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Stressed.

Got into it yesterday with someone who has been staying at my house and then decided to bring 2 strangers in here because they're his "friends". I don't give a fuck, I don't know them. So I had an attitude and made it clear they are not welcome. I am sick of feeling like the bad guy when I have to deal with stupidity.

Also, my granny has an awful cough now that is driving me insane. I NEED to move!!! Fuck. I hate this house and what goes on in it.

Oh and I haven't heard from the guy I'm dating yesterday. I know he's out of town for something, but he still could have texted. Whenever he does text me, I'm taking my sweet ass time getting back to him. I'm also going to lay off of letting him know I'm so into him. That's when certain guys get a big head and start acting like they can move on and do better than you or something.
 
Last night I was thinking how my house feels similar to the mental institution. I didn't want to get up and interact with people there, but I had to force myself. Just like I have to force myself to interact with a house full of people I can't stand. And my little brother is allowed to have a girl shacked up over here and spending the night. Are you fucking kidding me?! No rules or boundaries. People should not have reproduced. I feel hatred and it's justified.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Last night I was thinking how my house feels similar to the mental institution. I didn't want to get up and interact with people there, but I had to force myself. Just like I have to force myself to interact with a house full of people I can't stand. And my little brother is allowed to have a girl shacked up over here and spending the night. Are you fucking kidding me?! No rules or boundaries. People should not have reproduced. I feel hatred and it's justified.
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What's bad with your brother having a girlfriend in the house anyway?
 
bomber said:
What's bad with your brother having a girlfriend in the house anyway?
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Because she is here every day and even spends the night. It should not be allowed. But I am not his parent so fuck it. I'm done worrying about other people. I need to focus on moving away. The girl is just another person who comes in and out of this house. There are too many people who come and stay over is my point. Not just her. I just need to get away from here.
 
^I know how you feel, Im that kind of person, I like living alone so that I have my own space. But is there anything wrong with your brother and his girl? You could try to have a good relationship at least with them. Just a thought :)
 
bomber said:
^I know how you feel, Im that kind of person, I like living alone so that I have my own space. But is there anything wrong with your brother and his girl? You could try to have a good relationship at least with them. Just a thought :)
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Yeah, I've been frustrated and it's been straining relationships. That makes it so uncomfortable when I have to face these people. As long as I'm here, I do need to try to make peace until I can get out on my own.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Yeah, I've been frustrated and it's been straining relationships. That makes it so uncomfortable when I have to face these people. As long as I'm here, I do need to try to make peace until I can get out on my own.
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Even after you make it on your own, you can have a better relationship with them. I say that cause in my case, since I left my house and live alone, my relationship with my family improved very much. Space makes relationships better, you know.
 
Awesome! Had a productive day and a really good attitude. Also excited because plans were made to see the guy I'm into in a few days. Just came in from a refreshing walk outside around the neighborhood. It was cold, but still comfortable enough to smell the refreshing air and appreciate nature.
 
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