So, I feel pretty damn stupid for getting quite as dependent on kratom as I have. I have a job that does random drug tests, so instead of partaking in the things I would really like to (weed, opiates, benzos), I turned to kratom because it was legal. Well, I started enjoying it a little bit too much and have completely wiped out my savings on it.
I was taking approximately 20 - 30 grams every day for the past several months now (originally starting back in May), and I decided to quit last night. I'm sweaty, my legs hurt really badly, and I have little to no energy to do anything. Even going to the bathroom or making a sandwich feels like a huge chore right now. I have felt extremely depressed today, though I can't say for sure whether that's related to quitting cold turkey or not. I also just feel generally uncomfortable, like no matter what I'm doing, I just don't feel well. Kind of like how a hangover just generally makes you feel unpleasant. I don't have any nausea or diarrhea, though I do have some stomach pains and little to no appetite.
I'm a bit concerned because I have work tomorrow and I'm sure I'll still feel like shit, if not worse, then. I know this is nowhere near the withdrawal I'd be going through on anything harder, but it still really sucks. Anybody have any tips on what I can do to feel at least a little better? I'm drinking a lot of water and just trying to rest my body as much as I can, because I have a very hectic job and know I will be exhausted after work.