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Welcome How Are You in One Word vs wait! Just one?!

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Just make it over already. I know I'll get past this heartache, but right now I wouldn't mind not existing at all.

Oh and when I get my delivery tomorrow, I'm taking enough to erase myself. Sick of life.

It's 3:30 am and I can tell I'm not going to sleep tonight. I am afraid I am going to die. I think there comes a point in life where you have endured too much and then you're broken. I don't see hope for the future.
 
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^One thing I've learnt, Coast, is that because you can't see hope for the future doesn't mean it ain't there. Life changes overtime in ways you wouldn't even imagine. This can happen suddently or gradualy. I wish I was sober so I could say more, but I took to much heroin and writting a text is more than dificult for me right now.
I like you, and I please you not to harm your self.
 
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^One thing I've learnt, Coast, is that because you can't see hope for the future doesn't mean it ain't there. Life changes overtime in ways you wouldn't even imagine. This can happen suddently or gradualy. I wish I was sober so I could say more, but I took to much heroin and writting a text is more than dificult for me right now.
I like you, and I please you not to harm your self.
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Yes, things do change. It's just a bad feeling in the moment. Be careful with the heroin. I like you too and I hope you're ok. My anti-anxiety medicine didn't come today so all I can do is just try to breathe through this panic attack. Thank you for the kind words.
 
^ Glad to hear.

As for being concerned a bit of everything concerns me lately. Going on a holiday, trying to convince my son to come along. Problems at work, the usual. My father being so sick and stubborn..
 
^E. You could maybe try to barter some more driving lessons with a stick shift like you did a few weeks back. That was as good as gold for me when I was his age. %)



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I would love something to potentiate these anxiety pills. It needs a boost! They feel so blah and they used to make me want to get up and be productive.

I'm glad a friend called me tonight. He trusted me with telling me his mother passed. I usually don't answer calls, but it made me feel good to try to make him feel better.
 
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