KnowsNotWhatItMean
Bluelighter
Having a lot of one substance which only makes you feel ok is basically how I see me as being addicted to it, so naturally, I do suck.
I've been addicted to benzos, oxy, heroin, fent, methadone, phenibut, crack and slightly to alcohol. Each had their own unique withdrawal. Benzos were definitely the most difficult withdrawal. I took klonopin, xanax and methadone for almost 10yrs. I had to come off of those at the same time and I still didn't feel right a year and change later. I wound up relapsing and have relapsed periodically on opiates since. That being said I definitely find opiates the most addictive because they have much more of a euphoric recall then benzos. The withdrawal from phenibut also had it's own special brand of paranoid psychosis and panic to it. It's hard to say which is more addictive because the withdrawal is really only the beginning. Staying clean and dealing with life on lifes terms without wanting to escape is the real challenge. It's literally as hard as not having sex again. The longer you go without it the harder it becomes..
Yeah I've got to say when it comes to analyzing addicts, nobody struggles like they do with opiates. It's not a one-and-done quit process like it can be for some with alcohol, cocaine, etc. I've yet to meet a single person or hear of it even being possible for one to not relapse. Not like it's entirely hopeless, but relapsing in a way has to be part of the process for quitting it seems.
Btw... what is phenibut? Does it help with opiate withdrawal?
Yeah I think it is a combination of opiates ability to kill anxiety, give euphoria, still allow sleep and be so easy to function under the influence, while not feeling intoxicated, where as with other drugs they just don't seem to be able to hit all those points at the same time. Then you also have the long withdrawal symptoms and lack of sleep, not being able to eat and just plain depression that last forever.
Meth seems to be another one but I hate not sleeping and eating, plus being paranoia sucks...plus the diminishing returns seem to show themselves much sooner.
Phenibut is a legal supplement that is a gabapenteniod that also affects the Gaba-b receptor like GHB. It does help with opiate withdrawal.
I have come to feel about my use of opiates as them being a short acting antidepressant which makes me able to fully appreciate being a completely functional positive and well minded human being for a moment, with chronic pain being the reason I turned towards them, I feel that it would be effective as a medicine in these regards only if I were to be taking it constantly, but that's where it all starts making a lot more sense and gets less impractical.
Would people say that alcohol is the worst drug to come off of? Even worse than Benzos?
Oh yeah, these anti-smoking vids featuring a guy still smoking in hospital after limb amputation are scary for sure. But what made me stop smoking was the simple calculation of that smoking half a pack a day apparently sums up to inhaling roughly a coffee cup of tar per year. I just don't have to do this to my only body I have.. so I've switched to e cigar.. and am enjoying the boost in endurance it gave me.Ketamine addiction can cost one their liver. Even in these cases, the addiction can be so bad that they keep using. I recall Freud still smoking cigars after a lump of cancer cost him most of his jaw.
Oh yeah, these anti-smoking vids featuring a guy still smoking in hospital after limb amputation are scary for sure. But what made me stop smoking was the simple calculation of that smoking half a pack a day apparently sums up to inhaling roughly a coffee cup of tar per year. I just don't have to do this to my only body I have.. so I've switched to e cigar.. and am enjoying the boost in endurance it gave me.
But ketamine and liver toxicity, really? I thought the main concern was the bladder, and neurotoxicity not yet ruled out (or rather the opposite, according to some recent study showing visible changes in users after 0,5g/d for 1 or 1,5years and above.) What's a pretty heavy dose, even with K, as said I am a hardcore dissonaut but my dose's still way below 100mg of 2F-DCK per day. Also changes are not toxicity per se.
Try simultaneous lyrica and xanax withdrawalA thousand times worse! No other drug can even touch on alcohol withdrawal.
Try simultaneous lyrica and xanax withdrawal![]()
Lyrica made me borderline btw. It fucked u my brain for the rest of my life