Not new, but returning.

[DopeyOpey94]

Hey Bluelighters!

Long time no see. I used to come on here for info about a decade ago, but then stopped for some reason for quite a few years. I was never a big part of the community or anything, but it's still good to be back. Things have changed a lot! I thought you guys went underground since I couldn't find you guys through Google anymore lol.

Anyway, you guys can call me "D" for all intents and purposes. I'm 24, currently living in OR (originally from CA). I enjoy hiking, deep and meaningful conversations, meeting new people, going to the beach, gardening everything from A to Z, giving people massages, just all around relaxing things. Oh yeah, and doing drugs ?

I've tried most stuff out there besides the latest RC's, but currently I'm mostly into Benzos, Kratom and Opioids. Eventually I want to be only on all natural stuff (Opium, Weed, Khat, Ephedra, Shrooms, etc etc) but for now, pharms are all I can really get for the most part. I'm not an IV user and never will be, but I don't look down on people who are. I mostly try to stick with Oral, Sublingual, and Intranasal administration. It helps keep me in check to make sure I don't take stuff every day anymore so no more nasty wd's plus no tolerance skyrocketing, I usually just use every other day or less. Or sometimes just switch up my drugs daily so I don't get wd's, depends on my mood. Got sick of going through constant hell whenever I ran out. I'm also hoping to find some info on growing and harvesting "Breadseed" poppies, there's a lot of info about growing out there but not much on harvesting and post-harvest preparation. I figured if anybody had that info bluelight would ?

Anyway, just wanted to say hi! I'm looking forward to getting to know you guys. Oh yeah, if anyone is from Oregon you should give me a shout out! Maybe we can kick it some day.

P.S. Does anyone know what happened to The Altered States forum site? Used to go on there years ago and had quite a few buddies but I can't seem to find it anymore. Was wondering if it got taken down like The Silk Road or some shit.

Peace y'all.

-D

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hey D, welcome back!

Nice intro and a lot of cool hobbies. You can learn something from everyone.. isn't that right? While I may not be too "deep" a person, I do hear that I have a unique way of experiencing myself, others and the world around me. Looking forward to learning more about you if you decide to continue posting, which I fully encourage!!

In regards to the forum, I'm not sure about it, but I know about the silk road and other sites - we aren't allowed to source here so let's leave it at that.

See you around!

 

[DopeyOpey94]

Thank you! It's good to be back.

Yeah definitely, just about anyone can teach you something new. It's always good to talk to new people with some degree of frequency imo. Hey, deep or not, unique is a great attribute! I'd love to talk sometime, feel free to message me. But I will definitely keep posting as well, gotta put all this accumulated knowledge to good use. Plus find out what's changed in the scene while I've been gone, things seem so different ?

Ahh ok, for sure. Tbh I wasn't trying to source though, I just had a few really good friends there and we had our own little group back in the day, would send each other free samples of stuff etc too. I wanted to see how they were doing and how the years have treated them, and also try to get myself up to date on the new rc's info-wise. I'll make sure not to try to source though, thank you for the heads up.

P. S. Is it against the rules to try to source through PMs if both parties are consenting and ok with it? Totally just trying to get a lay of the land, I have a hard time retaining new info because I'm on Gabapentin so reading rules can be difficult, want to make sure I don't accidentally get myself banned or some noob ass mistake

 

[Jabberwocky]

Yeah, i'm always free to talk. When it comes to talking about god and the universe, though, my basic understanding is either 1). i have no fucking idea, or 2). i don't give a shit. But i have a lot of interesting life experiences and such. As i'm sure we all do.

Yeah, sourcing through PM is not allow either and gets reported.

BL is a great place to make friends, otherwise.

Ahh.. good ol' johnnies. I wish i had an Rx for dextroamphetamine, but my substance abuse disorder with co-morbid mental illness and personality disorder doesn't really allow me to use anything with abuse potential.

What do you want to change your username to? Something without 69 and 420 in it? LOL

 

[DopeyOpey94]

Same here, my sleep cycle is fucked so I'm usually able to talk most of the time. I agree though, that's one topic I'm not very interested in, I'll figure that out when I'm dead lol. I'd love to hear some of your crazy life experiences sometime though.

Ok for sure, I'm glad I asked then.

I miss dexxies so much. I was on them for half a decade until an asshole doctor decided to take me off for some bullshit he made up. He didn't like me from day one. Butttt it's probably better for me not to be in them anymore either, I have hypertension and pretty bad anxiety. I wouldn't mind taking them once in a blue moon to get some shit done though. I'm very sorry to hear about your mental illness, that sounds terrifying and extremely unpleasant ? Is there any treatment available for those?

Lmao you saw that huh? ? Yeah pretty much. I forgot that everyone hates people with 69 or 420 in their name ? No one will tell me what to do though. I donated to MAPS hours ago like the post said and I never got an email receipt, which I need in order to send to the admin email to get my name changed. I'm too poor to donate again so that's gonna suck if they tell me I'm out of luck ? I did take a screenshot of the page that thanks you for your donation at the end but I doubt that'll help.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Yeah i take medication so for all intents and purposes i am perfectly fine. I stabilize really well, fortunately.

Honestly a screenshot may be enough. I'd PM it to an admin and see what happens.

 

[DopeyOpey94]

Well that's good at least, I'm glad man.

For sure! One sec let me find it. Thank you.

 

[DopeyOpey94]

 

[zopizone]

Welcome back

I'm like you, I've tried almost everything out there too, and I seem to always come back to my 'faves' - which for me are benzos. - It'd be opiates by far if it could, but I'm on regular suboxone (12mg) and have been on sub for 3 years, so not gonna get much out of any poppies

I'm new here, so don't know you from before, but welcome back anyway :D

 

[DopeyOpey94]

Welcome back

I'm like you, I've tried almost everything out there too, and I seem to always come back to my 'faves' - which for me are benzos. - It'd be opiates by far if it could, but I'm on regular suboxone (12mg) and have been on sub for 3 years, so not gonna get much out of any poppies

I'm new here, so don't know you from before, but welcome back anyway :D

Ahh I love suboxone! I absolutely hate taking it every day because it gives such bad wd's and turns me into a weird zombie, but occasionally it gives me such good energy and euphoria and pain relief. I used to be on 16mg/day last year. Thinking about going back on it because no one will give me any pain relief for my chronic pain so feigning being an addict is the easiest way to get a pain medication sadly ?‍

Thanks for the welcome back, and welcome yourself man! Looking forward to seeing you around the boards ?

 

[mal3volent]

Welcome back @Derdoktor69420 ???

 

[TheLoveBandit]

want to make sure I don't accidentally get myself banned or some noob ass mistake

Yeah, sourcing through PM is not allow either and gets reported.

madness00 has you covered - once reported, the account will get banned. This is primarily done to keep people from getting scammed, as well as keeping the police off our site and prevent them from asking about people. So, it is for your safety as much as ours.


Sounds like you have a great lifestyle in OR these days. That's awesome. Welcome back to BL. Out of curiosity, what was the old username?

 

[DopeyOpey94]

Welcome back @Derdoktor69420 ???

Thanks Madness!

madness00 has you covered - once reported, the account will get banned. This is primarily done to keep people from getting scammed, as well as keeping the police off our site and prevent them from asking about people. So, it is for your safety as much as ours.


Sounds like you have a great lifestyle in OR these days. That's awesome. Welcome back to BL. Out of curiosity, what was the old username?

Ahh I see. Makes sense. The world truly has gone to shit hasn't it? Drug laws have truly become psychotic. Almost want to move to Laos or somewhere just to have more freedom in that department, where things are still illegal but you can walk in a bar and order Ecstasy or Opium straight off the menu and authorities look the other way. I wonder if all Blue lighters pitched in if we could afford to buy our own country, with super lax drug laws ?

Honestly I'm blessed to live in this gorgeous state but my disabilities keep me from enjoying it as much as I wish I could. Thanks for the welcome back. Honestly.... I have no clue what my username used to be. It might be saved on my old laptop but I'm not sure. I can't remember my usernames for any of the old RC sites either, like TAS. Thank Gabapentin and years of stress for that ?? If I find it saved somewhere I'll let you know!