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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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@Nvegasux and @dirtyinvega Thank you so much for understanding that I just need some compassion. @Nvegasux I received prophecy as well and was intelligent as well and just like you I wanted to learn about everything and was on a spiritual path. I want that all back, I wanna go back to the point I was and continue my path from there, but it seems impossible right now. I am so sorry about what this motherfucker so called doctor did to you. The smile on his face proves that they actually know EXACTLY what they are doing. These are real psychopaths!! How long have you been off? I am sorry you had and are having sleep problems. @dirtyinvega No, I can't remember what you told me about sleep... Sorry my memory is messed up. Maybe you're gonna continue to heal, just please stay away from any pharmaceutical, they are designed to keep us in the chains of money and power addicted pharma. What are the things that recovered for you?
 
@yeshuah I've been off since August, so going on 6 months. I had the initial dose of 234 then 150 for 3 months after. Yeah I can't get that wickeds grin outta my mind. Stay on your path. Let that be your reason to live. They are drugging people like you and me to stop us from spreading the truth. People are going through an awakening. Earth is ascending and evolving and we are the messengers of God to help people through it. Be an advocate for people, you have a purpose and you are needed in this world. I'm sorry that they took your gifts away from you. I pray you get them back. I believe once our dopamine receptors unblock we will. It just takes time. When you feel like you do today does anything make you feel better?
 
@Nvegasux unfortunately when I feel like this it usually stays with me for the rest of the day. I can't figure out what to do to make me feel "better". I just keep drinking my plant powder, I just drank it a minute ago, this gives me hope. I also "meditate" and try to focus on my body healing. But there are days like today where I'm just desperate and want to give up, because it is such a slow process..
 
Me those who scare me, will one day our rec?pteur will unlock? I hope this is not permanent, I also hope that it is really the dose that there is in our blood that blocks our receptor, but how a dose in our blood can play on the brain?
 
@Neuroleptique This drug is designed to enter the brain through the blood/brain barrier. And we have receptors all over the body. The gut has even more receptors than the brain that are blocked.
 
I do not know if you're asking me, I think so. My libido has disappeared. It does not hurt me, I claim that having a yellow sperm can be a sign of fermentation or oxidation, I will try to masturbate more frequently to save my prostate. In addition I'm taking hot pepper that is good for the prostate
 
Yeah I'm drier than the Sahara. Tried diddling the skittle got nothing. Tried watching Rachel Starr on pornhub not turned on at all. I use to love porn and sex and now when I think of it I feel nothing. A friend and I were talking about cuddling and even the thought of that I don't want it. I just think without the feeling of emotion I can't really identify with intimacy. So there is no point of cuddling. Do any of you feel that way? Like besides sex does any form of touching not do anything for you? I love hugs still get them but I don't feel the warmth, butterflies, or just love from them.
 
Slightly yellowish sperm is normal with prolonged abstinence.
Only highly yellow sperm, which is also permanent, could be the cause of a disease (e.g. prostate, ...).




"Das frische Ejakulat eines k?rperlich gesunden, geschlechtsreifen Mannes ist milchig-tr?b, leicht gl?nzend und mit glasigen klebrigen F?den durchsetzt. Es ist mit einem pH-Wert zwischen 7 und 7,8 schwach basisch, was die Spermatozoen vor dem saurenVaginamilieu sch?tzt.[3] Gelegentlich, beispielsweise nach l?ngerer Enthaltsamkeit, befinden sich gelbe Pigmente, sogenannte Flavine in der Spermafl?ssigkeit, wodurch sie leicht gelblich wirken kann."

"The fresh ejaculate of a physically healthy, sexually mature man is milky and cloudy, slightly shiny and interspersed with glassy, sticky threads. It is weakly alkaline with a pH between 7 and 7.8, which protects spermatozoa from the acid vaginal family.[3] Occasionally, for example after prolonged abstinence, yellow pigments, so-called flavins, are found in the seminal fluid, which can make it slightly yellowish."



https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sperma

https://www.deepl.com/translator
 
Empty1128 said:
@germanbackyard do you have sensitivity on your penis tip?
I don't, I can achieve a boner, even by watching nudities, but down there feels nothing and I also can't feel horny.
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Not only my cock. Whole body is feeling dry, grey and like I am just copied into the room (Like Bluescreen-Technique for Hollywood-Movies).
Not interact with the room, not inhaling the athmosphere of the world (metaphor) and so on...
 
I think that when we find our emotions, we find our libido at least may not be sperm but the feelings of excitement that is the main to my eyes
 
I have 2 questions for all of you.
For how long did you take Invega before stopping?
Did you relapse after discontinuation?
 
Did anyone of you suffer from head pressure between eyes?
I felt that at the same time when the psychosis happened and have no idea what is it neither does my doctor.
It happens almost every day and lasts whole day.
 
@sg88 From the spiritual experiences I had before in my life, I could tell that it has to do with the pineal gland/third eye. But while you're on AP's I don't think it has something to do with it.. I think that it has to do with the frontal lobe that is being influenced by these substances
 
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