Chris42393
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Since this is a harm reduction site then I'll say if you DO decide to try it , make sure you follow the basic rules of safety ... 1) tolerance 1st ... 2) batch tested to be sure no fent because that'll kill you. 3) have a sitter. 4) decide which ROA - 1st time you should snort & realise you can OD even on snorting 5) don't mix drugs - heroin & Benzos/alcohol/other drugs can prove fatal.
I tried crack in 1994 & was not impressed. The high was quick (10 - 15 mins max) & left me with a hella headache.
My love/hate affair with heroin has been going on 2 yrs now. Blah.
If you have that "trigger" in your brain that loves opiate highs you may become addicted. Then again , you may try it once & never do it again. Be safe in whatever decision you make.
Thanks for the advice, Shaleh. I ended up doing all of those (1-5). Unfortunately, I relapsed last night... I do have that "trigger" in my brain, I LOVE opiates. There is only 1 thing I love more than them... My parents. Opiates come in second place... :/ (which is kinda sad). I'm an introvert, and for some reason, opiates fill that void in my life that nothing else can. They make me happy and I actually want to talk and be around people. Ive been using them pretty much since I sophomore in high school (over 11 years now). Somehow Ive always had access to them ever since then. Tonight was my second night of using again and haven't had any problems. My dose is usually pretty small (currently 15mgs), but I always have 16mg of Narcan sitting next to me just in case. I don't like nodding out, I usually just watch movies or play some games. Thankfully I do have a full-time job (Firefighter/Paramedic) and everything in my life seems to be going good. I have a love-hate relationship with it as well. I know I shouldn't be doing it, but im not hurting anyone... so I really dont see that big deal. Ive only used right before bedtime, to help relax me. (sorry I know im rambling on, thats what opiates do to me lol)
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