Day 56- So, you were surprised when I got clean of methadone with no help eh?.... How did he really do it you wondered. Well, it's time to share my secret:
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Dale
Ashley- Sure, if I really had any. They are fictional. If I did have them, I might have tried them. I found this prank ad online about 10 years ago, and I saved the picture then, but who knew it would fit right in to my real life now.
cj- If someone gives in, all that suffering has to be repeated. I just can't imagine me doing that again. I credit a lot of support I got here on BL from people like TPD, Ashley, GreenDark, ladyhlove, moscatel and from you cj - and others. All of it helped nudge me to keep going. I think I would have kicked methadone anyway, but it made it a little easier knowing all of you were rooting for me. Thank you for that.
Day56- Today was a good day for me. I've had a little sneezing, but I don't feel any withdrawals at all. I slept good last night again too. A few weeks back, I was thinking I would never sleep normally every night again, but I am. Every withdrawal symptom does go away in time.
"Drugs take you on the road to nowhere, but at least it's the scenic route."
Dale
Aw Ash, you're so sweet. Thank you! That made my day
So it is Day57- I woke up this morning feeling better than at any time since I started withdrawals. I had no pain - no withdrawals, no sneezing - no headache and I sleep good last night again. I even have (had) good energy. I say had because today was digging day here and that wears me out fast. The ground here is so darned hard that I can only go a few inches down at a time after soaking it. I'm not nearly as far along as I hoped with this project.
My girlfriend is always stealing my t-shirts and sweaters... But if I take one of her dresses, suddenly "we need to talk".
Dale
I am getting over the hump again - I feel 50% better than yesterday. I woke with a headache and some minor chills, but I did sleep a solid five hours last night after hours of restlessness.
motiv311 - did you feel the withdrawals from 42mg to zero? If so, pls tell me how your first five days went - maybe it was no worse than what's happening with me - or worse? When I cut back, I don't really feel any withdrawals for the first two days, then it hits hard on the third day - lasting over 24 hours straight.
Day 60-
Thank you Ash. I really appreciate all of the little extras that you post for me and your sweet words of encouragement. It means a lot.
I woke up feeling really sore from to much working in the yard this past weekend (and Monday). I have no withdrawals - physical or mental. My energy level is pretty good and my mood is great. Feels like a good day is ahead.
At this two month mark, I am going to slow down posting in my own thread to once or twice a week. I've been posting much of the same "doing good" stuff every day lately. No need for ppl to read that every day. I do want people to know I am sticking to this and staying drug free for the long term, and I will be around.
Again, I want to thank you to all of you for all the support and encouragement I've been given in my BL thread. It means a lot to me and it makes a positive difference. I hope this forum's members will all take time to drop in on other people's thread and say hello. All it takes is a few moments to share a few kind words that will make someone's day better, just like many of you did for me.
"The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart."
Your friend,
Dale