Nothing now, but hoping that some 4-MMC I have on the way will arrive tomorrow so I can use it when I go out to see music with friends after I go trick or treating with my friend's kids.
@ Captian H...Well today is Friday so I started with some H and booze plus 1.5mg alzam plus 6mg bromazepam I took at 6am to help me sleep further but didn't help much. And yes my benzo tolerance has gone up a lot. But I will try and down scale by only using dopaquel for sleep.
12g Kratom over the day
30mg noopept
75mg Armodafinil
200mg Phenylpiracetam
Day is a write off regardless, should have been working but basically just watched TV shows all day. Oh well, tomorrow's another day and all that. Happy Friday everyone.
Stayed up last night lol again and I as usual managed to get my brain to produce all sorts of interesting scenarios and going into the night I was drunk on around 9 beers
-150mg Methamphetamine - IV (@4am /13hrs ago)
-200mg Methamphetamine - Oral (@5:30am)
-2mg Clonazepam oral (@1am)
- Various sources of thc such as a couple dabs and a bowl of quality bud today
So just been speeding today for sure but my better judgement is leaning towards getting benzos and potent thc products for the night but you never know what the opportunity will be any given night lol. (But I get my Clonazepam script tomorrow and I most certainly am always keeping a keen eye out for opiates which is possible if I truly set my mind towards it haha
1.25g phenibut
600 + 600mg gabapentin
weed
kratom (which was really not needed)
weed
had a busy day but pleasant... thank the whatever(s)
bout to chow so ciao for now
Kratom is a bit extravagant maybe, the etiz would probably be enough, but got some renovation going on in my small flat which I have been finding a little stressful as it interferes with my natural tendency to isolate and not talk to strangers unless absolutely necessary. Also been using a fair bit of Kratom last week.
I am pleasantly surprised with etizolam so far though, I remember I took it once a long time ago and thought it just wasn't doing anything although I eventually passed out. I was a lot more benzo/thieno-naive then though and was also in a very happy place mentally so those factors probably contributed.
This time I'm feeling pretty great off just the 1mg, and this was prior to the Kratom kicking in. Usually takes me at least 20mg+ of diazepam to feel something - after which it does feel good - but I think I might prefer this.