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Tolerance, I guess, heh 

Had my 2nd experience with this substance Saturday, at 5-6mg, parachuted. Came up in maybe 20-30 minutes. Dissociation was maybe a little stronger than last time, with about the same peak duration of 3-5 hours. I didn't feel as much hypomania a last time, rather I felt entirely satisfied with my current endeavours. Not sure what the cause might be.
I was about to add that I didn't get the increase in dream vividness that I did last time either, but I think I did to some degree, maybe just not as intense. I remember flashes of a dream, but not from the night I took the drug, but the night after. I wonder if this has any relation to the decreased stimulatory effects.
This time my girlfriend joined me, at 4-5mg, same ROA. She took a bit longer to come up as she had a fuller stomach. All she really had to report was that it felt very mxe-like to her. I guess I can agree as far as the physical dissociation goes but the headspace is definitely distinct. Not as magical for one.
I tried a hit of nitrous as well during the peak which was quite enjoyable, had lasting sedative effects that really complemented the 3-meo & music. Speaking of, worth noting that this stuff makes me want to sing LOUD.
Will probably push another mg higher for next attempt in two weeks.
Nice description. It sounds to me like you have found the line and you had too much. I can literally go about 1mg over and I feel dysphoria. If I then stop taking more I come back to feeling good and can dose again later. I can almost guarantee you should not take more. I kept trying this chasing it like with pretty much every other drug. But this stuff you pretty much need to throw out every single thing you know about taking anything else. Redefines the rule book so to speak.
Yeah you're good Moxious. My plan would be to scale it up past 5-6mg next time, take in the previous experience to help you know what to expect. Fair warning though, there is a 'line' that is very hard to see. Some people pass it, have a dandy time in hyperspace and come back. Sometimes though it leads to less desired outcomes. Set and setting. I highly doubt that line is below 10mg for anyone with some experience and in the right setting. 10mg is my starting point for a solid experience.
Sorry, but why do you say that? I didn't experience any dysphoria whatsoever, was an entirely pleasant but subtle experience. There was a lack of hypomania but as I said I was very satisfied with things.
I get that this one can turn on quantities of a mg difference and that's why I'm increasing by just 1mg at a time. When I start seeing evidence of adverse effects I"ll pull back of course. I'm really not much of a chaser myself. With what kind of frequency do/did you dose this stuff at?
I'm interested in pushing this at least high enough to have a more full experience matching some of the other reports in this thread. Not sure why I'd stop at such a low point in effects.
The problem is when the addiction brain goes "MORE!" Hard limits need to be set.I have witnessed the experience flip on a dime multiple times, from the 'most awesome thing ever' to 'holy fuck wtfwtfwtf' in a moment. I like to think I've learned a thing or two from the trials. Still trying to keep that middle path in sight.
Wow, as your describing this, im feeling the perspective, being on a different level when something like that presents sucks.
Im glad your story ended as it shouldve though.
It sounded like it couldve ended in something horrible like ypu gouging your eye out!
Hope the trip settled down again to its more pleasant tone....