Addicted to fetnyl got my hands on ibogaine hcl (will be taking at home) need info

[sadieibogaine]

I am a 23 year old female 5'2" 100 pounds I have been battling with my addiction to fentanyl for a few years in 2015 I got sober by cutting myself off cold turkey for a year and a half it was the hardest thing I've done and I cannot stand going through with drawls it's all that's holding me back from quitting. My friend that has been trying to help people get off fetanyl after someone died in his kitchen after a od. He knows how badly I want to quit and will do anything so he got his hands on ibogaine I am planning on taking 1 gram of hcl powder which I will put in capsules and take in 3 doses I will lay In a quiet dark room and move as minimal as possible and take my last toke of dope 10 hours prior to taking ibogaine if I can. Every single day I am depressed over my addiction but withdrawals are stopping me from quitting I smoke about 200$ worth a day. I am healthy with no prior health conditions or medications and I know this is the right thing for me to do but I am scared of taking it at home without being at treatment. I will have 2 sitters the guy whom is giving me the ibogaine and has done about half a gram in the past himself so he has a bit of experience and my best friend will also be there. Mentally I have a complete clear head of what I want to gain out of my experience I am less nervous then excited but I can't help but worry about being completely uncomfortable with the duration on the high. PLEASE ANY ADVICE HELPS. I know if the ibogaine can get me through the withdrawals and the first week of cravings it will change my life

 

[sadieibogaine]

I am a 23 year old female 5'2" 100 pounds I have been battling with my addiction to fentanyl for a few years in 2015 I got sober by cutting myself off cold turkey for a year and a half it was the hardest thing I've done and I cannot stand going through with drawls it's all that's holding me back from quitting. My friend that has been trying to help people get off fetanyl after someone died in his kitchen after a od. He knows how badly I want to quit and will do anything so he got his hands on ibogaine I am planning on taking 1 gram of hcl powder which I will put in capsules and take in 3 doses I will lay In a quiet dark room and move as minimal as possible and take my last toke of dope 10 hours prior to taking ibogaine if I can. Every single day I am depressed over my addiction but withdrawals are stopping me from quitting I smoke about 200$ worth a day. I am healthy with no prior health conditions or medications and I know this is the right thing for me to do but I am scared of taking it at home without being at treatment. I will have 2 sitters the guy whom is giving me the ibogaine and has done about half a gram in the past himself so he has a bit of experience and my best friend will also be there. Mentally I have a complete clear head of what I want to gain out of my experience I am less nervous then excited but I can't help but worry about being completely uncomfortable with the duration on the high. PLEASE ANY ADVICE HELPS. I know if the ibogaine can get me through the withdrawals and the first week of cravings it will change my life

If anyone has done this successfully can you please give me step by step instructions on how to do this in the best way

 

[BeatTheSickness]

I'd reccommend just getting a few packs of kratom, even headshop quality is fine you aren't buying it to get high you need to get through the next few days. obviously any benzos will help if you can get access to it but once this is all over it wont seem like it took that long you come back to reality finally and feel like your old self again i know there doesn't seem like there is any light at the end of the tunnel but there will be and you'll be fine. music+weed+videogames+lope+kratom+showers+time+diarrhea+realitycheck+inspiration+motivation+excitement+more diarrhea = youallbettah now

 

[Jabberwocky]

I have used iboga to detox and get clean before. I don't have enough time to go into specifics right now, but I will post back later tonight or tomorrow.

The one thing I can say though is to try to ween yourself to the lowest dose of opioids you can manage at before going into this. Iboga/ibogaine works better when you're able to appreciate it more and not also going through really severe withdrawal.

Is there any chance you can switch to a longer acting opioid like morphine or methadone, or even oxycodone, for a week or two before doing the ibogaine? That would make the experience more effective.

Read up on erowid.org about ibogaine and how others have used it. They have a LOT of great info there, everything you need to know is already in their vaults. I will report back when I have more time though.

Do consider switching and stabilizing on a longer acting opioid before going into a flood dose of ibogaine though. I also recommend you test out the ibogaine at sub-flood dosages before flooding, just so you have an idea of what it will be like. And if/when you do flood, make SURE you have someone sober with you who is knows a thing or two about psychedelics who can look after you.

 

[Sixxam]

Honey, I was in your shoes 6 weeks ago... Only dilaudid is my evil. I don't know much about iboga.., but kratom and a few benzos got me from 90mg-120 a day habit. I knew I couldn't taper.. As tapering just sent me into panick mode to use more. I said fuck it and took the dive. 6 weeks in and I'm still sober. The first two weeks were rough but after acute withdrawal is over, you stand a good chance. Check out my thread for Any info you might be after.. You can do this shit... If I can, so can you.

My journey starts today (hydromorphone)

That's the title

 

[Jabberwocky]

This is not a thread about trying to dissuade the author from using ibogaine. The OP merely asked if anyone has had any experience using ibogaine to come off opioids.

I will reiterate that entheogens like ibogaine (henceforth I shall refer to it as iboga) seem to work best when one isn't detoxing from a massive habit. In fact, getting detoxed at a professionally managed hospital unit is far preferable to an "iboga detox". Iboga seems to work better once you have already detoxed, or at least begun the detoxing process.

 

[Sixxam]

That was my understanding as well tpd. Again I dunno much about iboga but I've read so really positive stuff! I read a girls story while in detox, 120 pages.. She had a severe fentanyl addiction (iv) , and swears that iboga helped hey immensely. So I know they're is some real positives.

 

[the last dose]

iboga is usually a last resort imo, sadie said she quit cold turkey last time which sucks there are alot of methods and tapers and comfort meds i was willing to try before iboga. I would ween with subs for a week before trying iboga ive done all kinds of acid in my years and personally i dont wanna trip when detoxing. Ive read lots of success stories with iboga and some horror stories too at your age and amount of time on opioids its hard to think your addiction cant be helped other ways before going to iboga. I hope the people around you are very trust worthy and know what they are doing with iboga. Im not trying to step on anybodys toes and i know what the thread says its about, just giving my opinion like i said ive read alot about iboga but still never used it luckily you have TPD to help you since he has done it before and he definitely knows his shit. best of luck

 

[PermaTired]

I've been wondering if it will help someone with a heroin IV problem? I'm sorry I don't have something to contribute but I do wish you lots of luck.