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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: Firly Swolks Discussing Mitillating Tatters Fithout Wilters

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I should take less opiates. Its s slippery slope. I've been edging on addiction again for 18 months, its stressful. They just serve a vital purpose for me. I hope I can get away from them soon, they make me hate life.

But anyway, full moon has me frizzazzled.

Interestung chat over this last page. :)
 
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Yo swilow hang in there... Just wanna know what purpose opioids serve if they make you hate life..

I too am on a slippery slope with the kratom though.

Right now, I'm waiting for the prof returning from lunch to look at my product. Boring... ;)
 
God bless all who are battling those inner demons of depression, loneliness, unworthiness, and hopelessness. Shine Your warm Heavenly Light down upon all of us, Lord, who are looking for our soul mates. Guide us to find peace, happiness, and contentment in our lives and within ourselves. Amen.

My heart goes out to all of you who are struggling with depression and a general lack of joie die vivre.

In other news, I am considering applying for dual citizenship, which I am permitted to do. USA/Italy.
 
Nice, I was saying that Italy is one of the few European countries I haven't visited, but then I remembered that I was in Venice a few years ago. :D
 
In other news, I am considering applying for dual citizenship, which I am permitted to do. USA/Italy.
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You totally should do it. There are costs associated with application but overall mostly benefits. I'm dual citizen in those countries and it opens up opportunities in life you wouldn't have otherwise. Keep in mind Italian citizenship is like European citizenship in many respects. You can move and work freely throughout E.U Europe without restrictions, just rules to follow. You get to vote in crappy Italian politics too. If you get sick, go to Italy and get free healthcare. If you make income from Italy you have to pay tax on it, but it is transparent to the worker (withheld by law) in general so no tax attorneys unless you run a business.
 
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so I had one of the most spiritual experiences of my life last weekend.

my friend gave me some fresh (wet) mushrooms at Gem and Jam festival. I was very sleep deprived and winded from the prior two days of partying so I didn't wanna eat them but I ended up going for it. It was a very blissful experience, mainly consisting of an overwhelming gratitude for being in such a beautiful place on a such a beautiful day.

...then we went into the "space ship."

the "space ship" was a circle of gongs. It was ran by traveling hippies who get people to meditate in the circle and then play all the gongs simultaneously so the people meditating can only hear the gongs. I started meditating and I began to think about my brother who passed away two years ago on Feb 11th 2015. Gem and Jam festival was one of the last things he got to before he died.

I went into a kind of visionary state with my eyes closed and all the sudden I could see my brother. It kind of looked like he was trapped behind a pane of glass, and he kind of looked slightly older.

I've had countless dreams of my brother since he died. Almost every time I'm like "Billy holy shit you're back! where did you go?" and I start to think that whatever world he had died in (reality) was actually just a nightmare or maybe he just was in a coma and now he's okay again. But something in the back of my mind always makes me say, "Billy you need to be really careful, in some other world, you're gone, and everythings been fucked up ever since." but when I tell him this its like he can't react. He can't comprehend what it would be like to lose someone as close as he was to me, and basically gives me a hug and shrugs it off.

however, during this most recent vision I had of him on mushrooms, it was like he finally knew that he was dead. He was desperately trying to express to me how sorry he was, how much he missed me, and how much he loved me. I was instantly brought to tears and struck with overwhelmingly powerful emotions. One of the first thoughts in my head was, "was that real?"

I've always had a condescending attitude towards 'psychic mediums' and people that claim they can communicate with the dead but this time it actually happened to ME, involuntarily. I personally believe it was somehow him.

What do you guys think?
 
^thanks man. its been a lot to process, I haven't even told the people that I was meditating in the gong circle with yet.
 
Wow, SONN, that story was powerful. I didn't know your brother died in 2015... I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose either of my two wonderful siblings.

My old therapist (I'll call her K) told me a similar story; one that makes you stop and think about the nature of life and death. Her dad had a distinctive little tune, uniquely his own, which he would whistle every time he walked in the door when he got home from work.

When he became very sick, K came to his bedside and pleaded, "Dad, if you can, would you send me a message from the other side?" He agreed. "And don't be subtle about it -- I can be oblivious sometimes. Really make yourself known!"

Well, the day he died, K came home from seeing him one last time at the hospital. As soon as she stepped into the door, she heard the tune. Following the sound, she was led to her little daughter's bedroom, who had no idea what had happened. K asked her why she was whistling. Her daughter looked at her with a quizzical expression, and said, "I don't know. I can't stop!" Her daughter never knew how to whistle. The next day, when K asked her to repeat the performance, try as she might, she couldn't do it.

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Now, I can't prove that K didn't make this whole thing up, or exaggerate it. But damn, it really stuck in my mind ever since I heard it.

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Random Stoner Thought of the Day™ (possibly inspired by that time travel thread):

Both memory and control are translations between reality and ideas. Memory is the translation of an event into a conceptual record of the event, and control is the translation of a plan of action into the action itself. The reason you can't control the past, nor remember the future, is that this translation can only occur in one direction: from past to future. This is because any process of translation relies on the laws of nature, which consistently attribute an effect to a prior cause, but not necessarily a prior cause to an effect (keep going south, and you'll always end up at the equator; but if you're on the equator, you didn't necessarily travel south to get there).
 
Yesterday night I tried playstation VR with a horror game (Rush of blood) at my brother's, that was absolutely crazy!!!! Really fucked up... 8(

edit: SONN, yeah i agree that it doesn't matter whether it was real. We seem to be so far away from saying something both certain and wise about divination that the best policy adopted seems to be "presumed truth" when it is so personally transforming and valuable while not harmful to others. I imagine any confirmation would be cherished but I doubt there is anything to have so - as I have experienced myself before - it is most powerful to cherish the experience itself. I have gotten consolation in the lap of the cosmos on DMT after my niece died. It's not the place where I start checking these experiences, it's the last.

For me that is one of the last remaining powers of the concept of 'something bigger than yourself', the sheer ability to do to you what such an experience does gives it authority that is beyond truth or false.
 
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Eventually I took 160 mg Mescaline HCl. Slight nausea while coming up and some body discomfort during the trip. For the trip I spend 3-4 hours in a trance like state, cuddled to my girlfriend and a friend on our couch. I was very focused and could just be in the moment, very interesting experience.

The CEVs were very weak, 80 mg was stronger (??) but the OEV were very pronounced when looking at unstructured surfaces. I saw fractal things and later in the trip non-symmetrical aztec-like things.
 
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For me that is one of the last remaining powers of the concept of 'something bigger than yourself', the sheer ability to do to you what such an experience does gives it authority that is beyond truth or false.
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what an extremely wise statement.

you guys I had an extremely psychedelic night last night at a full moon party. I got there and a random girl gave me a free hit of acid, then an hour later I saw a homie from gem and jam with ketamine and he gave me some, then I saw my other friend about an hour after that and he gave me some MDMA.

then we all sat down in this room that was covered in trippy reflective foil and started doing lines of K. Things got EXTREMELY psychedelic at this point.

the guy that was giving everyone k said, "we all came here together tonight for a reason!" and then all the sudden it was like I was aware of a huge morphing geometric structure. Somehow the room we were sitting in was a part of it, and it was floating through space and like oscillating and rotating and aligning with different planes of space in the room. It gave me a profound sense of oneness with the universe and I started to kind of see everyone in the room as like a god-like figure. holy shit, it was wild.

on top of all this I literally have about 5$ to my name at the moment so having a night like that out of nowhere I was extremely happy about haha
 
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you guys think LSD at a nhl game would be fun? thinking about it but im not sure. id be going to a home game and ive been there before so id be perfectly fine with regards to the environment i think.
 
I guess whatever floats your boat. I'm not much for watchin' sports but if that's what I got off to I'd sure as hell do it on acid.
 
I've had a lot of fun watching eSports tournaments on L, so yeah, go for it. :) Only concern I would have is feeling weird around a lot of potentially conservative anti-drug folk in the audience, but they'll probably never know the difference.
 
Yeah I imagine there'd be beer and you're probably drinking it so I'm sure you'll fit right in.
 
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Eventually I took 160 mg Mescaline HCl. Slight nausea while coming up and some body discomfort during the trip. For the trip I spend 3-4 hours in a trance like state, cuddled to my girlfriend and a friend on our couch. I was very focused and could just be in the moment, very interesting experience.

The CEVs were very weak, 80 mg was stronger (??) but the OEV were very pronounced when looking at unstructured surfaces. I saw fractal things and later in the trip non-symmetrical aztec-like things.
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How was your mental process at this low dose? Mescaline always intrigued me, and at the moment, I don't see myself having heavy experiences due to anxiety issues. A low dose of mushrooms combined with weed was a good experience for me last summer.

Damn I really want to have intense trips again, but I am still too much chicken. Maybe next year ;)
 
I was in a trance like state being very calm, centered and peaceful. I seemed to be so peaceful and calm that my girlfriend and this friend also went to deep relaxation state co-tripping for hours.

What I found very interesting was that during the come up I was getting calmer and calmer and started to focus more and more on what was going on inside me.
 
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