005, which is when I personally believe a lot of the the inferior MDMA began to come in?
Just something I haven't given much thought that's all.
Just thinking allowed here by the way folks.
