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Mental Health I'm in a mental hospital HELP

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420ADAM420

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Hi all I'm currently in hospital with apparently psychosis and autism ,basically it all started when I got mdma ( and god knows what else ) put on my weed sent my head loopy and had a breakdown witch I think was going to happen any way from my autism I could feel it happening .
Now the doctors are saying I should keep of any drugs but have been smoking 5g a day
3G hash and 2g skunk every day for over a month and haven't heard voices seen anything and the staff are saying I'm doing great and I'm still smoking weed
Plus I have been taking mdma occasionally
And feel fine I even had 1p-LSD Yesterday
In hysterics for hours haha in hospital haha
A group of doctors gathered around me and said "we don't know what it will do you could die " and I still didn't have a bad trip
That was yesterday today I have had no hangover are any thing just feel fine
So I don't think I have psychosis anymore
What's people think
What's your thorghts
 
So basically the question is if I did have psychosis would it be made worse for what I have been doing
 
yeh if you did have psychosis i would have a break from drugs. especially large amounts of weed every day and LSD and its analogues.

i don't understand some of your post as you said you are in hospital now, and that you took 1p-LSD yesterday ?
 
Yes, I am also very confused. Since when did hospitals let you take drugs like that?
 
I too am a little confused by your post to say the least. Can you clarify on the fact you said you are using drugs in hospital?

However, yes... using drugs will not help if you have psychosis. Even if they don't seem to be bringing on symptoms, they may very well be hampering your recovery.

Even if it was just a "bad trip" you had, I would still recommend you took a break from drugs for a while.
 
HI Mysterie i'm in Hospital now, i had it sent in in the post straight to hospital haha ,and i took the 1p-LSD in hospital .it was mad haha in hysterics for hours
but haven't hear voices ,see things ,think people are after me are any thing so i dont think i have it ,plus from smoking large amounts of cannabis ,MD and leagal highs would make it worse if i'm right am i ?
sorry for the grammer i have got learning problems ?autism n stuff
 
HI Chatative yeah i'm using in hospital ,and i dont think i have got psychosis its just from telling my doctor that i thought i was being watched on the net as i had strange pop ups (not porno ones ) and mad stuff was happening like when i was writeing text it would jump about and put spaces in when i didnt ,think i got hacked from what i was looking at on the net plus downloading that TOR and stuff , but then they gave me anti psycotic medication witch made me hear voices (commands ) but that stoped a couple of day after i was first administered with the help of some mary jane
you said" Even if they don't seem to be bringing on symptoms, they may very well be hampering your recovery." and how would that be ?
 
I don't mean to be a judgey jerk about your life choices, but it's kind of a dick move to take up a bed in a drastically underfunded psych ward because you're taking hallucinogens and smoking weed while you're in hospital and the doctors are trying to treat you. If you don't think there's anything wrong with you, sober up until you can demonstrate that to the doctors, then go the fuck home. Get as high as you like while you're not using NHS resources that could go to someone who actually needs acute mental health treatment.
 
Respond to the treatment thats available, they may suggest benzos to calm you down for abit. Being polite and playing the "game" will get you out faster
 
Lilbow said:
Respond to the treatment thats available, they may suggest benzos to calm you down for abit. Being polite and playing the "game" will get you out faster
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i found this as well, got to let go of pride and being right in order to satisfy their belief that you are getting better and that they are helping.
 
420ADAM420 said:
Hi all I'm currently in hospital with apparently psychosis and autism ,basically it all started when I got mdma ( and god knows what else ) put on my weed sent my head loopy and had a breakdown witch I think was going to happen any way from my autism I could feel it happening .
Now the doctors are saying I should keep of any drugs but have been smoking 5g a day
3G hash and 2g skunk every day for over a month and haven't heard voices seen anything and the staff are saying I'm doing great and I'm still smoking weed
Plus I have been taking mdma occasionally
And feel fine I even had 1p-LSD Yesterday
In hysterics for hours haha in hospital haha
A group of doctors gathered around me and said "we don't know what it will do you could die " and I still didn't have a bad trip
That was yesterday today I have had no hangover are any thing just feel fine
So I don't think I have psychosis anymore
What's people think
What's your thorghts
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The more I consider all this, the more unbelievable it becomes. End of.
 
Definitely mate however, don't let them break your spirit or belief in yourself
 
Your post mkaes me believe you need to be in a mental hospital. You kind of sound like a sociopath.
 
I'm quitting smoking tomorrow it's hard but I'll do it , got to let me out but I fucked up and got my leave reduced from 5 hours to 2 hours hopefully getting it increased after Easter
 
Couple things....I've been in a psych hospital twice, so I know what I'm talking about here.
First, you can't have a cell phone while in, only pay phone.
Second, how did you get the drugs? Anything thing that is brought to you is searched.
 
I think you should take advantage of your situation and utilize the treatment that is available. Most healthy people are not heavy drug users, and it sounds like you have some underlying issues on top of drug induced issues. I would spend this time analyzing what is driving you to use, and work with the doctors to help treat it.
 
being in a mental hospital isn't a bad thing; you probably need some time to work on yourself, take advantage of all the mental health professionals you have at your disposal. good luck
 
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