Sounds like your a good customer to the guy and know him on other levels, why would he not give you tick? Tick doesn't really roll in the smack game but they're expections, not think? I have been there i used to give tick to people who I know I could trust.
I can't really describe the way I smoke my gear, I was showed of somebody who knew what they where doing and I have just followed the same steps ever since, always make sure i do the little trangle to collect most gear, I have been smoking gear for 3 year and only now I would say I am good at chasing, definetly an art form , that sadly you only get better at more of a junkie you become.
I ended up seeing my man early this morning, gave him the score I said I would then paid for another 2 up front, one was for somebody else tho and one was mine, plus i still had maybe a shitty bag from yesterday's half g, back at the missus's so keep the gear at my mums only way I wouldn't do it in. My missus wants life back to normal after she fucked me out around the corner to my mums lol but I need to get back to normal now, Friday I see my drugs worker and hopefully get another script, that's the thing when I get caught being naughty she fucks me round to my mums as punishment lol but it just sets me off on one cause I don't have her watching over me, sad but true , even when am fucked out I still stay some nights and fuck her , says only thing am good for lol and am still expected to put my hand in my pocket for house stuff , but it's her way at getting back at me for me doing something fucked up yet again lol , but when she wants us to go back to normal am usually pretty fucked by that point and need to get back to a semi normal human being, I used yesterday afternoon, and that was after sniffing a little bit of subby in the morning, am sniffing that little it's just holding off the worst, cause i had so little, I have about 1ml left keep that just in case, so that was .25 yesterday 3 oclock and I had a nice feeling rest of the day/night was in bed watching tv and stuff lol few joints of good pollen still felt good was even having a fly little nod, my house is empty by 7 bells in the morning most day with everybody got somewhere to go part from me , today I was myself slept okish last night up a few times but not cause of WD feelings, but slept from 2 right through till people started getting up to leave the house av still felt ok by this point but bang on 8 woke sharp felt it big time, ready and away to my hidey hole, not before being sick and having that boke, pure rattle the worst in a little while thank god I had that .25 right on to the foil and had a good 5/6 lines and I felt myself come round it's good gear but bad rattles, after I started to feel normal I had a somebody come to me looking for me to help them, so I txd my man well I enjoyed what I already had, mans always fast, but always wants to sit and talk to me about whatever happening round about, most time I want away asap cause am needing , but today I was ok so sat with him for 5, he comment I looked fresh lol I said cause I kept a bit from yesterday, think he was maybe hinting at scoring else where too, fuck him if he was am not , that's how am doing this deal n that deal with him and getting tick because am only scoring from him, saying he's gonna phone after with a tester of new stuff cause I have told him I will go else where if it's drops in standard, he doesn't take it but he knows am no mug and will to else where and with the other stuff I get up to he wants me on side that's why he's told me never to sit rough because much I put his way and with other dealings, but on Friday I want back on my subs, I need back on them I want to live the normal life with her, well normal ish because there is always gonna be that odd whatever, not even always smack I like my vals too, and am around them and a lot of them, but I have some self control with them, but I don't with junk, if I drink alchol I always sniff white and that becomes a massively problem on it's on so don't do that when am with my missus. Done a bit of that last week.
Think am a bit of my nut here lol slabbering a lot of shit, but I feel here me because I am basically a secret junkie, little bits are known to a few but on the whole no body knows what it's like, can talk to no one else about it, so I find I can let of a bit of steem with people in the same boat , hope everyone is good and no one is rough!!
The gear varies from seller to seller, some is shite, some is good, depends where you are!!!!
