Voiceoffear
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What size Valium tablets? 2 or 5mg? Glad you feel better. Just dont go crazy with benzos 

What size Valium tablets? 2 or 5mg? Glad you feel better. Just dont go crazy with benzos![]()
I've read that some l-theanine only supplements can be toxic for the liver. I wonder why.
So I saw my doctor today to renew my prescriptions.. Lexapro, Valium and Lyrica.
Turns out my pharmacist had contacted him regarding my early and frequent turnover of scripts ?
Thank fuck I have a super amazing doctor who I've been seeing for years and I managed to explain that whilst I'd been "occasionally" upping my dose, I still needed needed more in order to taper and also Valium to help me through that..
I got them and fuck, couldn't wait to try the Valium again after months without.. sweet, familiar benzo it it ❤
Still planning to cut down on the pregabalin. I've only taken 300mgs today and remarkably feel fine! ?☺
maybe it's a myth but cofeeanybody know if anything potentiates Pregabalin?
Heya guys.
How may one receive help for addiction / dependency in Australia? Specifically in Sydney, NSW.
I was prescribed two and a half years ago for severe chronic neckpain. The drug changed my life in ways I never could have expected; initially for the better, but later for the worse.
My tolerance hovers around 900mg daily and I have resorted to doctor shopping just to maintain the dependency, as the withdrawals make me suicidal. I have lost jobs, friends and family over this drug. The things it has made me do and turned me into, I do not wish upon anyone else. Whilst it feels good to not be in pain anymore, I feel as if my mental development has quite literally been stunted. (Started at 21, now 23); I once used to have an intelligent, funny circle of friends my age and now I just seem to be associating with mindless junkies. I've lost so much; I miss my friends and my life before all of this - Even if my pain was unbearable...
I desperately do not want to suffer the withdrawals again; I cannot lose this job. I have two more 150mg capsules left for tomorrow and that's that. I've exhausted all my scripts. My primary GP claims I am not allowed to get anymore for two months and I'm 1.5 months in. I've also used another doctor's 150mg script in the process. My doctor knows of my woes regarding my tolerance and previous abuse, and when I asked her what to do when it inevitably runs out, she told me to check myself into a mental health clinic and "act like I'm insane" - A funny joke for her, but not for me.
I need help. Are doctors obligated to give an emergency prescription here due to its known side-effects of abruptly stopping such as seizures? Maybe I can go to a hospital? I'm desperate. I don't want my "fix" anymore, I just want to be able to sustain myself until I can afford a proper mental health care plan as I have severe bipolar and ADHD of which I had been unknowingly self-medicating with using Lyrica and eventually the occasional dose of Adderall.
Before Lyrica I was a quiet, dorky 21 year old computer nerd who had a small, but strong circle of friends with prospects for a career and now I don't even know what I am. I've been an extraverted cunt to the people I love the most; a selfish, obnoxious dickbag who cares only about indulging in pleasure, pleasure and pleasure. I've become a dim-witted, impulsive idiot stimulant junkie.
I'm not who I was, I'm going nowhere in life and now I'm about to enter physical and mental hell once again with the withdrawals. Please. If anybody can help, I would appreciate any response...