Hi everyone! I been lurking bluelight for 5yrs. In all my time I have empathy for people who use heroin, opioids or opiates. I understand your plight because of bluelight. I have never done opioids opiates or heroin (you know I been here a long time cause you guys are very specific and thorough ?). The flaw I’ve found in reading threads is I never heard anyone say heroin hurt/hurts me. This is not equal to heroin fucked up my life, career,family, health etc. I’m saying because as someone who doesn’t use those it sounds like to me “the greatest feeling in the world is heroin. It doesn’t matter accomplishments, money or whatever heights I climb the best feeling ever is heroin. It’s only a block and $10 away” I will say you guys are very adamant about not using just to say you did, that the feeling of being high is fleeting and you only enjoy it briefly before you succumb to doing it to be normal. I apologize if it sounds like an aggressive tone. I’m a cat lady with a soft voice ?. I’m asking does it hurt you that you know the feeling of heroin opioids and opiates? Does it hurt to know you know the greatest feeling? To me it hurts ? it seems like you’re disconnecting.