☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: Firly Swolks Discussing Mitillating Tatters Fithout Wilters

[Bagseed]

today the peak temperature was about 30°C, but in the summer, it can get as hot as over 35...

 

[yepyepwoah]

^Meh, I was joking.

You have to be ridiculously explicit with language these days otherwise people think you're really going to enslave microbial mats.

Nah I was just kinda drunk (off beer no less, thats like 10-12 beers and Im ~140#) and pretty hateful in general. That mood carried til the next day and I woke up and drank 5 pints in an hr and a hf and listened to Notorius BIG "Ready To Die" 3-4x in a row. Jammed the song Suicidal Thoughts like 5x in a row laughing... My family thinks they are gonna stage some intervention... Like "ughhh you are crazy and a druggie. Magically stop." Good thing the smartest one told me in advance cuz they knew it would be some shit... i even said... "So got any suggestions on improving my life and not hating everything". MF aint had shit to say really except "we care". Theb again prolly people careing regardless of what I do is the only reason Ive been alive for a hot minute.

So basically your question was lighthearted and I was an asshole on purpose (albeit a vegetarian, aspiring vegan, asshole who hates cages and being used).

 

[yepyepwoah]

I would ride Falkor the Luckdragon™

NSFW:

Then I would ride some kind of dinosaur, maybe a triceratops.

Then I would put a saddle on Donald Trump, and fuck him to death, wet.

South Park ref IUDK

 

[yepyepwoah]

I edited in some more tracks, you may or may not have heard them before.

I was so obsessed with dinosaurs as a kid, I had all these books and I knew more about dinosaurs than anyone I knew including adults. Remember the movie The Land Before Time? That was my shit. I saw it in the theater, first movie I remember seeing in the theater, I cried when Littlefoot's mom died and then I pretended I wasn't crying because for some reason I was embarrassed for my mom to know.

First movie I recall in theater as well maybe 4-6 yrs old?

Sorry for lostinf 3x yall. Just watxhing the sun set and vaping like a MF... Smoked cigs and black and mikds for years... $50 buying nicotine juice etc and having it last 4-6 months is a fuckin different beast.

Ughh fucking cats. I found my cat, that now lives woth my Mom, outside my apartment. She was meowing and I was throwed, meowed back at her until she came up the stairs and into my apartment. Could tell she was hingry and tried to feed her gold fish crackers. She wasnt having it, I let her out and said "if shes still here in a few days shes mine". Someone was dumping cat food on the ground a few days later for her, so I straight up picked her up, almost hid her under my shirt, broight her in. She was so obv. An abbandoned house cat. Snuggled with me and slept at the foot of my bed. Next morning said "ok baby boo, im gonna gwt you a litter box etc after work, try and hold it. Came home, apt smelled like poop, she was shying away like "please dont hate me"... She fucking shit in a plastic bag and rolled it up. Not even joking. Best love I ever had in my life, she helped me stay sane during some rough shit. Ugh, wish it was still like that, but I fucked up.

Also, fans.... I cant sleep without them. Might be a dealbreaker for real.

Just jamming First Blood " 'When Peaceful Protest Becones Impossible' SILENCE IS BETRAYAL ' Violent Revolutiom Becomes Inevetiable' " and Walls Of Jericho " No One Can Save You From Yourself"

Both fast pissed off FUCK the establishment hardcore. So fucking good.

Also had a $10 Indian food buffet today. Ugh. Ate enough for two days.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

Also, fans.... I cant sleep without them. Might be a dealbreaker for real.

Yeah same here hahah

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Hello dear friends, as I must continue to be away for fear that my concurrent alcohol and alprazolam abuse would make me overly whiney and petty, but I felt like dropping in. After all, the jacaranda and magnolia are in full bloom! My preferred walking route has me going past the city's best offering of them both, it is wonderful.

Take a song as a gift:

 

[swilow]

^Hey mate nice to see your name...

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

Welp see youguya
As far as i know my dad called 911 and my mom and possibly my sub doctor too.
Bestcas3 hospital
I think i will most likely go back to jail. I swallowedwhat i had left over. An hour agoso
Dont worryabout me health wise. I fucked up and it looks like i am going to pay fpr it
And i wont even get to enjoy being high as fuck cause im sure theyll say if wr dont youll die...
I ate ehh maybe a half gram so either ill get to enkoy it becausre i doubt they could do much of anything to stop it and if it were up to me id just relax and enjoy.
For real i got eye wiggles like MD.
Theyre coming upnow so i gotta deal with all this.
I wont die dont worry. Im relaxed and i feel great8

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

Sorry fpr dpuble posting but if i am on here with my phone it deletes the original post and i really dony wanna go too far into another bad decision.
This isnt all that different than 1 time. The first time i had moonies i think and obviously i was dumb ejough todoit
Its funny to me anyway that whem. You are dumb like me you can make 2 very different chemicals feel exacty alike

 

[swilow]

^You okay mate? I hope so. Be careful

 

[swilow]

This is such an awesome tune and great video.

 

[Absentsixth]

Thanks for that, it's new to me. Really good tune, wicked video.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

I ended up just staying home, i have no idea how but i did. I still feel like shit but way way less so. Im chillin at primantis watching the pens game. Its funny after i had killed a pitcher of ginger ale i asked if i could get a lebatt blue and she said no and i was confused. Eventually she said well you look like youve already had too much to drink..the last time i drank was at the game lasy time i went to.pittsburgh like almost 2 months ago

 

[yepyepwoah]

I ended up just staying home, i have no idea how but i did. I still feel like shit but way way less so. Im chillin at primantis watching the pens game. Its funny after i had killed a pitcher of ginger ale i asked if i could get a lebatt blue and she said no and i was confused. Eventually she said well you look like youve already had too much to drink..the last time i drank was at the game lasy time i went to.pittsburgh like almost 2 months ago

Well you prolly was still realin fromall whe subox you took, looked intoxicated and they said no.

I was on some xanax and had like one beer at a bar once. Nodded out for 2 seconds, put my head down on the bar, no more service. I was lit at the time, but these bartenders gotta watch they ass or huge fine/jail.

 

[swilow]

Thanks for that, it's new to me. Really good tune, wicked video.

Glad you liked it, it has one of the evillest fucking riffs ever

This track is awesome and I love the video too. I really love the image that Ghost portray, disappointed that they've been officially "unmasked" in court and all that shit.

Great lyrics in this too!

 

[Tranced]

today the peak temperature was about 30°C, but in the summer, it can get as hot as over 35...

Wow, 30 would be our hottest day, if we were lucky. 35 probably breaking records. I know hot weather becomes a chore in hot countries, but give me all that heat and sunshine over rain and clouds any day.

It's summer and about 15° or so. And cloudy. And windy. :/

 

[swilow]

We get up to 41-42℃ in heat waves. We had a day about 9 years ago that was 46.4℃. Unbelievably hot and massive bushfires... That sort of heat is insane. Enjoy your balmy 30° :D

 

[solistus]

So my dad and I are not on great terms right now... He went through my shit while I wasn't home, found my psychedelic stash and the amphetamine sulfate I just started using again at the same therapeutic dose I took for years while I had insurance. When I tried to talk to him about this, he called me a drug addict (something I find pretty offensive, given the amount of work I have done to get and stay clean of *actually* addictive drugs and the fact that the only thing he found that is remotely habit-forming is the one every mental health professional I've talked to about my ADD agrees I should be taking, and which I'd only been taking as prescribed), and attributed basically all the symptoms of my ADD, anxiety, depression, and insomnia to this imaginary drug addiction. We had a brief and unproductive back and forth on FB messenger, in which he at least acknowledged that he should have talked to me and found out what the "dangerous drugs" actually were before throwing them out and berating me about having them, but only in between paragraphs berating me, mixing the drug addiction narrative with passive-aggressive offers to be 'helpful', lowkey gaslighting/emotional abuse, ableism, and so much other bullshit that I've lost track of my reasons for being angry with him.

At least we're kinda-sorta back on speaking terms now - we haven't talked about any of this face to face, which I'm just fine with. I had asked him repeatedly not to have this argument/'discussion' and he ignored me; the only way I got him to stop was to just not respond at all to his latest wall of text. We're back to making trivial chitchat and not actively avoiding each other around the house. Part of me keeps wanting to respond to every new thing he says to piss me off, but that's only going to prolong this situation and make it more stressful. He's not really listening to me, anyway, and every response I send will get one back that will make me angrier somehow, so I'm hoping we can just not. We both agree on what actually needs to happen moving forward - I need to find a job and save up enough money that I can afford to move the fuck out of this house. Hopefully, if I just don't bring up the bullshit he said to me again, he won't either, and we can go on peacefully coexisting for however much longer I have to live here.

Sara's also dealing with some sort of family drama right now, and she's been looking after her brother's kids and dog while he's out of town for the weekend, and she's been feeling sick for the past couple days. So we've both been having shitty weeks, and it looks like we won't get a chance to see each other this weekend

Also, Austin's Pride event isn't during Pride month. Is that... normal? It's in mid-August. edit: oh, and happy Pride month!

 

[Tranced]

Unfortunately when it comes to parents and drugs, emotion tends to always trump logic. I hated my dad for a long time after the grief he gave me for finding out I smoked weed at sixteen.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

My father still frequently gets into arguments about herb with me; luckily he's never found out about anything else