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Betha

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Just want to say hello everyone. I'm the new chick and I hope I'm doing this right lol. I have trolled the site many times looking for answers from real people with real experiences and I decided it was time I join y'all.
I'm from East Tn. I'm 46yrs young and I've been in treatment for chronic back pain since 2008.
I try to stick to dr's orders but occasionally flub up. I've been kicked out of a couple of pain clinics in the past. Maybe I can help someone in the future with some of the things I've dealt with.
I am looking forward to being a member of such a great group
 
More about me and my love for oxycodone

ComfortablyNumb95 said:
Hi and welcome to Bluelight :)
You have trolled the site? Lol maybe you meant strolled or something ? :)
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DixiChik said:
Hey Betha...WELCOME to BL! =D Nice to "meet" a fellow southerner!
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Betha said:
Just want to say hello everyone. I'm the new chick and I hope I'm doing this right lol. I have trolled the site many times looking for answers from real people with real experiences and I decided it was time I join y'all.
I'm from East Tn. I'm 46yrs young and I've been in treatment for chronic back pain since 2008.
I try to stick to dr's orders but occasionally flub up. I've been kicked out of a couple of pain clinics in the past. Maybe I can help someone in the future with some of the things I've dealt with.
I am looking forward to being a member of such a great group
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Im really not sure if I'm doing this right or not. Thought I would add more about myself. I got addicted to oxycodone in 2007 after my ex husband done a job on my back during one of my occasional beatings. Since then it has become a love hate relationship with the most addicting drug I have ever used. I've tried cocaine, ecstacy and still a lover marijuana. I was doing meth pretty heavily for almost 15 years but when the oxycodone came along my cravings for other drugs ceased. I'm not saying I don't dabble in them now and then but I do have to be really careful due to the UA's the pain clinic has me do every month. I wish it was easier to get them prescribed. I won't lie.
I have been kicked out of my fair share of pain clinics for one reason or another but even then I still managed to score my oxys. I prefer to snorting them. I have tried the iv aproach and the initial high is nice but it doesnt last long enough for me. Oh and i absolutely love the drain. I think that's part of my addiction. I just feel so much better about life when I have my pills. They actually help with my depression. I guess it's just the fact that I'm happy when I have them. At one point I was going thru 180 oxycotin 40mg and 180 oxycodone 15mg in less than 2 weeks. I'm lucky I didn't overdose. I am doing no where near that today.
It's hard to talk about my addiction with just anyone. The people I can talk about it with really aren't my "friends". We are " just getting high buddies".
I have my high and lows and would like to be able to talk to someone whose not gonna judge me.
I'm an introvert and not very good with words. I'm sure once I figure out how to post threads and make some friends I will have questions for y'all. Here's one. How do I update my profile lol.
Later for now
 
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