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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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@Skavrs Overall I'm fine thanks for asking, I'm a bit disappointed because I'm almost ten months off, one year is not gonna be enough to recover but yeah, it could be worse, what about your eyesight?
 
Yeshuah said:
I didn't say you advised. I was just saying generally. I had two injections.... 7 months off
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How much were your dosage? Man how can you ignore the fact of not having and erection, isnt this fucking with your mind and life? its fucking with mine so hard i'm getting crazy.
Have you seen anyone in this forum that sad they got their erection back?
Im thinking about trying mdma in couple weeks, anythig to get heal faster.
 
Yes now I can thinking and meditate again, not the same before xeplion but I can
Empty : a little bit better thank u 4 ask me :)
 
SkavrsXeplion said:
Fffuck man I'm really sorry 4 u, really I hope the best for everyone here in the forum, do u never try an agonist of dopamine?
Empty11ecc how are you man?
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did the mdma brought your ability to get erections back? Im thinking about trying it in a couple weeks. I have a good source of pure mdma
 
No man, just a little bit, u have only one injections don't do stupid things, only 1 injections probably you come back normal, just wait eat well an do exercise, I'm recovering my mind walking 8 km a day I start to dream again after 6 month
 
SkavrsXeplion said:
No man, just a little bit, u have only one injections don't do stupid things, only 1 injections probably you come back normal, just wait eat well an do exercise, I'm recovering my mind walking 8 km a day I start to dream again after 6 month
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you are 5 months off right? Are you able to have and erection naturally? How many injections and which amount were you injected with?
We are all in the same boat. fucked by invega
 
SkavrsXeplion said:
No man nothing normal erections, xeplion destroy me[/QUOTE
have you seen anyone here who got their erection back? Im thinking about killing myself if i cant have an erection no more. Wtf man, just wtf
But while you were on mdma and the period after were you able to get an erectiom?
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edrudd said:
How much were your dosage? Man how can you ignore the fact of not having and erection, isnt this fucking with your mind and life? its fucking with mine so hard i'm getting crazy. Have you seen anyone in this forum that sad they got their erection back? Im thinking about trying mdma in couple weeks, anythig to get heal faster.
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Of course it is fucking with my mind. We are so young, that is a serious problem. But it's one part of the problem. We are not whole human beings anymore. It's not just about the erection. Feelings are also important and thinking/intellect. I had the highest dosage and then the second highest, don't remember the mg. I think there were people who said they got it back. And I can have an erection as well, but only when stimulating it. I don't have sensitive feelings anymore and I used to have a relationship to my body and sexuality, that's gone as well. Don't kill yourself, you're gonna get it back. I know you're not gonna listen, but MDMA can be dangerous, it's not gonna cure you. It's just gonna rub the brains ability to produce this "chemical" even more. Like Shadowmeister said, it's a neurotoxin as well. But I know you're not gonna listen anyway. Just don't be disappointed when it doesn't work. Just imagine your brain having the receptors blocked from a drug and on the other side it's being stimulated, that can be fatal and dangerous and irritate and damage the brain even more.
 
It's that dick, if you can think and have emotion keep your life! Don't kill yourself just for that, Butte the one who did this to you, but if you can feel emotion without messing it's fine, after I understand you but it's a matter of neurotransmitters they need to unlock and it's the point that hurts is what it is Unlock one day?
 
SkavrsXeplion said:
Fffuck man I'm really sorry 4 u, really I hope the best for everyone here in the forum, do u never try an agonist of dopamine? Empty11ecc how are you man?
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I have tried SJW in the beginning, without any result. And some other plant based stuff. But nothing has helped with my emotions or mental thinking so far. And I just take vitamins and minerals and eat healthy now, because I don't believe that any substance, whether it's natural or chemical, can help for REAL recovery and homeostasis (I mean stimulate anything). Only time can help and taking care of yourself. And I'm also gonna work with a UK doctor to help my body get rid of this poison and stimulate organs and processes naturally to return to homeostasis. I wanna have a full recovery. I don't wanna be just a percentage of myself or my potential. So I will try everything I can. And if it all doesn't work, I don't know what I will do. But I still have some hope.
 
i wont take mdma, it makes sense not to. My problems are not with the feelings but with the erection. All i want is some hope this will get better. I need to find someone who got their erection fixed.
Sometimes i imagine injecting a huge amount of invega 3 month half life into my doctor, am i the only one?
 
I promised that if I did not heal is that this is permanent this lack of emotion, this lack of thinking and castration I kill my psychiatrist and I swear on my mother's life! She destroyed me I detruirais it is clear she na had no pitier I would not have
 
edrudd said:
i wont take mdma, it makes sense not to. My problems are not with the feelings but with the erection. All i want is some hope this will get better. I need to find someone who got their erection fixed.
Sometimes i imagine injecting a huge amount of invega 3 month half life into my doctor, am i the only one?
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I had erection problems the first 3-4 months after the invega injection. But to be honest didn't even have sex or have a wank to the point of ejaculation for 10 months after invega injections. This Invega is worse then what the Nazis used on there own people. Yep I had images of me injecting Invega into my doctor at one point your not alone there mate. I got over that idea. I love watching pornhub now days and watch Mandingo stick he's huge (18 inch black - cock up some girl arse and loving it. I tell you what my cock gets hard really quickly. hahahahahah
 
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edrudd said:
i wont take mdma, it makes sense not to. My problems are not with the feelings but with the erection. All i want is some hope this will get better. I need to find someone who got their erection fixed. Sometimes i imagine injecting a huge amount of invega 3 month half life into my doctor, am i the only one?
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Hahahaha! Yes I used to think that ALL THE TIME! So you have feelings?? That is great. I'm almost sure you will recover the erection thing even faster, as you have feelings. It means you're not totally blocked. And it will come back. It just takes time. Try not to panic too much about it. You will have it back as soon as your body is able to. Your body has other priorities at the moment. Even if your priorities are different. But only the body knows how to fix itself little by little, working on different areas each time. An in time you will see improvements in the erection as well
 
edrudd said:
if i kill my self, i must to this before. Inject 2000 mg of invega into my doctor shoulder
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Hahaha you're making me laugh. I also imagined taking a big stone and catching my doctor when he is coming out of the parking lot and hitting it on his skull. And asking him "Do you remember me? Or did I just destroy your fucking brain" hahaha
 
Or maybe even inject it directly into his brain, so that the poison is stored right where it's supposed to block. And have an even higher effect. LOL
 
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