FunctionlJnkieGal
Bluelighter
My fiance never cared for opiates. He just drinks, tokes up, and takes xanax occasionally. He says he can always tell when I'm pinned out from my eyes. He said its not just the tiny pupils (that can also be caused by bright lighting), its a certain look. Maybe its the heavy, puffy-eyelids that tend to come with it? Another thing is that my skin is olive-toned and I've always had dark circles to an extent, but when I started taking opiates it became more noticeable and many people find it unappealing. Oh well. I could be addicted to a drug like meth that seems to leave its mark on peoples face even after just a year or less of use. It seems every drug from nicotine and alcohol to heroin and meth does some damage to your physical appearance in its own way. A smoker usually ages faster, has more wrinkles, and looks slightly older than their age, alcoholics seem to have red complexions and bloated faces/bodies, I guess heroin/opiates give people an unhealthy palor and dark circles under their eyes (looking sickly, more or less), and when it comes to meth you only have to look at their face and teeth to see what kind of irreversible damage it does to a persons visage. I'm guessing the only drug that doesn't change your appearance would be weed. Maybe I'm just talking out of my ass and there really is no way to tell if a person has a drug problem. I use to think I was good at hiding my problem but I guess I'm not as clever as I thought. As my fiance told me when I was trying to hide the fact that I was pinned-out, "the eyes don't lie". There's even a scene from The Man With The Golden Arm where he was trying to hide his high but his girlfriend could tell he was lying by his eyes. That scene hit close to home because I've been in the same situation with my significant other.
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