Suicide

[Suicidal14]

Hello. I am a 14 year old girl. Ive been thinking about suicide. My life is really hard. Everybody has turned against me and I dont want to live anymore. Is drugs my best bet. I want something quick and painless. But it has to work the first time.

 

[Buspersons Holiday]

Hello. I was once a 14 year old girl thinking about & attempting suicide several times with the absolute certainty I no longer wanted to live
Over 30 years later, I'm still here & very happy to be alive & that I didn't succeed in my attempts at a time when I felt my existence was futile

I'm pretty sure successful suicide suggestions will be against the BLUA & no-one sane is going to advise you how to kill yourself
You have value & worth in this world even if it doesn't feel like that now

Your best bet if you have no-one you know you feel you can talk to & tell how you feel (no family, friend or teachers?) is to contact your GP if you feel able or an anonymous helpline (I don't know what country you're in, but can help with UK ones)

Life that feels unbearable & untenable will not always be like that & there are other options than a final act in reaction to a temporary situation

 

[T. Calderone]

Ending your life is not the answer. Confidential help is available and there are people you can talk to 24 hours a day

Are you in the US? I can give you the phone number for a hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

They also have an online feature at suicidepreventionlifeline.org
(click on GET HELP for an option to talk to someone now)

 

[d1nach]

I was a 14ish year old boy wanting to die. Heck, i was so set on dying i was writing a suicide letter because i was 100% positive id be better off dead because things will never change. When i wokeup in icu as soon as the tubes came out of my holes i voiced my anger that this cruel world saved my life. Turns out with some talk therapy, lithium carbonate, and effexor i havent had suicidal thoughts in years.

 

[herbavore]

Hello. I am a 14 year old girl. Ive been thinking about suicide. My life is really hard. Everybody has turned against me and I dont want to live anymore. Is drugs my best bet. I want something quick and painless. But it has to work the first time.

Often when it feels everyone has turned against you your mind will take that perception and cement it unnecessarily. It can be so hard to navigate the world with other people. We misinterpret, then they misinterpret and none of us really knows what the hell is going on most of the time. Do you feel that your family has turned against you or are you talking about friends? Do you know why they would have done that? Is it around a particular issue or does it feel like a total lack of understanding.

You do not have to kill yourself to find peace and contentment. You have to fight for yourself. Sometimes it isn't easy to even see how to do that but usually that is because you have not lived long enough to see that the world is way bigger than you perceive at 14. Right now you are stuck with your family and where your family chooses to live. This will not always be true. So fight for your own right to define your life for yourself.

You can PM any time. I am a mom. I have lived through the devastation of losing one of my own children to his teenage despair. I hope that you can find at least one person in your family to confide just how unhappy you are.