Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Hello fellow blue- or greenlighters.
I am -99 male. I am from Europe. I have been looking information on this site for 3-4 years. Now i decided to make an account.
I know philosophy, politics and theology very well.
I had been reading memoirs of David Bovie, Jim Morrison and Marilyn Manson as young as 9-10. I read the book of Corey Taylor as soon as it came out. I have been always very intrested in reading. Well, those books got me very intrested in drugs. I knew i will do dope as young as 10.
I was on 8th grade, so i was like 14 or 15 when i first tried weed. My attitude was "Why the fuck i would do this weak stuff, when there is much better stuff available?" So i got into hard drugs pretty quickly. I have done MDPV, U-47700, MDPV, MD-PHP, A-PVP, A-PhPp, A-PhP, heroin, fentanyl, oxys, buprenorphine, meth, speed, crack, coke, all kinds of benzos, ketamine, nBomes, LSD and the list goes on. I have done pretty much everything i have had available. I was addicted to U-47700, but the rehab wasn't bad. I overdosed once on that stuff, friend did some first aid breathing and i was clinically dead for a while. I have also had sepsis and have been in coma for 2 weeks. I have also been stabbed on a fight, so being close to death isn't new to me. Lot of people on my inner circle have died this year. 4 exactly. I really don't care much, but it gave an addict a reason to use more dope.
I am now on home rehab from buprenorphine. I was recently addicted to heroin, but bupre is much cheaper. I dropped the dose from 2mg to 1mg and quit on 26.6, when i turned 20. This is my 8th day off. Got some benzos to help with the problems caused by the detox.
I grew up in kind of institution for kids with agressive personality traits and drug problems from 15-18. Amazing idea to put a lot of troubled kids in the same house. What could go wrong? I fucked all the girls there tho, i kinda liked the place. The stuff that was going on there was insane. They sent me to mental hospital 5 times for just being a little bit violent. It is clear without saying that my home was troubled, wich affected my personality drastically.
My dad is an old school user. He has used for 45 years. He taught me that what happens between family, stays between family. So i will chose to not give more information about my childhood home.
It is my pleasure to join this community. I will read all the responses with tought and try to respond to all the messages.
Thank you.
-DeadManWalkin'
I am -99 male. I am from Europe. I have been looking information on this site for 3-4 years. Now i decided to make an account.
I know philosophy, politics and theology very well.
I had been reading memoirs of David Bovie, Jim Morrison and Marilyn Manson as young as 9-10. I read the book of Corey Taylor as soon as it came out. I have been always very intrested in reading. Well, those books got me very intrested in drugs. I knew i will do dope as young as 10.
I was on 8th grade, so i was like 14 or 15 when i first tried weed. My attitude was "Why the fuck i would do this weak stuff, when there is much better stuff available?" So i got into hard drugs pretty quickly. I have done MDPV, U-47700, MDPV, MD-PHP, A-PVP, A-PhPp, A-PhP, heroin, fentanyl, oxys, buprenorphine, meth, speed, crack, coke, all kinds of benzos, ketamine, nBomes, LSD and the list goes on. I have done pretty much everything i have had available. I was addicted to U-47700, but the rehab wasn't bad. I overdosed once on that stuff, friend did some first aid breathing and i was clinically dead for a while. I have also had sepsis and have been in coma for 2 weeks. I have also been stabbed on a fight, so being close to death isn't new to me. Lot of people on my inner circle have died this year. 4 exactly. I really don't care much, but it gave an addict a reason to use more dope.
I am now on home rehab from buprenorphine. I was recently addicted to heroin, but bupre is much cheaper. I dropped the dose from 2mg to 1mg and quit on 26.6, when i turned 20. This is my 8th day off. Got some benzos to help with the problems caused by the detox.
I grew up in kind of institution for kids with agressive personality traits and drug problems from 15-18. Amazing idea to put a lot of troubled kids in the same house. What could go wrong? I fucked all the girls there tho, i kinda liked the place. The stuff that was going on there was insane. They sent me to mental hospital 5 times for just being a little bit violent. It is clear without saying that my home was troubled, wich affected my personality drastically.
My dad is an old school user. He has used for 45 years. He taught me that what happens between family, stays between family. So i will chose to not give more information about my childhood home.
It is my pleasure to join this community. I will read all the responses with tought and try to respond to all the messages.
Thank you.
-DeadManWalkin'
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