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How High Are You? v. On a scale of 1 to Charlie Murphy

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Everything in moderation...including moderation! ;)

No, but in all seriousness, it is a good thing to quit drugs for periods of time...it gives you valuable perspective and helps you "keep the magic" (if you decide that you'd ultimately like to continue using [insert drug here])
 
Did some H today, took 12mg bromazepam and I'm smoking some hash atm. Feeling very nice. :)

Burnt Offerings said:
Everything in moderation...including moderation! ;)

No, but in all seriousness, it is a good thing to quit drugs for periods of time...it gives you valuable perspective and helps you "keep the magic" (if you decide that you'd ultimately like to continue using [insert drug here])
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You have a problem with our moderating?! *swings banhammer* Howbout now? =D
(I know that's not what you meant incase you think I'm being serious :p).
 
Appreciate the words :D Cessation of (almost) all the drugs I've been doing has left me in a weird mental/emotional state as you could imagine. I just feel bad about basically everything. It's like guilt, anger, lethargy, and sadness all swirled into one big shitty brain soup.

I really like that, Burnt, moderation in moderation haha. The M word needs to return to my vocabulary.
 
I must've nodded out too soon to post this:

Last night I took 100mg tramadol, followed by 100mcg fentanyl intranasally and then 10mg morphine rectally. Then I did a dab, and nodded merrily away. One of the better highs I've had on opiates. I was too high to smoke a cigarette, even, which is not something I frequently experience.
 
^niiice

It's my fuckin birthday! So I took 10mg morphine this morning, feeling nice now. Can't wait for my h to get here.. Now home from lunch with some friends and taking some dabs. Might go to the beach later
 
Felonious Monk said:
^niiice

It's my fuckin birthday! So I took 10mg morphine this morning, feeling nice now. Can't wait for my h to get here.. Now home from lunch with some friends and taking some dabs. Might go to the beach later
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Happy birthday :)

Did you just take the 10 mgs of morphine orally? For some reason I've never been able to really "feel" oral morphine...honestly I'd rather take 10 mgs of oxycodone than 60 mgs of morphine (if we're talking about simply taking them via oral ROA)...low bioavailability I suppose.

As for me, I'm enjoying 5 grams of Green Malay kratom. It's bittersweet enjoyment, considering recent legal developments :(
 
Thanks guys

not particularly feeling it, just kinda baseline. dabs help. I'm out of oxy so all I have left are a few morphines, fent patches, and a sub strip
 
Happy birthday FM!

Aboot to take me some codeine.

E: 700 mg codeine. Haven't had this much in 2 weeks. Dropped my tolerance/use to 300 mg/dose each day. So, now this is nice.
 
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HBD FM! Hope you have a nice one!

OT: I woke up dopesick as hell. So I hurried to prepping a shot. Turns out I first shot some kanna that has been sitting in my drawer for over 6 months, but is in the exact same bag as my heroin. And so I just assumed it was my H. (Both are brown, and I had cut my heroin which was 1 big chunk into smaller chunks, so the kanna looked a bit alike since it had all clumped together in brown clumps).

Right after pushing the plunger I felt a big bout of nausea, and my dopesickness got 10x worse. The first 15 mins I had no idea what was going on, and I was wondering what I should do.. Take some morphine orally and wait an hour to get the dopesickness to go away or do another shot of the shit that made me feel even worse. (I was still 100% dopesick, even worse than before. Teary eyes, runny nose, nausea, had to run to the bathroom and do my bestest not to throw up).

THEN it hit me; wait wasn't my kanna in the same bag as this? and I looked through my drawer to see my H sitting there... So I hurried to prep another shot, did it, and boom, the dopesickness faded in seconds. I hope I didn't do anything too bad by shooting that kanna by mistake. :\ It barely dissolved anyway..

Damn, that was pretty scary. I really didn't know what to do until I realized what was going on.

Took 18mg bromazepam to calm down as well and thinking of taking another 12mg as I'm still a little stressed.

I threw out the kanna finally btw, lol.
 
How do you feel about kanna P2C? I like a very small amount with weed for extra stonage but even then I'm kinda meh about it. I think the (alleged) SSRI effects don't agree with me as I just end up feeling weird. When I snort it or sub it I don't get any sort if high, just agitation.
 
@P2C holy friggin crap dude, I'm glad you're ok

Thanks for the birthday wishes. Yesterday was pretty quiet since I've got plans next weekend and don't really have the money to do it up big both weekends.. BUT guess who's got 2 thumbs and is getting high today.. this guy--thank jeebus for the internet I've got some H. First time in about 3 years!

Just smoked a joint outside and now enjoying a little yogurt before I sample a little...
 
devilsgospel said:
How do you feel about kanna P2C? I like a very small amount with weed for extra stonage but even then I'm kinda meh about it. I think the (alleged) SSRI effects don't agree with me as I just end up feeling weird. When I snort it or sub it I don't get any sort if high, just agitation.
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I've never tried it aside from this morning, and that was far from a pleasant experience. I will never try it (again, if you could call the error I made 'trying it'), even if offered to me for free. Hell, I'd even have to be paid a good amount of money before I would even consider trying it.

As for what I felt from my mistake shot: slight tremor, anxiety, extreme nausea (that was the dopesickness, but this stuff amplified it tenfold easily). Basically nothing good.

OT: Did some more heroin over the past few hours and I'm feeling pretty good again. :) Was still a scary experience this morning.. Being dopesick as hell and heroin (seemingly) not working to get well again, but instead making things even worse.. That's scary. I was sick as fuck and had no idea how to take care of it eventhough I had about 3000mg + another 3360mg of morphine within arms length. Same with about a gram of heroin.

There was no way I would've done another shot of (what I thought at the time was) my H before I figured out what wasn't right.

I was also hesitant to take any morphine because A. It would take 'ages' (feeling like that, a minute felt like an hour) to work and B. I felt like I might have to throw up at any time right then. So I thought that if I did take morphine there was a good chance I'd puke it back up before it had any chance to take effect. Then finally C. I was already nauseous as fuck and thought taking morphine orally would upset my stomach even further and make throwing up a sure thing (mind you, this was when I already thought heroin wasn't working, so I wasn't sure the morphine would even work either at that point).

TL;DR I'm good. High on H, some bromazepam I'm not sure if I ended up taking another when I said I might, so either 18 or 30mg) and I also took half a brotizolam tablet a few hours ago (0.125mg). Threw out the kanna so shit like that will never happen again.

Felonious Monk said:
@P2C holy friggin crap dude, I'm glad you're ok

Thanks for the birthday wishes. Yesterday was pretty quiet since I've got plans next weekend and don't really have the money to do it up big both weekends.. BUT guess who's got 2 thumbs and is getting high today.. this guy--thank jeebus for the internet I've got some H. First time in about 3 years!

Just smoked a joint outside and now enjoying a little yogurt before I sample a little...
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Cheers, I'm glad I'm okay too. =D Enjoy your H and be sure to let us know how it was (I'm talking about describing both the quality and the experience, if you want to of course). I'm really curious about both. ;) Anyway, again, enjoy your birthday! How old are you now, btw?
 
Sup P?

I am pretty good with my low tolerance and getting pretty good results from just tablets these days.

I got sick as fuck for a long time to lower my tolerance.
 
Not much, I thought you were out of town or I guess I must've misread something in that IM message you sent me. I just seem to be pretty tired a lot lately. Don't know how to explain that but I've been sleeping a LOT these past few days. 18-20/24 hours isn't even exaggerating that much. Guess I should lower my opiates dose if I want more wakey-time. =D

Anyway, I'm good with my oral morphine these days as well. Doesn't mean I can't enjoy some heroin from time to time though, am I right?! ;) The MS Contins are keeping me away from the needle mostly, and can curb my cravings for oxy and/or heroin (which I do take IV almost always) easily. The H I bought earlier this week wasn't me giving in to a craving, because I could've just as well continued taking my morphine. But I figured there's nothing wrong with some H from time to time, and as long as I have my MS Contin I can actually stick to doing it only from time to time with ease.

So yeahh, switching from OC to MS contin 2 months (I think?) ago has been a great decision. I don't have to spend more than half my time dopesick anymore. I'm dopesick maybe 1-3 days per month instead of 3-4 days per week now. And even those 1-3 days aren't usually because I run out too fast, but rather because I'm too broke to pay the ~20 dollars (~15EUR) I need to fill a new script..

So yeah. MS Contin ftw! Not because of its effects, but because of its solid efficacy and because it's a strong narcotic I can actually use without it ruining my quality of life. :)

How are you? Feel like skyping or smt? I'll check if you're online in a sec and give you a call if you're online on it. Won't be for very long though as I'm pretty tired.
 
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