It hurts me so much these days to call myself 'American'. Even if in the off chance that 90% of the country doesn't agree with what's going on, we're powerless to stop these oligarchical maniacs. Never in my life have I felt such genuine concern that the place I live in may become a nuclear wasteland within my lifetime. It's the 1950s all over again, except this time, there's no one at the controls willing to talk things down...
Well it shouldn't.
Call me patriotic, call me deluded, call me whatever you like. But I honestly believe America is about a lot more than who leads it or even the stupidity of the population. It's also about the fundamental ideals. Now I know what some would say. That ideas like freedom, democracy, etc, that America doesn't have a patent in them. And they're correct, it doesn't. But what I'm talking about is more involved than that. It's the unique combination of ideals, how they interact, and most of all, how they're interpreted. There are many ideas about what free speech is, I've yet to see a culture that embraces my idea of what they mean better than America. Even if we frequently fail to put those ideals into proper practice. There's something unique about the American version of it. And you know, I'm not saying that that version is innately correct or that others ideas of it can't be right for them. But I feel ours are right for us.
Way I see it, that's the important thing, what we're supposed to be more than what we are. Obviously I'd much prefer if both were the case, sadly it's not. And I don't disagree that things right now are very troubling. But I for one refuse to throw out the things I like because of the things I don't.
But hey, that's just me. And I've heard people tend to start seeing their own culture with rose colored glasses when they spend prolonged time in another. It can be difficult when you hear Australians complain over and over nonstop about stupid Americans and not take it personally. Especially when my presence doesn't make much difference which means it either IS personal or a great many of them are just so fucking inconsiderate and used to their cultural self reenforcment that it never even crosses their minds that I might take offense to it. So yea, could just be my own issues.
What I really wish is that things would change. I was never a big fan of Obama, but at least Americans reputation globally improved a lot under him. Now it's probably about as bad as it's ever been. Which seems kind of unfair to me given that trump didn't even win the popular vote. I think I'm still kinda in shock over trumps victory. If I'm honest, I really didn't see it coming. In hindsight I think I should have, but I didn't.
People suck wherever you go, they just suck in different ways.