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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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Yeah it feels like rubber & i swsar its shrunk in size tho some days when i wake up i have morning wood i dont know prokly the meth has somethingg to do with it
 
My pa is hungarian my ma Lithuanian and I cant get erectiom even if I think of sex. Its like I am CHEMICALKY CASTRATED. HWELP its been. Six frigging months!!!
 
My aunt told me today earlier that some poeple in the town have spread some gossip about me, saying that i am a lazy and unambitious person, and that my father is unlucky to have such a lazy son who spends his days on the couch watching tv all day, but they dont know about the evil poison in me that prevents me from functionining like a normal human being!!!!!! Im seriously considering suicide, theres nothing i can look forward to in life!ni cant lift weight, i cant run, i cant read a book, i cant have focus ,i cant loose weight, i cant feel pleasure, heck i cant even stand on my feet for more than 2 minutes!...school is starting after 5 days, god knows how im going to fuction in it. My life was SO Beautiful before the poison its all shattered now , im crying every fucking day bcos of the problem. Im praying every day for god to help me.
 
@joey I hear you man, this is the worst torture a guy can go through.

@flakka there's no answer, I've had rubber dick for 6 months.

@sobrietysucks I too have been chemically castrated for 6months. I hardly feel like a man anymore dude.

@lazar I feel for you bro, hang in there.
 
flakka said:
How long has it taken for peoples penis to get a natural hard on without touching it
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There's really no set time frame. As discussed in earlier posts, some of us have come to the conclusion the poison works in mysterious ways. For example: I experienced what I thought was full recovery after 3 months of being off the poison. That "high" lasted about a month and then I was thrown back into the web that is Invega Sustenna. During that month I was able to get erections just thinking about girls. But (fast forward a bit) now that I'm 17 months off the poison I can get that pretty much whenever. Still, though, there are other things I haven't gotten back yet. Things that I will not discuss.
 
I found this study somewhere on the internet, and it concludes that supposed "schizopherics" on antiphycotics are significantly more likeley to be in major deppression than "schizopherics" that are not on antiphycotics.

By Harrow, Martin; Yonan, Cynthia A.; Sands, James R.; Marengo, Joanne
Schizophrenia Bulletin, Vol 20(2), 1994, 327-338.
Abstract
Investigated the presence of a full depressive syndrome in schizophrenia years after theacute phase and factors linked to these depressive syndromes. 75 schizophrenia and schizoaffective patients and 32 patients with bipolar affective disorders were studied prospectively at index hospitalization and followed up 4.5 yrs later as part of the Chicago Followup Study. All Ss were aged 17–30 yrs. Over 30% of the schizophrenia patients showed full depressive syndromes during the followup year. Schizophrenia patients on neuroleptics were significantly more likely to show full depressive syndromes than those not on neuroleptics. This relationship held after the level of posthospital psychosis was controlled. Data suggest that neuroleptic use is 1 factor linked to the depressive-like syndromes found in the posthospital phase in nonchronic schizophrenia samplesarrow-10x10.png. The data indicate a strong link between neuroleptic use and anhedonia. (PsycINFO Database Record © 2013 APA, all rights reserved)
 
This is beyond fucked up, I'm starting to feel suicidal too. Invega sucks the soul out of you and I just can't see myself bouncing back to my old self. Depressing.
 
Anyoneexperienced losing empathy while on invega? Or falling into this depression including the numbness that comes with it?
 
@myrzarie I am currently experiencing both of these effects even though I quit taking the drug 6 months ago, my feelings have been dampened and I would say I'm depressed.
 
Myrzarie said:
Anyoneexperienced losing empathy while on invega? Or falling into this depression including the numbness that comes with it?
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I'm very depressed, No motivation, No Energy. I want to die. 5 months off the poisen
 
I've been off of it for a month been on it for a year now hopefully I can get back to being my old self
 
@lazar, that study is complete bullshit. Like where's the study that shows major depression in people that are medicated that have no disease? There is none, because they're not allowed to medicate those who aren't "sick". All they're doing is selling chemicals to people that have different effects, experimenting on us. We're like lab rats. And they make millions in the process.
 
Notapsycho,
Anyone who displays slight emotions of anger, sadness, irritablity are instantly, without question, diagnosed with schizoph. Speacking of which, psychitrists have a disease for everyone on the planet, like in the video i shared a while ago, a psychologist said that every real disease is discovered, while every peychitrist disease is invented.
 
Lazar said:
Notapsycho,
Anyone who displays slight emotions of anger, sadness, irritablity are instantly, without question, diagnosed with schizoph. Speacking of which, psychitrists have a disease for everyone on the planet, like in the video i shared a while ago, a psychologist said that every real disease is discovered, while every peychitrist disease is invented.
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Psychiatry is crimes against humanity. Google Thomas Szasz and Seth farber.
 
Lazar said:
I really want to die, but i dont want to go to hell for suicide, when i turn 18 next year i will join the army here in lebanon and get deployed to fight isis hopefully ill die a heros death by then, only problem is its hard to get through bootcamp when theres a poison lurking inside you.
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Hey bro, where in Lebanon are you from? Are you a Maronite?
 
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