i been on quetiapine xl 250mg, cut down to 200 18days ago, i feel terrible ive also switcched from oxyodone to morphine and having withdrawal.
im getting horrible intrusive thoughts but im sick of being ded sedated plus its not helping me at 250 but i can tell the 50 has gone.
ive also recently stopped gabapentin and feel like jumpin off a bridge, dr wont prescribe gabapentin as i was taking it off street cut down to half a 300mg pill, roll on friday im buying loads of supplements, a protein shake made me feel better and it contains n acetyl carnitine whih is good for withdrawal and amino acids.
i keep gettin thoughts like
take all your morphine and pregab and diazepams grab some beers and hope for best.
but when i have nearly od'ed i bought myself out of it cosits fukin scary nearly dieing.
im pissed off with myself, i took some methadone to get high 30mg and got me smashed and stopped the withdrawal fr about 12 hours now im scared that tommorow my morphine wont touch me.
i hate how fuked my brain up from past and present drug abuse
oh also annabis withdrawal as i ant smoke feeling like this amplified everything!!!
im getting horrible intrusive thoughts but im sick of being ded sedated plus its not helping me at 250 but i can tell the 50 has gone.
ive also recently stopped gabapentin and feel like jumpin off a bridge, dr wont prescribe gabapentin as i was taking it off street cut down to half a 300mg pill, roll on friday im buying loads of supplements, a protein shake made me feel better and it contains n acetyl carnitine whih is good for withdrawal and amino acids.
i keep gettin thoughts like
take all your morphine and pregab and diazepams grab some beers and hope for best.
but when i have nearly od'ed i bought myself out of it cosits fukin scary nearly dieing.
im pissed off with myself, i took some methadone to get high 30mg and got me smashed and stopped the withdrawal fr about 12 hours now im scared that tommorow my morphine wont touch me.
i hate how fuked my brain up from past and present drug abuse
oh also annabis withdrawal as i ant smoke feeling like this amplified everything!!!
