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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

PLEASE HELP ugh.....

Better just tired n bit off sleeping alot cus of the trazodone i guess but defo feel i transitioned back to meds well.....now to keep it up responsibly....
 
Just remember to stand tall, and hold your nuts. Don't beat yourself up over the situation because humans make beautiful mistakes, don't let it make or break ya, either way, this is one of many chances to come that'll prove your inner strength and an opportunity to own yourconsciousness.
(an attempt to be inspirational)
 
Thanks sam i appreciate the sentiment :) defp inspired lol.woke last nite absolutely drenched in sweat my gfs face was fucking soaked she was a bit mad lol but she knows it has somethijg to do with my meds but not the full extent...appreciate the support all of u....the mental cravings for H are very real tho.....find myself wanting it atm thatll be hard to break
 
Nice to see you doing better! Glad that you are taking care of yourself, and really glad to see less and less of the self loathing that you started with. Take care of your self, and keep up the amazing work!
 
Well done OP. If you need any guidance regarding the scientific/medical aspect of what you're going through or if you just need a friend to discuss the emotional side of things, we'll be here for ya. Are there any objections to me closing this thread? Please let me know, as I feel it's reached its terminus here.
 
Hydrospy said:
Thanks sam i appreciate the sentiment :) defp inspired lol.woke last nite absolutely drenched in sweat my gfs face was fucking soaked she was a bit mad lol but she knows it has somethijg to do with my meds but not the full extent...appreciate the support all of u....the mental cravings for H are very real tho.....find myself wanting it atm thatll be hard to break
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try sleeping with a few towels as bedsheets/linen and towels as quilts, makes life a lot easier
basically lived in a towel toga last rattle i did hah
 
Hi mod i would appreciate if the thread wasnt clpsed i intend on keeping posring progress getting advice and support (and giving it) and hoping to connect with ppl for private messages aswell.....hope you could leave the thread open maybe just one more week and we will see what its like then? I always check and read this thread and i reread the msgs of support when im feeling low thanks
 
i never said i would close the thread, hydro?
but if you are looking for a more social setting perhaps check out our social/regional sections and speak to people there?
 
Keeping, op is referring to what Keif said above ^
OP, if this thread does get closed, I would recommend creating a new thread somewhere in the Sober Living section, and keeping an active daily journal.
Best of luck, man
LS
 
keeping said:
this guy right here.
i am a perfectly happy heroin dependent person, were it not for society i could live mylife happy with my choices, but i have to hide in the shadow because i prefer to ingest a plant latex instead of societies favorites; smoking weird leaves or fermenting mould into a liquid and drinking that - sue me.
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Hence the reason my name is BehindtheShadow......
 
Cool origins for the name shadow! Like it :) and sorry for the confusion but ty for not closing the thread.....dont think i need to post in sober living yet as i never had a full blown habbit however this little thread as insignificant as it may be on ye grand old internt lol has given me the drive and support i needed in a real bad spot....as a frequent reader of this kind of stuff and not a poster i can assure u i came across nothing that helped me.....maybe someone in the future will stumble across this and realize they arent alone too ?
 
Dude go to a methadone clinic and bring all your backpain proof, medical records and try your best to stay clean, who doesnt like illegal opiods, ive been off H since 2012...

You can do it and they will let you keep taking your hydromorphone for the back issue too.

Then maye gets some cognitive therapy for your emotional deliema
 
So Hydrospy, looks like your getting close to about 5 days, am I correct? Hopefully you should start to feel a little better in the next couple of days. Good work thus far! Reading your posts has helped me stay clean
 
Hydrospy said:
Cool origins for the name shadow! Like it :) and sorry for the confusion but ty for not closing the thread.....dont think i need to post in sober living yet as i never had a full blown habbit however this little thread as insignificant as it may be on ye grand old internt lol has given me the drive and support i needed in a real bad spot....as a frequent reader of this kind of stuff and not a poster i can assure u i came across nothing that helped me.....maybe someone in the future will stumble across this and realize they arent alone too 
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I am quite partial to the name Shadow as well ;)
Good luck
 
I'm new to bh, but love it. I just got off a 3-4g a day h habit. NYC dope, the good shit. Today is my 5th day on subs. I can't explain to you how great I feel. It was rough the last 4 days but coming off of that shit and resetting your brain is like no other high. The human body is a awesome thing. Stick with it and fight through
 
Jamesg said:
I'm new to bh, but love it. I just got off a 3-4g a day h habit. NYC dope, the good shit. Today is my 5th day on subs. I can't explain to you how great I feel. It was rough the last 4 days but coming off of that shit and resetting your brain is like no other high. The human body is a awesome thing. Stick with it and fight through
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Holy shit that was a huge habit you had there. Congratulations are in order for you sir. Hell of a job making the jump. Stick with it baby!!! You might just be able to buy any damn thing you want inside of a years time.
 
Don't worry guys, I shant be closing the thread. I just thought we had answered the essential questions. I've got not problem with you guys continuing your discourse, but maybe one of the other moderators would like to find a more appropriate sub-forum for this sort of thing? It's not a big deal, but this is Basic Drug Discussion so we'd probably prefer to have this in one of the "social" subs.
 
A nickle a day. Going to Mexico with my family so I had to get off the shit...Crazy...thanks pal.
 
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