johnnyB1990
Greenlighter
Hey guys, so I posted the other day about methadone and the answer I got, although kind and obviously was meant to be helpful, didn't end up addressing my end question. I'm aware you can't get high of methadone as I said I've had 3 times my daily dose of 120mg at once and it did nothing, I'm not interested in tapering down so I can slam smack as I said in the last post I never used needles and don't wish to start now and as I said also in last post, I'm aware people often turn to alcohol benzos coke etc but I have GIVEN UP all other drugs. So basically I should of worded my question better, as my goal is not how to get more "fucked up", as it was so delicately put. I am happy staying on the MMT, so I guess what I'm trying to say is, I still feel the urge to have more methadone even after my dose of 120mg, the effects feel as if they have worn off within around 3 hours of having it and if I haven't had my dose again within 24 hours I'm crook as a dog. I'm five foot seven and weigh 60 kilo. Shouldn't my dose be lasting me longer? Is there a way of taking it so it does last me longer and so I don't feel like I need more of the fucking devil shit that it is. Have tried suboxone/subutex, have tried dosing morning and night, before food, after food. It makes it difficult ad I work 12 hour shifts as a mechanical fitter, if I have my dose Sunday morning, I start work 6 am Monday morning which is too early to dose, but by the time I knock off at 6pm, I'm so fuckin crook it's beyond a joke, however if I dose at 6pm at night, I'm groggy and fucked up all day and still getting sick by around lunch time anyway. Is there any other medication I could take to prolong the duration? Can't stress enough this is NOT to get more off my guts, it's purely to help me function better. I got a mortgage,a good job,5 kids, a missus, I'm 26 years old, don't wanna get off the shit cos I'll go back to drugs and fuck all of the above up but for works sake I need this to last me better. Sorry for the huge post, I know it will be like reading war and fucking peace for you all but if you have the time and any advice, please share it. Cheers.
