60mg hydrocodone, 2mg clonazepam, weed, starting fluid, 100mg hydroxyzine, and 5ml 1,4-butanediol
Fuck the world. I hate it. Someone who claimed to be from the Deet program I wouldn't listen and then they said they were Jessica Simpson (probably because I watched that Eminem video that she sings on, We Made You) in my head were trying to convince me of something before I did most of the starting fluid that I used and I got them to admit that they were really Dr. Mededi from Terrell, Texas mental institution and they are the same bunch that are involved with taking the raccoons and torturing them and possibly other types of telepathic animals and nobody believes that any of this is happening so I am self-destructing. Fuck you, fuck everyone.
A few minutes ago a woman started saying through my mouth, "It's bad" and it might have been Jessica Simpson but I don't think it was her but when I finger tapped (actually clapped my hands) to ask, they said they were Jessica Simpson.
Update:
The government or mental institution was remotely drugging me with Seroquel or another antipsychotic like they keep doing, which makes me depressed and so I don't know what is real so I took 400mg bupropion/Wellbutrin, 600mg modafinil/Provigil, 450mg sertraline/Zoloft+70mg escitalopram (both SSRIs) and 180mg duloxetine (an SNRI) to reverse it all.
Update#2:
Right after I did that, they started adding more antipsychotics so I am having another 200mg bupropion, 400mg modafinil/Provigil, and double the SSRI+SNRI dose and see if I can find the old bottle of Paxil to add that to it.
Update #3
30mg hydrocodone, 2mg clonazepam, 1mg alprazolam