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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Invegakillsme said:
Wow dude Its like your talking about me and all my symptoms are the same. Especially anhodenia and deppression. I'm also on Wellbutrin xl and it totally saved my life. Good for you bro. I had three shots of that shyt and I've been off for almost 6months now and I too can say I'm much better. I'm not completely cured but it's a good start. Finally have relief. Can I ask you do you smoke weed by any chance?
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Yeah I've been smoking weed almost daily for the past 2 months, why's that? :)
 
Today I feel good coffee I think help for good mood I speak with friends i forget invega recovery is slowly I speak to a experienced psychiatrist about injection I told him can dopamine can come back after 2 injection he told me yes it's possible
 
PhucInvega said:
Yeah I've been smoking weed almost daily for the past 2 months, why's that? :)
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wow just like me too. But the Wellbutrin makes me smoke way less. Hey your alright man. And I feel I'm getting better too smoke all u want brotha
PhucInvega said:
Yeah I've been smoking weed almost daily for the past 2 months, why's that? :)
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Only problem is that since receiving the injection it caused me extreme serious deppresion. I'm talking like crying severely every day!! Like no fkn hope what so ever! It totally altered my mind an I got no choice but to go with it. If it wasn't for that Wellbutrin it would have been even worse. Still it's pretty bad tho I have to be honest. It kills me everyday. I have to take zyprexa to sleep at night. Xannax barley does anything to me when I'm in this shyty deppressed an crying state. Thinking of quick ways to kill my self so I could end it all. I hate what this drug and did to me and my mom who started all this and the judge who ended it for me. They forced that injection and labeled me smi seriously mentally ill! I was fine before all this and now I'll never be the same again. I think now I am mentally ill. And I believe that the fkn doctor who started me on this new the side effects and knew that it could make me mentally ill just with one injection. No going back is the worst thing I think about all day. That's what this drug did to me! Killing me from the inside of my brain. This shyt better get better before i get worse. Peace
 
PhucInvega said:
Yeah I've been smoking weed almost daily for the past 2 months, why's that? :)
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wow just like me too. But the Wellbutrin makes me smoke way less. Hey your alright man. And I feel I'm getting better too smoke all u want brotha
lifeline said:
@Jonnyhalo i haven’t taken any antipsychotic meds since November 2018

@Invegakillsme Invega has pretty much altered my entire existence. I don’t have any thoughts, no emotions, no libido, no motivation or desire. I have not enjoyed one moment of my life since my third injection. I do not get tired, I do not have an appetite or get hungry, I am in only one mood, which is flat. I am also not able to cry, although I want to a lot. I went 8 months without sleep. I usually go to sleep around 6/7 in the morning now and wake up around 10/11. Like this past night I went to sleep around 10:40 am. I can’t take naps. I can’t get happy, sad, angry, mad, it’s just like I’m stuck

@Malakoff honestly man if it was that simple I would have been able to adjust 5 to 6 months ago. I don’t have energy to workout. I don’t have any thoughts to produce any conversation around anyone outside of trying to think of questions to ask. I go walking with my mom every once and a while I was consistent at one point but it did not improve anything for me. I talk to one of my friends once a week now and we talk for hours but it still does not benefit me at all. It just make me more disappointed. I apply for jobs (even thought I don’t feel capable of working in a high pace environment) mind you I received my bachelors degree in business marketing 3 months before all of this took place (diagnosis and beginning on injections) I was full of life before this all transpired. I used to read a lot as well which I don’t do much now.

All in all, coming back on here and seeing you all have improvements I am happy for you all but I’ve been in this situation pretty much a year with no improvement. My mom is over it and talking about putting me in a facility bc there has been no progression so it’s getting serious for me. I research so much but there is little information on detoxes for this medicine. I honestly don’t know what to do. But I do know, if something doesn’t change soon. I’m just going to have to ask God to forgive me because I can’t take seeing everyone live their life while I’m stuck bc of some medication I received June of last year. Like it just doesn’t make any sense. I will kill my self if something doesn’t happen within the next 3-6 months. Oh yeah @Invegakillsme I don’t really have thoughts of suicide or depression but in the beginning I just really wanted to die to get away from this which hasn’t changed much since.
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Atleast you don't cry everyday from severe deppresion. That's what I'm going thru. It's really bad almost to the point of suicide thinking. I been off of invega for only 5 months now with 3 injections. You have been off almost a year now so it should be getting better. I hope your going to be alright. We gotta look out for each other on this site including ourselves. Peace an feel free to talk to me anytime I think I know what your going thru
 
You have hope i know its difficult but your history is a paradise really man, you can play sexe for forget or make things that you like … i Don't know how you can heal, but give you lots of things proactive is just a advice not a Truth
 
Malakoff said:
Today I feel good coffee I think help for good mood I speak with friends i forget invega recovery is slowly I speak to a experienced psychiatrist about injection I told him can dopamine can come back after 2 injection he told me yes it's possible
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Did he say it's possible or forsure it will come back??
 
I'm telling u guys! I've been off invega for over 5 months and I cry everyday from my deep deppresion that this drug has caused me. Fkn A! When will it end? I'm on welbutrin xl 150 an thinking about asking my doc to up the dose shyt
 
NoMoreZombi said:
It's probably not a good idea to smoke weed.
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I've been smoking weed for years and I never had any problem with it. I got my psychosis from harder drugs and staying awake for too long and not eating enough. Cannabinoids activate p-gprotein which shuttles drugs into blood from brain cells so it could speed up the recovery. I still don't suggest anyone with mental health problems to use it.

Malakoff said:
Are you work or not?
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Yeah it works almost like pre-invega. Didn't work this good when I wasn't on bupropion. Same with alcohol.

Invegakillsme said:
I'm telling u guys! I've been off invega for over 5 months and I cry everyday from my deep deppresion that this drug has caused me. Fkn A! When will it end? I'm on welbutrin xl 150 an thinking about asking my doc to up the dose shyt
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It could take some time for Wellbutrin to work but I suggest you to get your dose up. I've been on 300 mgs for 1.5 months and I'm doing good now. I felt just like you a while back but it's now A LOT better. And if you got 1 shot more than I did I think it will take a bit more time before that feeling ends if that's how you're feeling now. I promise it will get better man! And one tip is that try to do something with your time so you won't think about your situation that much. Play video games, watch tv-shows or movies, hang our with your good friends or girlfriend if you have one or something what you like. Overthinking stuff won't make it better.
 
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PhucInvega said:
I've been smoking weed for years and I never had any problem with it. I got my psychosis from harder drugs and staying awake for too long and not eating enough. Cannabinoids activate p-gprotein which shuttles drugs into blood from brain cells so it could speed up the recovery. I still don't suggest anyone with mental health problems to use it.


Yeah it works almost like pre-invega. Didn't work this good when I wasn't on bupropion. Same with alcohol.


It could take some time for Wellbutrin to work but I suggest you to get your dose up. I've been on 300 mgs for 1.5 months and I'm doing good now. I felt just like you a while back but it's not A LOT better. And if you got 1 shot more than I did I think it will take a bit more time before that feeling ends if that's how you're feeling now. I promise it will get better man! And one tip is that try to do something with your time so you won't think about your situation that much. Play video games, watch tv-shows or movies, hang our with your good friends or girlfriend if you have one or something what you like. Overthinking stuff won't make it better.
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Cool man thanks for the advice maybe my doc will upgrade the dose. See what happens... I'm just worried bout my severe deppresion. I'm married with two kids I can't let them c me like this.
 
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Invegakillsme said:
Cool man thanks for the advice maybe my doc will upgrade the dose. See what happens... I'm just worried bout my severe deppresion. I'm married with two kids I can't let them c me like this.
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Also the weed ain't as good an enjoyable as it once was.but I still smoke almost everyday to help me relax. I feel I'm very slowly getting better after each passing month.
 
Invegakillsme said:
Did he say it's possible or forsure it will come back??
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He told me yes he can come back in think about all the people send message in this forum a lot of people why they don't come back in this forum for text .maybe they found peace they can enjoy life again all the people like me they hopeless so I wish I don't need this forum soon for do my life go work
 
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Antipsychotique33 said:
@Malakoff all the people like everybody in this forum not just like you.
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so I don't understand you have one you have no improvement since one year some people get better I don't know how thinking you told me Zach he recovery but he not recovery my friend he just have a good mood but he not recovery my opinion now is your can't recovery 100% it's not possible but you can enjoy life without dopamine I told with people they feel good but not the same speak with Maina she have channel you tube and take abilify maintena injection she like fine so the best thing is forget about recovery 100% it's not possible because invega is irreversible antagonist you can't reverse but you can feel better day after day enjoy movie coffee sexe all the passion you like walking out work and after you feel better I wish all the best for all the people if you think wellbutrin it's good for you take if you think weed is good for you take and that it people in this forum give fake hope say I'm recovery like Zach he told me he take Abilify injection now it's not credible you cant recover if you take another psychotic it's not possible so all the people say I'm recovery 100 % it's a bullshit big bullshit they just found good thinking for fight this poison
 
so now all the friends in this forum when some people say he recovery he need proof me too I can give fake hope say I'm recovery after people think yes I can recovery it's just illusion my opinion you need do you brain busy video games movie coffee friends girlfriend support family found job relax like yoga eat healthy speak with people feel better and take advice for get better you think my friends take four year zypadhera injection he coming in this forum for speak he do he life smoke weed walking all the times with friends and he know what he take hes not stupid so yes complain is OK I depress blabla all the people depress it's normal think but it's experience never people cant understand so be strong do you life and you feel better I speak with men he take in Vegas he really nice he told me he not recovery 100% but like 75% it's possible live life like that some people in France take invega they like this drug some people no good luck everybody me I think I'm in 65%of my capacity if I can work travel and married I think will be good step by step
 
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