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No insulin or feces injection this time? I think we're making progress..

Ot: high on oxy. Bit nervous about what I'm going to tell my doctor tomorrow. He's usually pretty understanding so I hope he will be this time, too.. :\
 
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Ot: I did something stupid. I went to my pharmacy (the one where they know I take boatloads of oxy) and asked to get a blister of OC20's (would've asked for 80s if they stocked them.. But then I'd have to wait and my story of having work in the afternoon which is bs would've become unbelievable) and told them I'd go see my doc tomorrow and then bring in the script. Now the only problem with this is.. My scripts aren't due for another ~17days.
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I'm a little confused... you're allowed to buy OC20s over the counter there? Or you asked for a front on your script? Either way, hope it works out...

ot: high but not enough, have a meeting at 5 though so it'll be a slow afternoon
 
Drinking 20ml 71,4-butanediol
Gonna keep drinking it until I die or Lucky comes back

God Is Dead, And No One Cares. If There Is A Hell, I'll See You There

I am going to jump in the North Sulphur River which is flooded now because the government won't bring my raccoon back and I know they teleported him away while I was in the mental institution and then brought him back for a few minutes. Goodbye!
 
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Hello fellow bluelighters ☺

Am currently still half tweaking and half coming down off last nights all nighter of about 3p of puff shared between me and my bf.
Am having one of those weird morning afters where Im that fried I not only don't know how to function but I almost don't know how to feel (if that makes sense).

I had so much planned today, shit I need to get done and one minute Im still flying high and ready to get out and get it all done then 10 minutes later I don't even have the energy to get out of bed and almost want to start sobbing because I'm home alone and can feel the comedown coming on.

I've got ciggarettes here and am currently drinking a Mother energy drink while I lay in bed trying to muster up the strength to get through the day successfully. Sadly this is probably all I can do to get through this as me and the bf are pretty tight for funds until he gets paid Tuesday so am probably going to have to ride this out au-natural which I'm not looking forward to.
 
Felonious Monk said:
I'm a little confused... you're allowed to buy OC20s over the counter there? Or you asked for a front on your script? Either way, hope it works out...

ot: high but not enough, have a meeting at 5 though so it'll be a slow afternoon
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Yeah I asked for a front on my scripts. Can call my doc in about an hour. I'm curious to see how well that will go..
 
Right now I'm chillin on

1.25mg Clonazepam
600mg Gabapentin
500mg Phenibut
One surprisingly strong edible
Several dabs
Some Ashwaghanda
Some Chamomille Tea
Nicotine aaaaaand Chet Baker :D

I'm feeling pretty good, I've been having a hard time sleeping lately, hopefully this will put me out. I don't want to take any Nyquil since I took some last night and overslept my AM class today...I really can't do that again. It's been a long day, and I'm pretty tired. I also did smoke DMT today though, for the first time since October :D God, I fucking love DMT! I also went to a Bernie Sanders rally today. I went to a Bernie Sanders rally and smoked DMT in the same day....to say that it's been a long, strange day would be an understatement.
 
about 5-6 mg nifoxipam and 2 medium-sized mugs of strong coffee. Finally feeling the nifoxipam. Not bad, but doesn't really compare to zopiclone (22.5 mg would have me fucked up). Now I added 1 g codeine to the mix. Haven't been in the best mindstate lately.
 
Doc visit went extremely well. Lol. Walked out with the script I owe (oc20's), 2 scripts for OC80s, and 2 scripts for OC40s. Also a 60x12mg bromazepam script.

Win. I'm gonna be high tonight!

Also. I'm picking up 3g of H in about 30 minutes.

Damn, I'm a fucking junkie. :|
 
Congratulations, P2C. Enjoy the highs! I'm quite content with the state of my receptor activity myself, the opioidergic and GABAergic ones to be exact. Nifoxipam and codeine (and caffeine) seem to go quite well with each other.
 
Just did a shot of that H. Oh sweet mama. =D and I can go pick up my OC's (1 box of 80s, 1 box of 40s and 1 blister, so 10 pills of 20s) and benzos (bromaz- and flurazepam, 60 and 30 pills respectively).

The 2nd boxes of OC's are dated to next week, so can't collect them until next Friday, no biggie. I got enough to last me till then. Hehehe. *happyfase* =D

It's really quite the relief to suddenly have an abundance of your DOC after being in pretty severe w/d for 4 days. (Thank God for the subs though during that time, if not for those things I would have probably offed myself.)
 
^that's quite a generous doctor Pill2chill, i'm glad everything went well.


3g of green vein kratom in the morning
2g of green vein + 2g of red vein 30min ago
Smoking my first spliff of the day.

Im actually feeling very euphoric right now, really love my tolerance but i got to be careful and keep taking low doses.
 
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Got another Methadone dose raise today, up to 110mg now, I already feel the euphoria and now my cravings for smoking dope are diminshed.
My MMT doctor told me you need to be on a dose where you have 0% craving dope.

I was on 80mg when I relapsed and went on a dope binge, for over 3 months.

I went to 90mg, my cravings were still strong, like a 7/10 rate of a possible relapse, and of cours I relapsed.
Went to a 100mg, much better, my cravings at that dose was a 4/10, Same results, relapsed.
But just a few days ago, I went on 110mg, and that HIT THE SPOT, with my 1st dose! ZERO cravings for dope now. YES! I fucking love Methadone.
BTW, it takes a week or 2 for your body to adjust to a new dose... So that's excellent news..

Today,

--110mg Methadone
--10mg Diazepam
--4mg Clonazepam
--1.2g Gabapentin
--225mg Hydroxyzine
--50mg Promethazine
--25mg Sertraline
--250mg Depekote
--Caffeine
--Winston 100s

Feeling incredible.
 
200mg R-Modafinil
1 cup of coffee
600mg Gabapentin
.25mg Clonazepam + about to take another .25mg
3g Phenibut + about to take another .5g
1 dab
Some Ashwaghanda and fish oil
Nicotine

On my merry way to work :)
 
Felonious Monk said:
That's so crazy. Just shows how messed up the U.S. system is.
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You know I am from Belgium right? Or do you mean you think this should be possible in the USA as well?

It's the second time that I asked my pharmacy and both times they allowed it because both times I wasn't able to reach my doctor in time due to unforeseeable circumstances.

I think it's good. It's the pharmacy I always go to, they know I take a lot of oxy and I guess I must look trustworthy (which I also am, like for real). ;) Also, both time I've been true to my word and brought in the script the next day.

OT: high as a kite on herocodone (H+oxy - ~100mg, ~200mg respectively) + 12mg bromazepam & a VERY potent strain (IMO) called 'Outlaw', first time I've heard of it but I like it very much.

Gonna leave it at that because it's taking me forever to fix all the errors I type and mumbo-jumbo I have to delete whenever I nod off.

Peace BL <3 hope everyone else is having a great night too!
 
I used to want to visit Belgium so bad.

I'm not high now, I should have brought the spliff I prerolled with me to work (going for a hike when I get off).

Should have kratom by next week. I will take the advice I was given in this thread regarding administration. It's too bad poppies are so damn expensive... I needed an easy mu fix somehow though. Thinking of going for maybe three 10g doses and then four 5g doses.
 
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