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Cops came by

sonicwhite

sonicwhite

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My gf called the cops cause I was snapping at her and told her I was seriously tired of living. I had just smoked a bowl of weed.

They show up and say can I talk to you, what’s been going on? I told them I’m tired, tired of living. He said what’s up and I said my gabapentin is in my roommates room and he went to stay at his daughters for awhile.

He said I can try to get in there. I thought he was trying to find me doing something. I finally just laid out my problems to him, from 05 to 08 and now. I told him I want to go back to the drugs. I’m tired of doing this. I told him I just smoked a bowl of weed and I said if you wanna take me to jail that’s fine. He said brother relax, the laws in Oklahoma are changing and legally we can’t do anything cuz we’re here for your safety. Just forget you even said that to me.


Cops are cool if you’re cool w them.

Still in a crappy place tho.
 
I'm really glad it went well for you, man. Take care of yourself. You're right, cops can be cool. I've had more good interactions with them than bad. Many of them are good people who do it because they want to help people. It's important to be respectful to them, it goes a long way.
 
sonicwhite said:
My gf called the cops cause I was snapping at her and told her I was seriously tired of living. I had just smoked a bowl of weed.

They show up and say can I talk to you, what’s been going on? I told them I’m tired, tired of living. He said what’s up and I said my gabapentin is in my roommates room and he went to stay at his daughters for awhile.

He said I can try to get in there. I thought he was trying to find me doing something. I finally just laid out my problems to him, from 05 to 08 and now. I told him I want to go back to the drugs. I’m tired of doing this. I told him I just smoked a bowl of weed and I said if you wanna take me to jail that’s fine. He said brother relax, the laws in Oklahoma are changing and legally we can’t do anything cuz we’re here for your safety. Just forget you even said that to me.


Cops are cool if you’re cool w them.

Still in a crappy place tho.
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I've had family etc call the police on when when I've gotten hysterical and they are usually good. Twice there's been bottles of prescription meds all over my room (like xanax, ativan, phenobarbital, lunesta, lyrica, restoril, morphine, norco, soma, baclofen...) and they turned a blind eye. I was even caught with over an ounce of amphetamine once. They confiscated it and checked for evidence I was supplying it (I wasn't so they didn't find any). I was never arrested or in trouble at all though, which I thought was nice.

Sorry to hear you're in such a crappy place.
 
sonicwhite said:
To me them taking that much makes me think they were dealing it or using it.
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You mean you think the cops were?

I haven't taken amph in a few years, but I started using it to not eat when I was anorexic and just got addicted to it. I was taking a gram a day (a lot but not a crazy amount). I used to buy an ounce (28 grams) every four weeks as buying in bulk is a lot cheaper.
 
Yes. Was it bath salts or real amp, like meth and stuff? That’s a lot of powder my friend to just get off the hook.

Are you sure it was real? Because they may of tested it and found nothing.
 
There has been a lot of research chemicals and God only knows what in my neck of the woods. Popped capsules all weekend and passed a drug test on Monday..... Hmmm...
 
Deleterious cutting agents. Globs of concentrated substance exit through pores and skin gets red, irradiated, and Morgellons type symptoms into day2/3. Hit or miss/nothing had been consistent. Harm reduction is definitely priority. We cannot keep going on without knowing the analytical data of our buzz. I don't want my face to fall off
 
sonicwhite said:
Yes. Was it bath salts or real amp, like meth and stuff? That’s a lot of powder my friend to just get off the hook.

Are you sure it was real? Because they may of tested it and found nothing.
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Positive. It was 83% pure amphetamine sulphate. They didn't test it, they just took it away.
 
There are a few good cops out there, got pulled over visually tweaking, was carrying well over personal, older county boy pulled me over..... looked me in the eyes, and told me "go home and get some rest son", no warning, no ticket, anything...... i did just that, went home and slept for 12 hours...... some of em actually care about people more than arrests, wish more of em did.
 
Sending you some love brother.

Sorry to hear you are in a crappy place.
Maybe it helped to talk it out.
I am glad the police were cool to you.

I hope the weed helped. Smile.
 
We don't tend to run across ounces of 83% pure amphetamine sulfate here in the states. I would venture to guess that you live in europe. The closest thing to that that I have encountered here in Georgia is like an ounce of meth hydrochloride for like $800 but an 1/8th or less of an ounce would rock my world for 3 to 4 days and I haven't even done meth in years and don't sell drugs or need that many of them. For that matter, I have no actual friends or peer group to spend my time with either. I am 42 years old, single, live alone, and am largely considered a freak by the outside world AFAICT.
 
Dresden said:
We don't tend to run across ounces of 83% pure amphetamine sulfate here in the states. I would venture to guess that you live in europe. The closest thing to that that I have encountered here in Georgia is like an ounce of meth hydrochloride for like $800 but an 1/8th or less of an ounce would rock my world for 3 to 4 days and I haven't even done meth in years and don't sell drugs or need that many of them. For that matter, I have no actual friends or peer group to spend my time with either. I am 42 years old, single, live alone, and am largely considered a freak by the outside world AFAICT.
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Correct, I live in the UK. I don't remember for sure but I think I bought it (on the dark net) from Holland. I usually got it from either inside the UK or Dutch.
 
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