In other news I stopped at a friends house I haven't seen in years, and I met his roommate who used to live in New Orleans and was buddies with the KNB Organics / KNB Spirit Pastor...the one who was found dead early last year...and I got the real story... the kinds of people I have been running across, its something else. It was only a few months ago I did some sleuthing online about the conditions surrounding the incident and got a whiff of some unsettling stuff...all of this was confirmed by this person I met the other day. I don't want to say much out of respect, but man, some fucked up shit happened!!!
I've always been good with the ladies, but since I got married hot bitches have been flirting with me a lot. Females...evil sexy beings.Started in a new position at my job today; I am now on a M-F 7am-4pm schedule, at least for the time being. Already got my 40 hours this week so I don't go back to work till Monday, woooooooo! I'm so used to working and being tired now, I might just get bored after a few days hahah. I hope I retain this position, it's right up my alley; slow, low responsibility, and a cute girl working at the help desk next to me who seems (frighteningly) friendly and interested in hearing about me and my interests of all things.
I don't trust her. I think I saw an engagement ring on her left ring finger... not that I'm single either anyways. It just weirds me out when girls are friendly and maintain eye contact with me. I guess years of self-loathing and beating myself up all the time have made me unaccustomed to being considered attractive (or at least not a creep). My interactions with her seemed to indicate a mutual attraction, but I'm always misinterpreting these things, so maybe it's just in her nature to be friendly and chatty. Only time will tell. Would be nice for a girl other than my girlfriend to indicate that I had sex appeal though, after a while you begin to wonder if you're partner is lying to you to make you feel better 8(
Hey man, good luck. Regular chemo or the high dose?
swilow said:Good to hear mate. Is your insurance covering the high dose?
swilow said:How you finding pregabalin?
So my WEENkend was one for the books. I actually didn't do too many drugs, just intermittent small bumps of 3meo and beer and weed. The Ween crowd has got to be one of my favorites. I met a bunch of people from the Ween message board on facebook and made some fun new friends. Turned a few people on to 3meo and they all loved it.
Then to make a great weekend even better yesterday when I got home from work my new roommate, who's been living in my house for less then a week, had a friend over and they were baking a cake and drinking wine so I joined them and we hung for a little while and then at night when everyone went to bed me and the roommates friend had sex, then again this morning. She is this tiny college student black girl from Nigeria. She happens to work at my favorite bar in town, this little deadhead dive bar.
This being single thing is working out a lot better then I initially imagined it would.
glad things are going well for you brother delsyd![]()