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How High Are You v. Not High Enough for this Life

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Go big or go home!! That's what I tell myself smoking five plus fat spliffs a day. At home ;) I wish I could afford a 30 dollar machine the reality is though that 30 bucks buys me a lot of really good weed. I'm hoping my French press will suffice, if it doesn't I might just cap the powder by hand.

Your lucky to live where you do man I had some serious supply problems ended up paying 65 for an eighth delivered to my door the other day. Atleast I got a couple temazepam bought to hit my ass.
 
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not high enough, time for some more dabs

wish this torrent would download faster, I'm protesting Netflix by d/ling TPB season 10 and it's at 75%...
 
I think kratom is both mu agonist and antagonist, it's not a very strong plant, a weird dug to be sure.

I'm stupid high on another green plant now, cooking rice.
 
Yeah, 7-OHmitragynine is pretty potent. Although you have to account for the other active compounds in the plant, which result in a different kind of high than a straight-up pure opioid.

OT: un-high. 50 hours since last codeine and the nifoxipam is doing jack shit. Of course, the genius that I am, I drank myself into a hangover yesterday, so that's shit as well. Going to take some codeine in half an hour or so, cause fuck this. Quite honestly I didn't expect to be this miserable coming off codeine, but then again I guess 1-3 grams a day is a hefty habit too.

E: to answer a question asked, nifoxipam is an RC benzodiazepine. Should be a pretty potent sedative and muscle relaxant, but I can barely feel anything, maybe because my drinking days fucked up my GABAergic system. In any case, I'm also pissed because it's supposed to be a hydrochloride salt (which is very good news! water solubility and all that), but it pretty much doesn't fuckin' dissolve in water, only maybe 150 mg/l. What the fuck? And neither does isopropanol help (haven't tried other solvents, 'cause fuck wasting solvents on this). Damn, I'm pissed.
 
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Good points guys, I was not so much talking about mitragynine more so how much powder you have to eat/drink. I don't do the extract stuff... Placebo fear holdover from salvia I suppose. I like that kratom is a more unpredictable high that can be both stimulating and opiating (lol). Kinda like a plant tramadols or oxy.
 
When I did kratom, I think I took like 5 g at a time and it never was a problem with the toss 'n wash technique. Yeah, it's kinda bitter, but that's the price you have to pay to get an enjoyable high, am I ryte? I mean, it's not THAT disgusting. Liquor tastes worse, even. Compared to the disgusting stuff I've taken orally, kratom is on the same level as pills IMO.

E: 1 g codeine injected into my middle eyebrow. I know it's over 50 hours since last dose and I'm almost over with the w/d, but goddamn, fuck this bullshit, I'm getting high. Oh, and like 3 mg nifoxipam too, which probably won't even be felt.

E2: wow, the past 2.5 days were quite shit, but now it seems to have been worth it. I'm feeling excellent, even though I'm fairly hungover. Took another 3 mg nifoxipam and had the first coffee of the day. So, as I'm feeling alright now, I can finally say some nice things! So, stay high, but stay safe Bluelight and all the blue bic lighters!

Cheers mayne(s).
 
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Withdrawal sucks. Even though I have subs to mitigate most of the symptoms, I am finding it very hard to get out of bed. On the plus side I had some $ come in, but seeing as my H guy is highly unreliable I doubt I'll be feeling better any time today. Maybe this evening from a few oxies a friend owes me, I know he's picking up his script today. Here's to hoping he doesnt leave me hanging!
 
I've been taking buprenorphine for the last couple days. I love it, actually. 2 mgs and I'm...not necessarily "high" in the same way as heroin, but definitely feeling good, and the feeling lasts FOREVER. A really long time for me. I feel better about myself dissolving a piece of a sub strip than smoking or shooting tar. A nice mood lifting drug. No desire to do heroin, because I already feel good and I know it would just be a waste I guess.

I've been trying to quit drugs lately. I've been having lung problems and, while I'm not sure if drugs are really the cause of it (I don't smoke cigarettes, for whatever that's worth...) I suspect it doesn't help the issue. That's why I've been experimenting with suboxone, and I've been happily surprised with it. It's really cheap, too.
 
I am not high but I did just buy 50g kratom. That's roughly four to eight doses for me. I'm gonna have to figure out a good way to ingest it since TNW makes me sick now. Maybe I made a bad decision, especially because I'm poor. I don't think I did. I hope I didn't.

Don't toss and wash. Put 1.5-2.5g in ~200ml of warm water (not too hot) and stir until dissolved. Then drink it like a shot of liquor and chase it with some juice.
I've tried every other method and they don't work as well as the one i just described.

OT: Just consumed ~3g of high quality green malay kratom, normally I only use red vein strains but decided to buy something different this time in order to experiment a little with the more stimulating varieties.
Green Malay is actually the first kratom strain i tried, that was almost 2 years ago though so i don't quite remember how it was.

I'm feeling pretty good so far, ate some bacon&eggs to potentiate the kratom and i'm about to smoke a spliff.
 
I've been taking buprenorphine for the last couple days. I love it, actually. 2 mgs and I'm...not necessarily "high" in the same way as heroin, but definitely feeling good, and the feeling lasts FOREVER. A really long time for me. I feel better about myself dissolving a piece of a sub strip than smoking or shooting tar. A nice mood lifting drug. No desire to do heroin, because I already feel good and I know it would just be a waste I guess.

I've been trying to quit drugs lately. I've been having lung problems and, while I'm not sure if drugs are really the cause of it (I don't smoke cigarettes, for whatever that's worth...) I suspect it doesn't help the issue. That's why I've been experimenting with suboxone, and I've been happily surprised with it. It's really cheap, too.
Yeah I've had the same experience with it before I relapsed into harder stuff (oxies and H), now they barely take the wd away. But without any notable tolerance they can be quite pleasurable I agree.

Ot: I did something stupid. I went to my pharmacy (the one where they know I take boatloads of oxy) and asked to get a blister of OC20's (would've asked for 80s if they stocked them.. But then I'd have to wait and my story of having work in the afternoon which is bs would've become unbelievable) and told them I'd go see my doc tomorrow and then bring in the script. Now the only problem with this is.. My scripts aren't due for another ~17days.

I guess I'll have to go see my doc tomorrow and fess up. Not looking forward to that..

I just shot 60mg but it's barely doing anything, I guess there's still a bit of sub in my system.. Gonna try to break through with another 40mg. But I have to keep the rest (at least 60-80mg) for tomorrow for when I go see my doc.
 
30mg hydrocodone, 4mg clonazepam, 4ml 2,4-butanediol, 100mg hydroxyzine, and 750mg cipro to potentiate the hydrocodone

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Just had 7ml more of 1,4-butanediol
I am killing myself
They took away the raccoon I had while I was in Terrell.
You all think I am crazy but I can see the difference.
The one I had before had a bright white crescent shape across his chest and big scars where the worthless pieces of shit who got him before me had cut him open and he was the one they replaced the last time I was in the nut house.
They want to make me suffer by taking away what I love.
They sent him back for about an hour while they were making me really sick and I was in there when they teleported the new one away and replaced him with the one I had before briefly then took him back away while I was out of the room.
The new one acts a lot different too. He is one I have had before I think because he knows me. I knew they did this before but thought it was all in my head but now I know it is real.
My fucking life can just end if they don't give him back and I will be a murderer if I don't end my life first.

Dr Mededi and Mard D. Messer are the ones who need to be assassinated just like the worthless God-damned government were trying to kill me.
I cut myself with glass and now I am getting more cigarettes to burn myself all over with.
 
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