Hey. I'm anxious.

[Jaded Euphoria]

Sup? First post. As I type this out I'm admittedly somewhat overcome with anxiety. Why? I have no clue. It's persistent, too, and gradually escalating.

Even something as simple as an online introduction anonymously causes seemingly innate feelings of self doubt, fear of judgment, or whatever, and thus I worry.

Typically, the anxiety renders me unable to experience any semblance of normality. This is an extremely common occurrence in my everyday life now.

It's gotten much worse over the past year, following the breakup of a three year relationship, but started slowly ever since I started banging methamphetamine, three years ago. Holy fuck, has life changed.

Hello, everybody, I don't know who I am at all anymore, but I'll go by "Jaded" here.

 

[third_eye_lasik]

Sup? First post. As I type this out I'm admittedly somewhat overcome with anxiety. Why? I have no clue. It's persistent, too, and gradually escalating. Even something as simple as an online introduction anonymously causes seemingly innate feelings of self doubt, fear of judgment, or whatever, and thus I worry. Typically, the anxiety renders me unable to experience any semblance of normality. This is an extremely common occurrence in my everyday life now.It's gotten much worse over the past year, following the breakup of a three year relationship, but started slowly ever since I started banging methamphetamine, three years ago. Holy fuck, has life changed.Hello, everybody, I don't know who I am at all anymore, but I'll go by "Jaded" here.

I too am a sufferer of anxiety disorder caused by abusing certain substances. It does get worse before it gets better sometimes that for sure. I use phenibut and low dose benzos to help but it is a battle for sure.