Not sure of the right area to post this since I missed out on the "festivus" forum for the 20th anniversary....But I have to give a huge thank you to the bluelight community.
I haven't logged onto this website in almost 10 years, but let me tell you this website probably saved my life. When I started using and abusing drugs at the age of 17 I was referred to this website to check MDMA pills, as that was the first drug I had ever done. Luckily for me I was able to find this website early on, for the moment I discovered it I would come to this place for help and advice on how to properly use and abuse drugs I was discovering for the first time. This website and my drug use caused quite the strain on my relationship with my high school sweetheart whom I'm engaged to to this day (and even have a 1 year old child with now). My drug usage would quickly turn into addiction and also would become very important to who I am today. I blame no drug, nor anybody who gave me advice on drugs, but instead I say THANK YOU. This place and its wonderful community helped me abuse my drugs safely. And I find that very important in todays' society where people would rather scare you out of doing drugs instead of teaching you about them. I always compared it to an old adage I heard about sex: kids are gonna do it, so might as well teach them about doing it safely. If it weren't for this website I probably would've o'ded forever ago. Instead I have struggled and conquered an amphetamine addiction and currently am working on conquering alcoholism. As I've grown older and experienced with more drugs, from age 17 to 26, Ive learned I naturally have an addictive personality and drug addiction was probably a for sure thing for me. I'm just grateful I never messed with harder drugs such as meth and strong opiates. Ive also been able to avoid cigarettes my whole life if you can imagine that! I've done every other drug under the sun, acid and weed being my favs, the latter being a current addiction that I am okay with for now. My current battle is alcoholism, and although I found it unnecessary to come to this place for advice over the years, maybe its time I make my return...If I had the money I would pay for this website to live forever!! I would recommend it to anyone who plans on using and abusing drugs. Because people are going to do it anyway...Might as well help people do it as safely as possible. Im sure I have much knowledge to share now instead of just questions. Thank you bluelight, and to everyone who keeps this place going!!! Be safe and I love you all!!!!
I haven't logged onto this website in almost 10 years, but let me tell you this website probably saved my life. When I started using and abusing drugs at the age of 17 I was referred to this website to check MDMA pills, as that was the first drug I had ever done. Luckily for me I was able to find this website early on, for the moment I discovered it I would come to this place for help and advice on how to properly use and abuse drugs I was discovering for the first time. This website and my drug use caused quite the strain on my relationship with my high school sweetheart whom I'm engaged to to this day (and even have a 1 year old child with now). My drug usage would quickly turn into addiction and also would become very important to who I am today. I blame no drug, nor anybody who gave me advice on drugs, but instead I say THANK YOU. This place and its wonderful community helped me abuse my drugs safely. And I find that very important in todays' society where people would rather scare you out of doing drugs instead of teaching you about them. I always compared it to an old adage I heard about sex: kids are gonna do it, so might as well teach them about doing it safely. If it weren't for this website I probably would've o'ded forever ago. Instead I have struggled and conquered an amphetamine addiction and currently am working on conquering alcoholism. As I've grown older and experienced with more drugs, from age 17 to 26, Ive learned I naturally have an addictive personality and drug addiction was probably a for sure thing for me. I'm just grateful I never messed with harder drugs such as meth and strong opiates. Ive also been able to avoid cigarettes my whole life if you can imagine that! I've done every other drug under the sun, acid and weed being my favs, the latter being a current addiction that I am okay with for now. My current battle is alcoholism, and although I found it unnecessary to come to this place for advice over the years, maybe its time I make my return...If I had the money I would pay for this website to live forever!! I would recommend it to anyone who plans on using and abusing drugs. Because people are going to do it anyway...Might as well help people do it as safely as possible. Im sure I have much knowledge to share now instead of just questions. Thank you bluelight, and to everyone who keeps this place going!!! Be safe and I love you all!!!!
