sean107
Bluelighter
^ if you mean people like psychopaths when you say ASPD then you are wrong.
Psychopathic people feel very little effects from opiates.
Psychopathic people feel very little effects from opiates.
^ if you mean people like psychopaths when you say ASPD then you are wrong.
Psychopathic people feel very little effects from opiates.
It's hard to understand but I know a few people who just don't enjoy them. Most because they make them puke their guts out and others who just don't like em in general. Some people can't do weed or psychedelics because of anxiety but even tho I have severe anxiety it actually seems to disappear when I use those. Some people just don't like certain drugs because of deep rooted prejudices they have against them due to DEA scare tactics and stuff they've seen personally. I have a prejudice against meth, PCP + bath salts and refuse to ever try em because with meth I saw a lot of good people turned into monsters and very few ever changed back. PCP because of the media (which I understand largely exaggerates this type of stuff ) but I also saw people who unknowingly got weed laced with it and it was like a lot of them temporarily lost their souls or something and went batshit, another ended up in a coma for something like 14-16hrs and several KIDS he sold that shit to ended up in the ER, I know a lot of people think embalming fluid is just slang for PCP but this guy actually used embalming fluid (the one that starts with a f but I'm to lazy to figure out how to spell it) which is how I knew not to take it because I remembered that distinctive smell from a taxidermist shop I'd visited, that asshole learned his lesson and hasn't dealt anywhere near this area since but that's another story. I don't trust bath salts because I personally think it's dumb to use something with no records of its effects on humans and the possible violent psychosis which I've seen first hand, that being said i think some of the RCs out there are good I think it's the cathinones and other dangerous paranoia inducing stims. I know I'll probably get shit for this post but that's just my personal opinion and everyonce has a right to their own.
For me it was like love at first sight I wish I had known how difficult life could be when I decided to live my life always reasonably high on opiates. There was no task, work or problem too difficult or hard to handle until tolerance and bad judgment start to play a bigger role in life.
When I realized that I needed to quit my life was miserably harsh and only after one or 2 years I started to live again, enjoying the small things, for instance. I turned into a very different person and had to relearn most of the basic things in life, like how to get fun or energized for everything or anything in general. Dealing with emotions and becoming adapted to the new me was particularly difficult. I am glad my family saw the good side of and me helped me throughout the entire process.
For some people Opiates are a way of life but you can't do it forever. At some point you will either die or OD and you'll realize the level of tolerance, side effects and health problems will make it impossible to move forward unless you are sober, and the sooner you get that, the better is the outcome. So, for some of us all the stress and anxiety in life can be overwhelming and you think you can find comfort using medication, benzos, etc but the longer you stay in this road the harder it will be to get off.
It seems pretty much all drug users love opiates, but not all enjoy meth, psychedelics, and weed. Am I right?