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How High Are You v. Not High Enough for this Life

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2 mgs is the buprenorphine sweet spot for me personally, IMO there is a high associated with it but it's a mild one...however it does last a hell of a long time.

I was skeptical of suboxone for a while but I actually wish I could get a script for it, at least for tapering purposes. Wouldn't mind using it for a couple weeks before attempting to quite all opiates/opioids. I don't particularly like the benzo/opiate combo either, cannabis + opiates is a much better combo (also don't like cannabis + benzo combo...benzos just generally detract from other drugs IMO)
 
I need to quit the valium at some point. For now, I just took 5mg with kratom tea and may add beer. Probably... Then a spliff before bed.
 
Tryptamino said:
not sure that you should expect to get very high from bupe, especially at that dose. I find that lower doses get you more of an opioid effect actually. I used to do 1-2 mg and i would get a long lasting high comparable to tapentadol, i hear that doses above 4mg don't work, cause of the naloxone or something. also, although this is an unpopular opinion, benzos i find, when combined opioids, only potentiate the sedative aspect, but seem to dull the euphoria a little bit. I usually dose my benzos about 45 min to an hour into my opiate high.
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Burnt Offerings said:
2 mgs is the buprenorphine sweet spot for me personally, IMO there is a high associated with it but it's a mild one...however it does last a hell of a long time.

I was skeptical of suboxone for a while but I actually wish I could get a script for it, at least for tapering purposes. Wouldn't mind using it for a couple weeks before attempting to quite all opiates/opioids. I don't particularly like the benzo/opiate combo either, cannabis + opiates is a much better combo (also don't like cannabis + benzo combo...benzos just generally detract from other drugs IMO)
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People who don't take it regularly say there is a high, people who are opiate naieve even Moreso obviously, but not when taken regularly as maintenance, I've never felt anything really over the last 2.5 years. It's keeping me safe but I do still want to get high sometimes. (Ok a lot ;))
 
I was always able to get an 18+ hour buzz from bupe at 1-2mg, then again despite a long (8 years) history of opiates I've never been hooked.

Smokin rollies now, will smoke one more spliff before bed. I got one good dose of kratom left for the weekend. TNW definitely gave a better buzz than tea does yet i can't be down with the sandy texture anymore! Throwing up kratom through your nose once r twice will do that.

Fuck, whatever, I'm high, I only wish I didn't have to be up for work in 4 hours.
 
Smoking cigarettes and a bottle of beer
Camp Maxey in NE Texas is killing off the telepathic raccoons and bears they have in the hyperform project. They need to be saved. I hear they are in the East side of the compound

Update:
They are trying to kill/in the process of killing deet the Paris, TX hospitals and
 
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-- 8.0mg Lorazepam
-- 120mg Oxycodone
-- 30mg Methadone
-- 150mg Promethazine
-- 1.8g Ibuprofen
-- 30mg Duloxetine
-- Marlboro red 100s
 
Ativanage2mg said:
-- 8.0mg Lorazepam
-- 120mg Oxycodone
-- 30mg Methadone
-- 150mg Promethazine
-- 1.8g Ibuprofen
-- 30mg Duloxetine
-- Marlboro red 100s
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Super jealous of your Oxy script... 4 30s a day? That's a fantasy for me.
With Methadone, esp 50mg or under... Man.. You get to feel the full effects of both of my favorite opiates.. (60-80mg Methadone blocks some of other opiates effects).. ESP with 8mg Lorazepam daily.. You got awesome scripts.

I got another 10mg dose raise of my Methadone a couple days ago. To make it a 120mg total. My Doctor who scripts my Methadone stated that 'you need to be on a symptomatic stable dose of Methadone to help the risk of future relapses, which includes cravings to use'

110mg was a ALMOST perfect dose. My cravings didn't kick in until bedtime.. Which caused minor insomnia.
Went to my doctor again, and he gave me another 10mg.. Now on 120mg, I feel REALLY good and NO CRAVINGS whatsoever..not even when I wake up in the morning.. Finally found my correct dose to stop relapsing on dope.. Super happy.

Today..

--120mg Methadone
--4.0mg Clonazepam
--10mg Diazepam
--2.4g Gabapentin
--225mg Hydroxyzine
--100mg Promethazine
--600mg Ibuprofen
--DeCaf coffee
--Winston 100s
 
Is it possible to ban members from specific threads?

There must be some rule about doling bad vibes in the HHAY thread...

I'm sober, maybe that's the problem ;)
 
Burnt Offerings said:
Small shot of speed. Black coffee.

I've been pretty bummed out recently. Someone gave me a bit of d-methamphetamine lately and I've been slowly going through it slowly. Probably not the best thing for my mental health but it's hard to be super sad just driving around and knowing that you have an amber vial of magic feel-good shards at your place. Usually I just take small bumps but sometimes I break down and decide to IV

I've been brutally sick lately but I think I'm finally turning a corner on that.
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Shot the very last of the speed I had from this post. Thought about chucking it all buuut...didn't. I wasn't comfortable shooting the full 50 units so I just shot 25, got high, squirted the rest of the drug into the trash and threw away the syringe. I'm DONE. I'm convinced that some of the health problems I've been experiencing recently is the result of shooting drugs. I haven't even smoked or bought weed in days and days, and that's rare for me. I want to get healthy for once!

Meth is like someone who's a really good fuck (and that's why you keep associating with them) but who you're embarrassed to be around in public, can't bring around your friends & brings a ton of stress and drama into your life. Not even worth it. Heroin is like someone who I have legitimate affection for but is slowly but surely draining my lifeforce. More of a vexing problem to quit that but fuck it, I'm gonna stop doing tar too. Once I set my mind to something I fucking do it, I don't even care

I'm never going to be an NA, total sobriety, big book-quoting, coffee-chugging person but compulsive narcotics use, IV drugs? That leads to an empty, unfulfilling life IMO
 
Looks like you've turned a corner, friend!!

Don't hate on NA meeting though, hot chicks horny from withdrawals in there.

I'm drinking beer now
 
SirTophamHat said:
Don't hate on NA meeting though, hot chicks horny from withdrawals in there.
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LOL that reminds me of something a buddy told me once, when I exclaimed (this was before I got into drugs, mind) that I couldn't believe that someone had done drugs while staying in rehab...to which he replied "dude, rehab is where you get the best connects!" =D
 
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Beer and spliffs. Accidentally bought weak(er) weed today since it was on sale... Should doubled down.

Will most likely dose benzo at bedtime.
 
I helped a friend get a monthly morphine script. So in return he's giving me half his box this month. Which means 28x60mg MS Contin for me!! Yay!! Never tried morphine before actually so i'm kinda psyched!

OT: I did a truckload of oxy yesterday because I knew I would get the morphine today, normally I would've used them sparingly to make it to friday (which is when I can get my 2 scripts filled; 1 for 40's & 1 for 80's). Saved 60mg for this morning so I'd be able to go to that friend with the morphine without feeling like death. But 60mg barely holds me, so I was super happy to find that I had an oxy80 left in my hiding spot. I nearly jizzed my pants when I felt there was something there. =D About to shoot that 80mg.

Dammit, I'll have to buy 5ml rigs for the morphine as I can only get 60mg in an insulin rig, and only if I fill it up to a 100 units. Meh, whatever, I've become immune to the foul looks pharmacists sometimes give me. And I got a story when they ask questions that shuts them the hell up (eventhough they aren't really allowed to ask questions). I tell them it's for my dying grandpa with cancer who needs daily palladone (hydromorphone) injections. That always shuts them the hell up and turns their foul look into an ashamed one. Huehuehuehue.

Anyway I'm gonna go shoot that oxy80 I found, jippee. Also, can't fucking wait to try the morphine!!!
 
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