Escape Fantasy
Bluelighter
Hey there, guys
This is something I wrote my second year of community college. I was going to submit it in to the professor as an essay but decided not to
I was wondering how far gone u guys must think I am? Tell me what you think.
The Plague of Mental Illness
I have long been diagnosed with depression. It's a shame really but, I have been trying to understand it. Some people argue that mental problems can become hereditary and I began to wonder why. After giving it some thought I came to the conclusion that it was because people/s problems just don't go away. They are there to be solved and if the first generation couldn't solve it then it is brought down to you. And here I am, plagued with mental illness.
Now, what do I mean by "people's problems?" Well, I mean financial problems, never-finding-love problems, having unfit and uneducated parents, being an ethnic minority, feeling under-confident and undesirable, creating a drug addiction and possibly having a tragedy in the family. All of these things contribute to a person's mental illness. And, it only makes sense that these things are brought down on an unfortunate person. We don't get to pick and choose the families we come from and not everybody wins the genetic lottery with being white and having natural blond hair.
Now, what's the treatment for all this? Talk therapy and a few pills. There is no alternative treatment, these are all problems created by the mind and therefore must be solved by the mind by taking real-world action. To put it simply, mental illness is caused by a bad experience that leaves people paralyzed or stuck in a negative thought loop. The only way to solve it is to have a good experience in life. Meaning work your way up, pick up your own weight, get clean and healthy to go to school, earn your degree, get a high-paying job, acquire wealth and stay educated, build your dream body, and in the end, build healthy new relationships. The ones that you always wanted when you were stuck with mental illness.
I believe education and social interaction are the only cures to mental illness. Learning is really everything because it starts with your brain. And the beauty about America is that it is the land of opportunity. If you make enough money, you can literally go anywhere. People will bow down to you if you have enormous amounts of wealth (well, not really, I mean they'll kiss your ass), and if you didn't like your family from the beginning, then you can cut them off. Possibly marry a pretty white woman and have children that can assimilate into society finally deemed as "normal".
That's the cure to my mental illness, a normal life. And dammit, if I couldn't have one then I will damn well make sure my kids have one. But first, I need to fix myself. I need to learn how to smile. Smiling will get you somewhere.
This is something I wrote my second year of community college. I was going to submit it in to the professor as an essay but decided not to
I was wondering how far gone u guys must think I am? Tell me what you think.

The Plague of Mental Illness
I have long been diagnosed with depression. It's a shame really but, I have been trying to understand it. Some people argue that mental problems can become hereditary and I began to wonder why. After giving it some thought I came to the conclusion that it was because people/s problems just don't go away. They are there to be solved and if the first generation couldn't solve it then it is brought down to you. And here I am, plagued with mental illness.
Now, what do I mean by "people's problems?" Well, I mean financial problems, never-finding-love problems, having unfit and uneducated parents, being an ethnic minority, feeling under-confident and undesirable, creating a drug addiction and possibly having a tragedy in the family. All of these things contribute to a person's mental illness. And, it only makes sense that these things are brought down on an unfortunate person. We don't get to pick and choose the families we come from and not everybody wins the genetic lottery with being white and having natural blond hair.
Now, what's the treatment for all this? Talk therapy and a few pills. There is no alternative treatment, these are all problems created by the mind and therefore must be solved by the mind by taking real-world action. To put it simply, mental illness is caused by a bad experience that leaves people paralyzed or stuck in a negative thought loop. The only way to solve it is to have a good experience in life. Meaning work your way up, pick up your own weight, get clean and healthy to go to school, earn your degree, get a high-paying job, acquire wealth and stay educated, build your dream body, and in the end, build healthy new relationships. The ones that you always wanted when you were stuck with mental illness.
I believe education and social interaction are the only cures to mental illness. Learning is really everything because it starts with your brain. And the beauty about America is that it is the land of opportunity. If you make enough money, you can literally go anywhere. People will bow down to you if you have enormous amounts of wealth (well, not really, I mean they'll kiss your ass), and if you didn't like your family from the beginning, then you can cut them off. Possibly marry a pretty white woman and have children that can assimilate into society finally deemed as "normal".
That's the cure to my mental illness, a normal life. And dammit, if I couldn't have one then I will damn well make sure my kids have one. But first, I need to fix myself. I need to learn how to smile. Smiling will get you somewhere.
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