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Recovering Addicts: If the world were ending...............

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I hope this is the right place to ask this.

It's just something I was thinking about. To those of you who have quit heroin or other drugs, if you knew the world was going to end in, say, two weeks, would you start using again? If not, why not?
 
Right place to ask this? Hell yes!

Would I do dope if the world were ending and I knew it would be okay and there wouldn't be any consequences? Fuck no. I'd probably cry and hug someone and spend time with people I love most in the world. People to me are inherently more valuable than anything can ever be to me, drugs, money all that shit included. TBH there is a high likelihood I could do some dope right now. And honestly I think it is because I am just fed up with the bullshit. But just the small chance something goes wrong makes it entirely not worth it anymore. I know what I have to lose is more than myself. Guilt functions in funny ways sometimes.

What is the point of this query I wonder? Whenever I see this question I can't help but imagine it is a loaded gun. I mean, if you want to use, use. If you don't, find a way to do something different.

Maybe I'm just being small minded about this, but, yeah. Connect with something. Bigger than yourself or any one thing.
 
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One thing I could say is if the world was literally going to end in in 14 days, there are some people who I would make sure didn't make it that long.
 
I would definitely do lots of drugs, yes. I'd probably try and find some women to have unprotected sex with too.

To me a better hypothetical would be "if you knew that you were going to die in the very near future (due to, say, a bad medical diagnosis, a terminal illness), would you start using again?" To which the answer would be still probably yes, but my use would be more restrained and I'd put a lot more effort into settling my affairs with my family and loved ones, and making sure that they were cared for after I was gone. But the End of the World, experienced collectively by all of humanity at once, with everyone experiencing death as a communal experience? Hell yeah I'd do drugs! I'd buy a whole box of needles and as much heroin as I could! ;)
 
Not gonna lie... if presented with the opportunity id use h. I wouldnt waste my day hunting for a way to get some but FUCK it's been so long and I have plenty of supplies so I'd be down. **drools
 
The purest d-methamphetamine and the rawest dope for me...both delivered via the needle, of course. Plus several hundred minor tranquilizers & a quarter pound of chronic

Hey you only get one End, gotta do it up right ;)
 
Nah, just some good dope. I mean i SUPPOSE if forces into it (haha) id smoke hella weed amd take maybe 3-4mg Clonazepam... not enough to be blacked out all day, just comfortable. I dont wanna be stupid.

Id rail some coke, perhaps. I generally shoot it but I wouldnt wanna be hiding away doimg shot after shot after shot. Snorting it would allow me to hang with loved ones as well. Family IS more important than drugs. No alcohol for me... im a raging alcoholic and not in a fun way. I hate drinking.
 
I guess it would depend on your mentality as a recovering addict. Are you actually recovering or are you just going through the motions? After a few months of sobriety, for me at least, I started to see how great life was sober, or how great it could be I guess. How life used to be, almost like a childlike happiness that no matter what, now that I am clean things are going to work out. I got a taste for what it felt like to be a regular human being living naturally free of the chains of addiction. It was breathtaking, and tragically short lived.

If I was happy with how my life was going with sobriety, then drugs would be the last thing on my mind as I would probably just feel grateful to be sober to truly experience THE END surrounded by my loved ones with no regrets.

However, if I was already riding the downward spiral and just looking for an excuse, I suppose the end of the world would be just in time. I choose valium, whiskey, and a shit ton of cocaine. Surrounded by my loved ones.
 
CfZrx said:
Where would you go first to look for these women?
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Man, fuck if I know...it's been a while since I've even seen one of these "women" I speak so cavalierly of (sigh)

First I'd need to go back to living in an area with other human beings I suppose
 
I'd probably indulge in a whole host of recreational drugs, perhaps loot Mcdonalds - then when shit was about to hit the fan send myself out via a delicate and peaceful nod :|

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I doubt there would be many dealers working if the world was coming to an end. =D

It that weren't an issue though, I'd get a load of heroin, oxy, weed, some benzos (not too many) and lots cocaine and go speedballin' hard until I did myself in because of an OD (accidental; I would keep pushing the dose until it killed me but it wouldn't be my intention to kill myself).
 
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